Monday, August 07, 2006

A new beginning, a new hope...

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

Ha the title sounds like a rip off from StarWars...but at least there's some truth to that. Am I sad, I ask myself the same question over and over again...and my answer? Well denial is lying. A brand new day, a brand new week followed by months and years...it has started and there's no turning back. I kinda knew it from the start the the inevitable day will arrive the day I started, it's like karma you know, you reap what you sow so there's simply no reason or whatsoever to blame anyone or anything else...believe is the only thing that truely matters. Yes it's just a simple "BELIEVE" that will probably keep even the darkest nightmares away and the most vivid dreams and hopes alive.

Somehow I really didn't expect the aftermath rippling effect to be of such a great scale. I guess I'm slow that's all like in the old times when I only get it after delay of some time. But this time is really different if I must state...for I'm pressing on and believing that preseverence will get me there somehow, someday. I have come so far so and the end is all that matters. It really doesn't matter how you get there...it's really the end that everyone and me will care. Ardous, yes but still each day I live by this faith that have kept me alive long enuff and have prevented me from falling...

A little farewell for now...but reunion is on the way...

Good luck and God bless...

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