So I have finished 15 years of education so what's next that is awaiting me? Work I guess and since I can' t be choosy and pick the job I like, I'll just have to settle for something that pays good so I can feed my passion for without my rice bowl, there can never be passion. Well the truth is that I am only going to be working temp for a period of 3 months till Oct. The reason being that I have schedule a trip to Japan with my Japanese school. It's my first trip and darn am I looking forward to it...I'd always wanted to go there and to be able to work there and live there is my dream. Like I said many times before, I 'll NEVBR let go of my dream...not for anyone or anything. Why as many people might ask...well becos after some really really bad experiences, I learnt to be only lenient to myself. Which means that I will not live for another person or any other reasons except for myself...I don't want a life full of regrets so I just do what I have to do and make the best use of life.
But it's sad to say many others around me are not so fortunate due to the decisions that I make. And since it doesn't change anything if i apologise, so I shall not apologise. All I can say is that life is short so life for yourself. Keep your dreams and never give up...I mean YOUR dreams and not to with any other person in it except yourself. As long as you don't give up, there is nothing you can't achieve.
Ok so much for my much anticipated trip...I am actually expecting some upcoming releases of PSP games...DEF JAM FIGHT FOR NY THE TAKE OVER. Although I do like to own one copy of Valkyrie Profile Lenneth, I think for now, I shall stick to Def Jam...
Started work on Tues, 18 July as a temp staff with G.E. Money...at Raffles. Before that I really can't stand my mum's constant nagging that I am too picky and should accept some shit jobs to cover my expenses and my brother's irritating nagging that I should pick one that is related to what I study! I have only 2 ears and 1 brain so who should I listen to? Damn...it's freaking tough to have a decent, peaceful time at home.
So now I have a job...my mum's nagging has stop but my brother's occasional nagging still piss me off..."SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!" I really like to yell those words into his ears but being older than me, he behaves in such childish ways that I really can't be bother with him. As far as I am concern, I stay clear of him to avoid the unnecessary domestic conflict.
Sat, 22 July, I attended my friend, Garrett's wedding. Well Hmmm...Garrett...Know him for almost a year thru' roller blading and I didn't even know that he have a gf so was kinda shock when I received his sms like a month before his wedding. I really must salute him for being able to hide his gf...I mean fiance for almost a year...which means that even before I met him, he's already engaged. Was talking to him a while ago while on my way home and I realise that he had completed a must important aspect of his life so he can now heave a sigh of relieve, sit back and enjoy bliss married life before making other more important decisions in life.
But the truth is that I actually went with him on Sat morning to get his bride aka "Chinese Style Wedding". For that instance there, I thought I saw what might be what I presumed as the most genuine and bless look on his face when he lifted the veil of her face. Okay a little dramatic but I really felt the pure, genuine love there that this 2 person really wanted so much to be together. I wish you Garrett and Evelyn all the best...
So much for weddings...*sigh* it's another chinese style wedding. Okay it's just me but if you get offended then too bad for you for this is my FUCKING blog you are reading...pardon me for the harsh language but it's so me these days to get piss by even the slightest things. God what's gotten into me? I don;t know...okay I really want to attend a wedding of a different culture. Not from any of the 4 races in Singapore but rather a Japanese one. I found out that I am so obsessed with the Japanese thingy that I even told my friends that if anyone is to commit murder, I condemn the asshole and cursed him...but if it's done by a Japanese, I think it's a beautiful art piece! Yeah I know it's sick and unethical but that's how scary the magnitude of my obsession!
Hmmm...pondering what else to flame here.
Okay I guess that's about it for now cos I am gonna go take a peek at Desiree's blog and too bad I've asked her and she didn't want anyone else who she doesn't know to read her blog so I will not link it up. Too bad for you...but here's Hisa and Yui in Little India's pic for your eyes to feast!
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