- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Out of no where, unprepared and totally taken by surprise, I found myself craving for a weird scent at this very instance. I can't describe the urge that has overpowered me completely and my resistence had been seriously impaired. I want it, I need it and I am trying to seek it fast.
Yes, I CRAVE for rhe smell of hospital's antiseptic tingling thru my nostrils and flowing along my veins. I want to feel the clensing sensation that most people loathe. I want to revitalise and rejuvernate, I want the feeling of rebirth. I want to be cleanse of the filth that had accumulated inside me. Yeah I know it's weird but I badly want the smell right now for I really really have the urge to take a gigantic whiff of it. Think of it as ingesting both a stimulant and depressant at the same time [wiki speedball(drug)], and that will explain the sensation I will get by whiffing that concentrated antiseptic. I can't stop visualizing myself getting a dose, a rather strong dose of that harmless antiseptic.
Ok, off to the nearest hospital after my work...I cringe for it so badly I am literally incapacitated now, barely able to do anything right.
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