Reminiscence

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

After being introduced the Japanese drama densha otoko (電車男) sometime ago, I managed to obtain a free copy while working here in Japan. The synopsis of it, I shall skip...but to put it simply, the warm tender love in the drama amidst the wacky humour have made me find myself in love again. Longing for long walks in the park, malls, etc holding someone's hand and the little affectionate hugs and kisses...

I really feel like falling in love all over again...the drama warmed my heart and the the tender loving affectionation melted my soul. Yep, I almost teared watching the drama...it's really really sweet. So taking a walk down memory lane, I recalled all the wonderful moments in my life where I was so in love with another person. Everything seems to be perfect when love is in the air...

Then a jolt of pain-striken lightning will flash, piercing my heart with the cruel reality...no beginning, there will never be an end. So no love to start, to tears to weap in the end. No expectations, no disappointments. I woke up realising how fragile love is and how vulnerable I was. I longed to be love and yet I choose to deny it knowing the consequences...

Until the day the person I am waiting appear, let love not hurt me but protect me.