Shame

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

Sometimes I really wonder if it's all worthwhile to go the extra mile even for a nano hassle for some people who label themselves as "Friends". These people will be really really nice, working and having fun, parties and maybe even have girlfriends. The are so likable and tend to do really well in social networking.

However, they will bare their fangs at the slightest monetary dispute, and project how pathetic their lives are, among all other factors. At times, they will disappear unknowingly for a indefinite period of time and then only to surface when they need help, clearly forgetting that they had broken all the rules of engagement prior.

Haven't these people any shame or the slightest guilt? Not even an apology, redemption or whatsoever to patch or even mend the broken situation and yet they have the cheek to surface and request for assistance. I seriously doubt the thought of redemption even cross their "busy" minds. They would not even realise that they had actually treaded on an extremely fine line much less, being at fault.

I am utterly disgusted simply because they chose to bare their fangs only after numerous years of established and prudent relationship. Why not the beginning I wondered...and yet the answers will always remain a mystery.

I was pissed initially but in the end, I still choose to go the extra mile to help them hoping that they will realise the vulnerable fraternity. I deliberately left my name behind to see if my efforts were appreciated. Well, I know my answers will come in a matter of time, if not, there...such an illutionary facade will probably be better off without as I really find it extremely tiring and uncomfortable to keep up.