Friday, January 11, 2008

Phase shift

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -[

On this special day which I have reaffirmed my existing footprints on Mother Earth, I have survived a decade plus 7 years of highs and lows. But it is here that I must spit my repressed suffocation.

Given up I have, a santuary of immerse beauty, bundle of joys, rivers of sweetness and fields of abundance. Presented in front of me were platters of unforgivingly sinful food each day and I had nothing to worry. I had my own kingdom, lead a blissful life and was envied by many. A snap of my fingers would get things done and it was the most incredible santuary I had ever lived in. However it reached a plateau where I woke up from a terrible nightmare to realise that I had a prophecy to fulfill.

Then I realised that if it's all too good to be true, then it really isn't. I wanted very much to see the truth, the REAL nature that this sacred santuary have to offer and it was then I sought new adventures. I wanted to see what the other side of the forest and did not want to believe the beauty that existed before me. I was blinded by GREED and CURIOUSITY and so I embarked on my journey.

Days passed followed by months and finally years, I have ventured well beyond the forest on "the other side", I have experienced new gardens that wanted to lock me in like the sacred santury. I was not at all surprised. I did spend some time resting in various gardens so as to continue my journey but I never really let them imprisoned me.

In the very end, I am still walking down this road to seek what the new lands in my prophecy have to offer but more often than usual, I simply missed those days laying in those tender gardens and yearn for the carefree life in the sacred santuary. Despite travelling along side time, some gardens have already withered and disappeared but 1 thing is definitely for sure and that's the sacred santuary will always be beautiful, lush and forgiving awaiting my return to rule the kingdom.

My quest will continue but I do not know where I will stop...

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