- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
It seems like I have hit almost the rock bottom of my insanity. My goody two shoes nature have been ditched and replaced by an emerging devil within. My wings of darkness have hardened and the are tearing through my skin, eagerly awaiting to flap and take me higher and higher. Love me or hate me doesn't matter anyway as I have chewed on pieces of horses and whales which were otherwise once my foremost abstinence. Designer "highs" are common for me I don't feel remorseful or responsible for anything anymore...my friends at least who will still accept me and guide me straight are welcome to stay but I doubt if anyone can ever convince me to stay.
It's just that today have been a rather rough patch and I can't explain it. Nothing actually happen but I was pissed and I wanted to do something so off the shelves are horses and whales in limited quantity. Looking at those bloodied pieces of meat, I could feel a rancid taste in my mouth and somehow I feel like a savage beast craving for fresh meat. Frown upon by my peers and also compelled by others from time to time, I took one last look at myself in the mirror and paid for my feast.
I shall not describe the taste, texture and consistency of the experience and also pay a little respect to my feast. Gracefully, the pieces of bloodied meat enter my mouth and disappear.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
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