Thursday, June 22, 2006

21th June 2005...a special day of my life

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

This date marks a special day of my life. A date that I made a decision that will change my life from this day forth...a decision that will also change the life of another. The end of a beginning and also the start of a new beginning. For the risks that I take, I sincerely hope I'll get what I set out for...there is no turning back now. Freedom that I robbed, I shall return and wings that I clipped, I shall heal. No I cannot undone what I did and regrets can't bring back anything or reverse the hands of time. This is where I'm and I just wanna say thank you for everything. I really hope to pen more but...what more can I say but more words to bring tears and beautiful memories that fade. I have never felt so light that even the slightest breath will blow me away...letting go something that was a part of me...a huge part of me.

No apologies can be ever be enough to redeem the tears that fell, to redeem a hope that will never come true. A hope whose existence can only be in dreams. At least fatigue will stop and decisions can be made with my one, important answer.

Redemption, I can never seek forgiveness...dreams, I can never let go and hearts, I can never mend...

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