- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

Songs and yes these voices of angels that seems to have miraculous effects, bringing tears, memories and joy. Right now happen to be grooving to songs that have splendid lyrics, fantastic tunes and meaningful stories. Not in the mood to spin too much but anyway here's the list:

1. Never let you go - Janice
2. Would you be there - Ken Chong
3. 变换装束 - Wax
3. Still - Crystal Kay
4. Goodbye days - Yui
5. Love is... - Miliyah Kato
6. Love Story - melody.
7. Because I'm a girl - Kiss
8. Don't cry - Naked
9. Goodbye - Janice
10. First Love - Utada Hikaru
11. Let me die - Nicholas Tse

Work is pretty boring these days as there is nothing much left to do in the office. Boss pops by once in a while since he's on leave and I'm still contemplating if I can get the job in Japan. Got selected amongst 100 entries to teach English in Japan. Was talking to Kakegawa San over the phone and she said something like they are not really looking for someone really experience but rather someone with positive and fun. Well she wanted me to fly to Japan for an interview but I told her I can't as I got a full time job here. Well I am not really sure if the conversation over that long distance call was worth it. I am just keeping my fingers crossed and hope that I'd get the job. Trust me...I am on one hell of a path, plotting and scheming with every nerve and cell in my still-functioning body to land my ass in Japan and work there. The obsession used to root into my central vertebrate complete overriding my cerebral senses. Now it's just a full fledge 3 stage tumor that can never be remove...it's as good as putting a bullet thru my head if the tumor is to be removed. I have chosen amongst all odds and options and it's this path...there is no wrong about it. Yeah it will be tough initially but what isn't...

Amongst all others that I might feel a little reluctant to forsake, my parents, my friends, and probably you Eve...who have stood by myside all these while without a slightest complain. Thank You...

That is IF.....and IF I do get the job. Can't really do much on this one as luck is definitely not within my control and perhaps God's will...