- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Yesterday, on my way home...was on board the west bound MRT. Didn't really bothered with what's going on around me as my bag was darn heavy. Loaded of like couple of boxes of games from the office. Felt like army days have gone to waste after idling all these while. Look more like a lost backpacker looking for directions.
Got a seat and rested the "commuter-killer" bag on my lap and PSPed away...until almost reaching Jurong station, I let my PSPed-Strained eyes wander around. Caught a tall girl look in my direction. She was my ex-GF. The one that broke my heart and left me to rot and die. It seems so strange but somehow the vivid memories came back. I felt like in a transitional dimension having lots of crossroads in front of me and I had to choose which direction to take. I smiled at her and nodded my head in an agreeable gesture and she did the same thing.
Once embracing each other so dearly leaving the world behind in reality. Doing so many crazy things for each other, missing each other so dearly and meeting 12 hours a day never seems enoungh. Every minute every second counts and vows, promises were made with such sweetness that will put others to shame. Hand in hand, dooing everything together and now, not even words are exchanged, just plain gestures to affirm each others' existence. From strangers to lovers and then back to strangers. All the memories, love and times shared seem to be nothing more than just vague, old and redundant history of yester years. Nothing more than a childish dream filled with empty promises.
Love works in such strange ways that most of the time, a beginning will inevitable spells the end which will cycle to a new beginning. It's all part of life and everyone will just have to go thru it if they seek love. But the thing is that lovers seems impossible to be close friends or even platonic friends when they break up. Tons of possibilities here...but what ever the case is, it seems to me that if you have a friend, as long as you do not step into a relationship with them, you will probably get a life long friend who would probably lay you a flower on your deathbed. If you should start a relationship, it's always sweet in the beginning but when the inevitable end should come, you'd probably lose a friend and wished that you'd not started the relationship in the beginning.
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