Welcome me back...

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

Firstly let me welcome me back to this twisted angst-filled community once again. My only source of alter-ego where me, only me reign supreme over all you filths! The 6 months lapse from Sept 2006 till today, I shall not justify it in anyway simply because I FUCKING dont need to explain myself to anyone!

Nothing much have change except that I am losing my faith each day as my main inspiration and support is crumbling away with time. My fuse's got shorter and I am SO GOD DAMN FUCKED each and everyday of my life. Got no more channels to let out my angst, isolated and FUCKED! I hate each and everyone of you motherfuckers out there. I have simply lost it...I see no hope, no future...God, who ever you are and what ever religion you are heading, grant me a 9mm so I can pump lead to all those who oppose me. Everything is just FUCKING LIES and illusionary. Yet I don't see my end but rather I see all you motherfuckers DIE!

A friend of mine of 10+ years got married yesterday morning and I was there to witness the proccess. Really blessed and sweet or just digging a grave of future problems? I really don't know. Each and everyday I intoxicate myself with more and more tabacco and alcohol and I keep telling myself not to lose it but I know I am just acting strong.

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