Monday, June 11, 2007

I am a FUCKING junkie

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

When the world smile and cheer, where was I?
When the world sleep and dream, where was I?

When everyone around me cheers, I went along
When everyone around me wept, I shed tears

When someone needed a shoulder to cry on, I was there
When someone needed a listening ear, I was there too

But when I drown myself in despair, no one was there
When I bled myself inside out, no one was there

And when I am gone, no one will care
And when I become nature, no one will remember

I never contributed anything to the world
I am just adding numbers to the world

I have no faith and no religion
I will let the Gods decide who to take me in

Harsh, cold and lost are what I feel each day
Deceit, lies and sacrifices are what I do each day

Ain't got no face of reality
Living behind a mask of eternity

Pills and capsules are my only consolation
Syringes and fluids are my existence

withdrawn into the path of destruction
I lead myself to isolation

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