BlogSphere Redefined...

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

Grooving to Faint by Linkin Park I penned my mental dissonance cummulative for days, months...What started out as a channel of displaced fustration, a medium of unreserved, unrefine but genuine thoughts that traumatized me each and every second, a form of expression, ideas and otherwise unspoken words that rage with angst. Now governed by many unseen and yet prominent "eyes" awaiting to strike anytime now has redefine the BlogSphere at least for me.

Wonder what happened to Amithyst's Blog??? Don't tell me it's another hacker...come on! Somebody PLEASE enlighten me. Yeah January 11 was my birthday and it's like so many days overdue. Had a mixture of sumptuous mixture of fish and Japanese delicacies. Presents wasn't bad at all but too bad the pics will most probably be up later in the nite...

Well so much for the much hyped Birthday that kinda remind me that yeah I living each and everyday nearer to my coffin though it's like the unexpected, well maybe growing old was all that I wanted to say and it's a scary thing 'cos I'd definitely miss the younger days, *sigh* Nostalgia...

And so it seems that like what Noah had said, everyone have a gun these days so maybe we should have one too to keep up with the trend. I mean it's like WHAT THE FUCK?! This otherwise peaceful and safe island seems to top the HOT NEWS chart every now and then. My gosh, last year was the endless body parts cases and the NEW year of 2006 was greeted with firearms cases...tell me now, what next? Life's suddenly so happening here when I thought I had enuff and was contemplating how BORING it is...Haha one can never anticipate the unexpected surprises and the many dumbos around that makes life so interesting with their ever so dumb stupidity. God bless all you idiots that make top stories each year for all the wrong reasons...

So what now? I guess I just wanted to clarify and also inquire what is the GOD DAMN BLOODY difference between discrimination and expressing hatred with reasons that seems justified?! So it seems like each time be it a Singaporean, Indian, Chinese, China-Nationals, or any other race that seems to pissed me off with the things they do and so I do bear a hatred against them and generalise them qualifies me and thus label me as a racist or is it discrimination? So how does the 2 coincides, racism and discrimination? And which one is against the law if it's just a thought that I express in MY BLOG? Obviously a sweeping statement without any valid justification against a particular race or minority is extreme and so it's classified as causing social and racial unrest and thus liable for the consequences! And so what about I bear a huge hatred to the irritating bunch of "KIASU" Singaporean aunties that I wished to slap them each time they stormed the MRT even before I could exit the cabin qualify me as a racist against Chinese? Or a discrimination against Chinese? Well the fact is that whatever kinda of people they are, they pissed me off with some sort of uncourteous, unethical behaviour that otherwise would be justifiable to most social norms abiding citizens, and that simply allows me to have a valid reason to hate them as they do it countless times so generalising them have become an understatement. So is this kind of hatred with at least valid reasons considered discrimination or racist if they are from a different race?

Well the debate will definitely go on with contridicting views from both parties so it's purely up to one's own discretion to verify and justify the facts before shooting in this otherwise "ungoverned" sphere pf blogging...

Hope everyone had a GREAT Chinese New Year though it's already so old news...now back to my wishlist...damn just when I thought I could start saving...the list just got longer...

1. Crumpler Complete Seed Bag (Black)
2. Sony PSP Japanese version (White)
3. Games for my PSP
4. More Long-sleeves shirts (White)
5. hmm still considering

And here's the things that I'm still procrastinating...

1. Exams is just 2 months away...
2. Mock exams is like 2 weeks away...
3. Clear my table
4. Pay my HP bills
5. Pay my insurance
6. Complete my toy projects
7. Complete my art designs
8. Pick up 3D animation
9. Improve my slalom skills
10. Getting a hair cut (Gosh my hair is half-way down my back!)
11. Still tinking

Yeah the exams is definitely killing me now as I only have confidence in 3 outta the 4 subjects...everytime when the exams are near, I get panaroid and freaky eventhough I might have went for all the lectures, did the homeworks (I'm lying when I'm wrote this...), and no matter how much motivation and pressure I had given myself, I tends to feel sleepy each time I try to study...Damn, this is definitely not doing me any good and my mind is always wondering somewhere...sucky! Concentration is probably the hardest thing that I can ever master...

Okay go do something productive now 'cos reading my blog ain't gonna lead u to fame and riches!