- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
今日僕は初めて授業で怒った。だが、生徒の前に怒っている顔をちょっと表した。そんな事僕は思い出したら気持ちが悪いだ。自分が何での質問はよく考えたね。実僕は悪くないと思えた。そんな授業でいつも規律がないだし、僕は完全論者だし、段々僕の怒りを集めたから今日は全部噴火した。しかし本当は怖くないと思えた、授業で変な雰囲気があっただけだ。
僕は３人違うの先生と一緒に英語を教えるだが、あの先生一人でだけと一緒の授業はいつも問題があった。理由はあの先生はとても優しいなだ。生徒たちはこのポイントをよく知ってたなら、授業で何でも自由にやった。僕は何度も何度もだめって言ってた、そんな先生もう変えなかった。その上、僕はメーン先生じゃなくて、できるの事はちょっとだけだ。
本当にお願いねXXX先生、もし僕たちは先生だたら生徒のためにもっともっと良くなってだろう。お前は良い先生と思うだけど、生徒はお前に尊敬していないだ。そんな先生と一緒の授業僕は興味がないだね。優しいと良い先生は全然違うの事だろう、もし生徒は先生に尊敬していないのばいは先生しないほうが良いと思う。これは僕の希望だけだ、それからどうすればお前よく考えてよ。
Monday, February 25, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
欲しいな物は...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
最初から僕は自分の夢のために、運命を作るのために、ずっとずっと追っている。いつも希望の光に走って、後ろの道を考えないので、それはとても昔だ。その時僕は一所懸命の事すごく嬉しいだから、夢と運命とか、全部もう美しいだろう。自分の世界に浸っているので、何も目に入らない。
それからいつかから僕はわからないので、あの日から僕は毎日毎日戦って戦って、夢のために？運命のために？さぁ...今はどうちのためにか？僕は真実の答えを捜す、段々疲れるになった。助けるのお願いを呼び上げた、ずっとずっと待ていた、誰にもう聞こえないので、誰にもう助けくれない。これから僕はひとつ事が解かった、人生で、世界で、僕一人でだけ自分の事を助けできるだけだ。それところか神様はよく見るだけ可も知れないけど、何もしないだろう。
可笑しいだよね、僕は最初から自信を持てた、全部の事すべて解かると思った。だって今はやっと解かる、美しいな夢と真実の夢は全然違うの物だ。もう遅いだな、時間を返らないでしょう、それから僕はどうすれば良いの？
最初から僕は自分の夢のために、運命を作るのために、ずっとずっと追っている。いつも希望の光に走って、後ろの道を考えないので、それはとても昔だ。その時僕は一所懸命の事すごく嬉しいだから、夢と運命とか、全部もう美しいだろう。自分の世界に浸っているので、何も目に入らない。
それからいつかから僕はわからないので、あの日から僕は毎日毎日戦って戦って、夢のために？運命のために？さぁ...今はどうちのためにか？僕は真実の答えを捜す、段々疲れるになった。助けるのお願いを呼び上げた、ずっとずっと待ていた、誰にもう聞こえないので、誰にもう助けくれない。これから僕はひとつ事が解かった、人生で、世界で、僕一人でだけ自分の事を助けできるだけだ。それところか神様はよく見るだけ可も知れないけど、何もしないだろう。
可笑しいだよね、僕は最初から自信を持てた、全部の事すべて解かると思った。だって今はやっと解かる、美しいな夢と真実の夢は全然違うの物だ。もう遅いだな、時間を返らないでしょう、それから僕はどうすれば良いの？
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Wings of Freedom
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Finally after so long, you have decided to take the first step. A really important first step of your life that will probably allow you to redeem your freedom. These are your wings that I have clipped from the first day and each day I have waited to return them to you...I know that this day will come no matter what you may have said for eternity is nothing more than a myth that people make up to escape reality. Time is the only friend I believe that will reveal all truths.
Learning of your decision, I am feeling both happy and sad. Happy because you can walk your own path, have your own dreams and I am free from my own guilt. Happy because Time has once again proven my prophecy that eternity is a myth. Sad because I have lost my confidence to soar higher and I have to live independently in reality than my own perfect dreamworld. Sad because the fear of crashing will leave me with nothing in the end. But don't feel sorry or responsible because this is my path that I have chosen and I will have to live with it.
When I set you free once, you refused and you chose to walk in my shadows. I accepted it and at the same time, I ventured out to seek my destiny. Along the way, there were numerous setbacks and you were always there to nurse me back to health and boost my confidence. Slowly and little by little, you were eating away my independence as I was only willing to soar that high knowing that you will be there to catch me. As the table of fate turn against me, inevitably, I became the one walking in your shadows against my own will.
Now that you have finally decided to soar once again, I am really glad that you can have your your wings back. Too bad I can't be the person to catch you when you fall but from far away, I will be waiting to see you fly high up there for now it's my turn to learn to fly independently leaving your shadows. I have chosen my path from the start and so should you. Though we may be watching the same sunset in different places, I will be sincerely happy knowing that there is someone beside you to watch that sunset with you. For now, I have yet to find someone to watch that sunset with me and those beautiful memories will slowly fade away as I move on in my own adventure. It is here that I really really bade you the last farewell and say "Thank you for all these while but now it's your turn to dream and soar as high as you can."
- Wings of Freedom -
Tonight I go to sleep with a smile on my face.
And as the stars and the moon shine on me,
I will have the most beautiful dream in years.
For tomorrow I will wake up to greet the sun,
the earth and a brand new day.
Over the horizon and over the mountains,
from a far distance place I will watch.
For today there will be a bright rising star.
From my shadows you will emerge and soar,
Leave the darkness and seek your dreams.
This cage that have imprisoned,
These memories that I have kept,
This reality that I have denied,
and these wings that I have clipped.
I will give you wings of freedom.
Now it's your time to fly
New horizons and destiny awaits you.
Beautiful sunrise and sunset you will seek,
with a new face to take your hand
and walk you to the very end.
And so the story will end here,
with us writing our own adventure.
It will be a really long time,
before we complete our fairy tales,
Until then, I will smile watching you soar.
Finally after so long, you have decided to take the first step. A really important first step of your life that will probably allow you to redeem your freedom. These are your wings that I have clipped from the first day and each day I have waited to return them to you...I know that this day will come no matter what you may have said for eternity is nothing more than a myth that people make up to escape reality. Time is the only friend I believe that will reveal all truths.
Learning of your decision, I am feeling both happy and sad. Happy because you can walk your own path, have your own dreams and I am free from my own guilt. Happy because Time has once again proven my prophecy that eternity is a myth. Sad because I have lost my confidence to soar higher and I have to live independently in reality than my own perfect dreamworld. Sad because the fear of crashing will leave me with nothing in the end. But don't feel sorry or responsible because this is my path that I have chosen and I will have to live with it.
When I set you free once, you refused and you chose to walk in my shadows. I accepted it and at the same time, I ventured out to seek my destiny. Along the way, there were numerous setbacks and you were always there to nurse me back to health and boost my confidence. Slowly and little by little, you were eating away my independence as I was only willing to soar that high knowing that you will be there to catch me. As the table of fate turn against me, inevitably, I became the one walking in your shadows against my own will.
Now that you have finally decided to soar once again, I am really glad that you can have your your wings back. Too bad I can't be the person to catch you when you fall but from far away, I will be waiting to see you fly high up there for now it's my turn to learn to fly independently leaving your shadows. I have chosen my path from the start and so should you. Though we may be watching the same sunset in different places, I will be sincerely happy knowing that there is someone beside you to watch that sunset with you. For now, I have yet to find someone to watch that sunset with me and those beautiful memories will slowly fade away as I move on in my own adventure. It is here that I really really bade you the last farewell and say "Thank you for all these while but now it's your turn to dream and soar as high as you can."
- Wings of Freedom -
Tonight I go to sleep with a smile on my face.
And as the stars and the moon shine on me,
I will have the most beautiful dream in years.
For tomorrow I will wake up to greet the sun,
the earth and a brand new day.
Over the horizon and over the mountains,
from a far distance place I will watch.
For today there will be a bright rising star.
From my shadows you will emerge and soar,
Leave the darkness and seek your dreams.
This cage that have imprisoned,
These memories that I have kept,
This reality that I have denied,
and these wings that I have clipped.
I will give you wings of freedom.
Now it's your time to fly
New horizons and destiny awaits you.
Beautiful sunrise and sunset you will seek,
with a new face to take your hand
and walk you to the very end.
And so the story will end here,
with us writing our own adventure.
It will be a really long time,
before we complete our fairy tales,
Until then, I will smile watching you soar.
Friday, February 08, 2008
Humble Flumber
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Well it seems that pretty boy Edison was caught with his pants down along with a string of other females stars and seriously I will not start pointing fingers here. This has to be one of the most debated issues other than the U.S. Presidential race this 2008 simply because, it's human nature to crave for the extremes to fuel our own destruction. The eager minds to satisfy for that once in a life time view of God's perfect creation, the body in it's purest form and which fool will deny it given that it's from a celebrity? Well denial of it would be simply be turning in a hundred million dollars to the cops. Afterall, wasn't that curiosity the same one that banished Adam and Eve from Eden? Oh wait...or was it that curiosity that lead to the invention of the airplane?
There you go, a classic case of "What you reap is what you sow" or would Karma be a better word to represent the whole saga? It's up to you to decide your own course of action but it's the general masses that will prosecute your decision. Secret sex lifes of celebrities are so sought after by the media and the rest simply just prey on the media's scoop. As quoted in a certain article, Edison proclaimed that he likes taking pictures of his escapades and showing his conquests to a "selected" group of friends. Hmm...one will wonder the definition of "selected" in that statement and man man man, Edison, you sure have a huge ego. I sincerely salute you my man with a bold statement like that, it simply implies those pictures are nothing more than superfacial "trophies" to curb your insecure gratification.
A point to note here is that with over 1300 juicy photos in that computer, sending it to be repaired will be the greatest pitfall especially if I am someone of celebrity status. Wouldn't any logical common sense of even a retard with a measly 2% of sanity rationalise the situation? Alrite point taken, my man Edison, given the fact that I do respect you as much as I like your bad ass attitude, I would really suggest you spend a negative 200% of your fortune to take up some kindergarden computer class for idiots or at least to protect these vital infomation if you have an exclusive hobby than to buy a huge diamond stud.
Besides, given the supply and demand representation in economics and the influences of impactful news, if you do go long on this position if Edison's stocks does exists, I bet you would have made a huge kill overnight. Also since it's fairly easy to conclude that human nature is evil after all that spills from China, someone out there will continue to circulate and fan the flames despite Edison's plea on his blog.
Too bad, too sad and too glad that all those other souls have to suffer indirectly over this like Nic and Cecil, so let's see how time reveal the fragility of things to come.
Well since we are here on the topic on sex, scandals, lies, deceits, etc. I would like to recall a particular psychology lesson that I attended. My lecturer was debating the issue of sex with the class about how different societies and cultural values have influences on it. In fact in almost all cultures, sex is deem as a taboo subject but for Asians, this particular subject seems to have taken a huge beating that only allows it to surface underground. And the more it's being suppress, the probability of occurence is enhanced greatly but at the same time pushed further underground. Most older Asian values see sex as part of the following equations -
- The relationship between the 3 factors flow in a clockwise direction where one factor will lead to the other 2.
1. Marriage - > Sex - > Children
The most dominant classic view that the path is one directional with the flow of Marriage being the gateway to Sex which is the gateway to Children. However if you rearrange the flow keeping the fact that sex is solely for procreation, you will have -
2. Sex - > Children - > Marriage
which simply means that if you have sex (before marriage), you will have children which will ultimately lead to marriage.
3. Children - > Marriage - > Sex
This means that in any case if you have children (before marriage), then you have to get married to have sex.
However there are flaws in this restrictive view which if implemented may disrupt the relationship of the 3 factors. We shall not discuss that here for simplicity sake.
Here is another equation which I have found it relatively interesting...
Marriage = Sex + Children
Based on the above equation, Marriage will allow Sex and Children but
upon further inspection -
Sex = Marriage - Children,
which simply means that Marriage less Children will lead to tons of Sex and lastly,
Children = Marriage - Sex
which pretty much self-explanatory, Children means Marriage less tons of Sex.
Right on Edison, because thanks to you, the world including myself will have the God sent chance to "appreciate" the beauty of nature and feed our tardy little minds on some of the most gorgeous people on Earth.
Well it seems that pretty boy Edison was caught with his pants down along with a string of other females stars and seriously I will not start pointing fingers here. This has to be one of the most debated issues other than the U.S. Presidential race this 2008 simply because, it's human nature to crave for the extremes to fuel our own destruction. The eager minds to satisfy for that once in a life time view of God's perfect creation, the body in it's purest form and which fool will deny it given that it's from a celebrity? Well denial of it would be simply be turning in a hundred million dollars to the cops. Afterall, wasn't that curiosity the same one that banished Adam and Eve from Eden? Oh wait...or was it that curiosity that lead to the invention of the airplane?
There you go, a classic case of "What you reap is what you sow" or would Karma be a better word to represent the whole saga? It's up to you to decide your own course of action but it's the general masses that will prosecute your decision. Secret sex lifes of celebrities are so sought after by the media and the rest simply just prey on the media's scoop. As quoted in a certain article, Edison proclaimed that he likes taking pictures of his escapades and showing his conquests to a "selected" group of friends. Hmm...one will wonder the definition of "selected" in that statement and man man man, Edison, you sure have a huge ego. I sincerely salute you my man with a bold statement like that, it simply implies those pictures are nothing more than superfacial "trophies" to curb your insecure gratification.
A point to note here is that with over 1300 juicy photos in that computer, sending it to be repaired will be the greatest pitfall especially if I am someone of celebrity status. Wouldn't any logical common sense of even a retard with a measly 2% of sanity rationalise the situation? Alrite point taken, my man Edison, given the fact that I do respect you as much as I like your bad ass attitude, I would really suggest you spend a negative 200% of your fortune to take up some kindergarden computer class for idiots or at least to protect these vital infomation if you have an exclusive hobby than to buy a huge diamond stud.
Besides, given the supply and demand representation in economics and the influences of impactful news, if you do go long on this position if Edison's stocks does exists, I bet you would have made a huge kill overnight. Also since it's fairly easy to conclude that human nature is evil after all that spills from China, someone out there will continue to circulate and fan the flames despite Edison's plea on his blog.
Too bad, too sad and too glad that all those other souls have to suffer indirectly over this like Nic and Cecil, so let's see how time reveal the fragility of things to come.
Well since we are here on the topic on sex, scandals, lies, deceits, etc. I would like to recall a particular psychology lesson that I attended. My lecturer was debating the issue of sex with the class about how different societies and cultural values have influences on it. In fact in almost all cultures, sex is deem as a taboo subject but for Asians, this particular subject seems to have taken a huge beating that only allows it to surface underground. And the more it's being suppress, the probability of occurence is enhanced greatly but at the same time pushed further underground. Most older Asian values see sex as part of the following equations -
- The relationship between the 3 factors flow in a clockwise direction where one factor will lead to the other 2.
1. Marriage - > Sex - > Children
The most dominant classic view that the path is one directional with the flow of Marriage being the gateway to Sex which is the gateway to Children. However if you rearrange the flow keeping the fact that sex is solely for procreation, you will have -
2. Sex - > Children - > Marriage
which simply means that if you have sex (before marriage), you will have children which will ultimately lead to marriage.
3. Children - > Marriage - > Sex
This means that in any case if you have children (before marriage), then you have to get married to have sex.
However there are flaws in this restrictive view which if implemented may disrupt the relationship of the 3 factors. We shall not discuss that here for simplicity sake.
Here is another equation which I have found it relatively interesting...
Marriage = Sex + Children
Based on the above equation, Marriage will allow Sex and Children but
upon further inspection -
Sex = Marriage - Children,
which simply means that Marriage less Children will lead to tons of Sex and lastly,
Children = Marriage - Sex
which pretty much self-explanatory, Children means Marriage less tons of Sex.
Right on Edison, because thanks to you, the world including myself will have the God sent chance to "appreciate" the beauty of nature and feed our tardy little minds on some of the most gorgeous people on Earth.
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