Unexplained disappearence

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

I am not sure if you know what I was thinking from the start except the fact that I was pretty certain there was absolutely no way you would figure it out 100%. God maybe but mere mortals other than myself...impossible.

You had a fad for me and I preyed on that. Maybe I was a novelty to you and that once you were thru with me, the bin would be my best friend. You played your part pretty well but I was not any less smarter. I knew it would only be a small fragment of my life's journey or even just a couple of seconds every day so I played along as well. The memories were indeed sweet but at times the kinder side of me would actually contemplate on living it in reality. I was naive.

A little feeling was lost back there but now that you are walking out, it only makes my life more radiant. I couldn't have done it any better than you. Maybe I am greedy but I still want the voids to be filled which is pretty shallow thinking, outright silly. Quite simply I still liked it when I was the everything in your world till I found out too much and that they added to tattoos and I freaked out. Eternity became a nightmare while stagnantion becomes a dream.

Thank you for your kind departure so I can continue dreaming. It was good while it lasted but nothing last forever.

So long Minao aka Hana, I will miss you sorely.