- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Out of no where, unprepared and totally taken by surprise, I found myself craving for a weird scent at this very instance. I can't describe the urge that has overpowered me completely and my resistence had been seriously impaired. I want it, I need it and I am trying to seek it fast.
Yes, I CRAVE for rhe smell of hospital's antiseptic tingling thru my nostrils and flowing along my veins. I want to feel the clensing sensation that most people loathe. I want to revitalise and rejuvernate, I want the feeling of rebirth. I want to be cleanse of the filth that had accumulated inside me. Yeah I know it's weird but I badly want the smell right now for I really really have the urge to take a gigantic whiff of it. Think of it as ingesting both a stimulant and depressant at the same time [wiki speedball(drug)], and that will explain the sensation I will get by whiffing that concentrated antiseptic. I can't stop visualizing myself getting a dose, a rather strong dose of that harmless antiseptic.
Ok, off to the nearest hospital after my work...I cringe for it so badly I am literally incapacitated now, barely able to do anything right.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Faith is subjective
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
I am really really disturbed and bewildered by the recent news, emails and ugly cross border spat that has fed my amusement in the abscence of other forms of entertainment. So much of it that the indigestion had cause me to spew some bile of dispair and here it is.
"True Miracle in Eygpt"
I am utterly disgusted by how Christ as a Faith are distributed in such cheap, distorted and blasphemous filth that just go around, unfiltered and unsolicited. Being one of the oldest faith in the world and having such grand Vaticans affairs in Rome, surviving the hands of time and bracing the numerous wars, only to surface as ridiculous junk that not only hampens the belief but also question the motive behind it. You see Faith is a beautiful thing in it's purest form, widely respected and appreciated but to enforce or any attempt to alter it will generate unfavorable repercussions. FAITH IS SUBJECTIVE just like politics.
I am really bemused by how this email can even get to me if those so called believers are so lazy to even attempt to defend their faith and bust any nonsense directed at their reputation. You see sometimes people follow faith blindly and are so into it that they lose their reasons for believing and THAT is the justification needed to start a cult. Well if you are really into whatever faith, shouldn't these so called believers do something more productive than to simply click the "SEND" button and deceive their poor friends? Oh I almost forgot, or should they create more controversial news like our Dear Miss Sun Ho and their WATEVER HARVEST following? What a bunch of crap that waste not only my precious time and effort to even bother reading them. If you ask me, I would rather have free porn in my mail than such nonsense that distort the otherwise beautiful faith that I have come to known.
Somehow even the most powerful Google and Yahoo, the marvelous technological advancements like satalite, TVs, news, paparazzis, etc and the ever so grand Vaticans and Pope are left out on miracles like these, how the hell in the world would you expect me to believe some mere words by an unknown source? Oh you mean that the U.S. Barack Clinton McCain "threesome" Race, the Beijing "filthy" Olympic and the Mr Kim "is-very" Ill blowing his top is more important than proving Christ's existence? Come on...you can do better than that don't you?
Somehow I wonder is Christ playing his PSP or fiddling his Ipod Touch while American troops "gather" at his beautiful garden and mow his lawn. Oh it seems like the Muslims reading the Bible are more important than the hardcore American believers as they are soon to be new followers...No names, dates or even pictures but only MUSLIM, CHRIST, EYGPT and BIBLE are highlighted in the email. So I can comfortable deduce that Christ is using propaganda to recruit more troops for his Command and Conquer game against Mr Allah.
Go figure people.
I am really really disturbed and bewildered by the recent news, emails and ugly cross border spat that has fed my amusement in the abscence of other forms of entertainment. So much of it that the indigestion had cause me to spew some bile of dispair and here it is.
"True Miracle in Eygpt"
I am utterly disgusted by how Christ as a Faith are distributed in such cheap, distorted and blasphemous filth that just go around, unfiltered and unsolicited. Being one of the oldest faith in the world and having such grand Vaticans affairs in Rome, surviving the hands of time and bracing the numerous wars, only to surface as ridiculous junk that not only hampens the belief but also question the motive behind it. You see Faith is a beautiful thing in it's purest form, widely respected and appreciated but to enforce or any attempt to alter it will generate unfavorable repercussions. FAITH IS SUBJECTIVE just like politics.
I am really bemused by how this email can even get to me if those so called believers are so lazy to even attempt to defend their faith and bust any nonsense directed at their reputation. You see sometimes people follow faith blindly and are so into it that they lose their reasons for believing and THAT is the justification needed to start a cult. Well if you are really into whatever faith, shouldn't these so called believers do something more productive than to simply click the "SEND" button and deceive their poor friends? Oh I almost forgot, or should they create more controversial news like our Dear Miss Sun Ho and their WATEVER HARVEST following? What a bunch of crap that waste not only my precious time and effort to even bother reading them. If you ask me, I would rather have free porn in my mail than such nonsense that distort the otherwise beautiful faith that I have come to known.
Somehow even the most powerful Google and Yahoo, the marvelous technological advancements like satalite, TVs, news, paparazzis, etc and the ever so grand Vaticans and Pope are left out on miracles like these, how the hell in the world would you expect me to believe some mere words by an unknown source? Oh you mean that the U.S. Barack Clinton McCain "threesome" Race, the Beijing "filthy" Olympic and the Mr Kim "is-very" Ill blowing his top is more important than proving Christ's existence? Come on...you can do better than that don't you?
Somehow I wonder is Christ playing his PSP or fiddling his Ipod Touch while American troops "gather" at his beautiful garden and mow his lawn. Oh it seems like the Muslims reading the Bible are more important than the hardcore American believers as they are soon to be new followers...No names, dates or even pictures but only MUSLIM, CHRIST, EYGPT and BIBLE are highlighted in the email. So I can comfortable deduce that Christ is using propaganda to recruit more troops for his Command and Conquer game against Mr Allah.
Go figure people.
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