Resurrection...is it possible?

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

Saturday afternoon, after my Japanese class, I went blading at East Coast Park with my friends. Then at nite I went down to Jurong ice rink to meet up my army friend. He was a ice hockey player with WinterFlames. Going back to the ice rink really made me recall my past, how I used to spent so much time skating there in my mid teens. Wow, when I close my eyes, I can really see it all coming back. My friend kept urging me to come back and play ice hockey, but...money was the issue. I had to get my gear all over again and that's like quite hard. I'm working my darn ass off everyday to go Japan and spurge so ain't got no spare cash for this. But then again the ambience and the feel there just made the burning adrenalin inside my veins explode! I WANT TO GO BACK and play.

Maybe, yeah just maybe after I return from Japan, I'll work a bit, get a pair of decent skates and pick it all up. I said mybe only so really can't promise anything. I've got better uses for my finances. Hmmm...wish I can get a load of cash now so I don't have to work so hard but that's definitely not gonna work out as I'll just get more greedy and lazier.

So back to the title, Resurrection is it even possible? Well the bottomline is that money makes almost everything possible. One day I shall rise from the ashes and on this day, a new hope is born. Yeah right, hehe I'm just making it sound all corny there so I can feel the past coming back, the youth-charged energy flowing thru my body.

Ok...like a really special person in my life once said, I'm always dreaming. Hehe and all these years of my life, she was THE and I stress again, THE only person that pointed out that to me and so I sort of have to let go of my all-so-sweet "world" and return to the reality that suck!

SCREWed and OWNED!