- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Heavens really make sport of man...with less than 56 hours to go, shit happens! With money being the issue which I never thought even in my darkest nightmares would befall on me. With a simple you-pay-for-me-first thingy and later then I pay you back kinda stuff 'cos I didn't bring enuff money resulting in a stand off with much ugly and distasteful information being pried from me...I am utterly disappointed. I was screaming "WHY?" last nite to gain control of my dispersed soul, to recollect my self back and to not collapse in disappointment.
So with so much guilt and disappointment, I really wonder how I can function properly today at work. I am really not in the mood for anything now. Lost is an understatement and I forcast a really bad storm brewing in me. I'm so FUCKED today...
SCREWED up...SCREWED up! Great disappointment befalls when your GREAT expectations fall despite the tremendous effort and the inhuman sacrifices that you commited. I have sinned, in fact I have sinned so deeply that redemption is out of the question. God please have mercy on my soul...
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