- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Yeah the truth is out...and I guess everyone regardless of race, religion of ethnicity share the same views. The dough is the sole reason why we work our ass off for...'cos yesterday was the first day I did overtime to rake up more dough to finance my Japan spree. Boy was I losing the battle to fatigue...but then again of I truimphed in the end. Left the place around 9.30 and took a cab back as the company's payin for it. And today I will do it again and next week and the week after that...hehe I AM HARD FOR CASH!
Friday, September 22, 2006
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
A litte update...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
First up, I bought a game for my PSP. Got a second hand Valkyrie Profile to save a little cash and somehow the guy who sold me claims he only tried once and he didn't like it so he sold it. Looking at the condition of the box and disc, I kinda believed he a little..he look like a grown up Ah Beng while his wife look like a grown up Ah Lian...Hehe pardon me for passing such remarks about them but THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG afterall. Haha got a little carried away there...also got a white Audio Technica FC5 headphones to compliment my white psp after the old earphones crashed. Actually it's only the right side that crashed but...what the hell!
Okie, the clock is set...I'm literally couting down the days to 20 Oct where my, your royal Highness is set to go Japan. Hehe really looking forward to that.
Oh yeah, recently have been getting some Sammi's old songs like back in the 90s times so it's like really nostalgic to listen to these songs that accompanied me for a part of my adolecence years. Boy I swear I really missed those days... And regarding the inline hockey thingy...really I have to seriously get a job after I get back from Japan to embark on it. Probably just a stick and puck to pick up my own training first. Sharks, miss a couple of important meetings last Sunday and on Monday. Can't seem to figure out why by my mind is just too occupied with emptiness.
First up, I bought a game for my PSP. Got a second hand Valkyrie Profile to save a little cash and somehow the guy who sold me claims he only tried once and he didn't like it so he sold it. Looking at the condition of the box and disc, I kinda believed he a little..he look like a grown up Ah Beng while his wife look like a grown up Ah Lian...Hehe pardon me for passing such remarks about them but THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG afterall. Haha got a little carried away there...also got a white Audio Technica FC5 headphones to compliment my white psp after the old earphones crashed. Actually it's only the right side that crashed but...what the hell!
Okie, the clock is set...I'm literally couting down the days to 20 Oct where my, your royal Highness is set to go Japan. Hehe really looking forward to that.
Oh yeah, recently have been getting some Sammi's old songs like back in the 90s times so it's like really nostalgic to listen to these songs that accompanied me for a part of my adolecence years. Boy I swear I really missed those days... And regarding the inline hockey thingy...really I have to seriously get a job after I get back from Japan to embark on it. Probably just a stick and puck to pick up my own training first. Sharks, miss a couple of important meetings last Sunday and on Monday. Can't seem to figure out why by my mind is just too occupied with emptiness.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Today is just Great...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
And the reason why is because someone hehe yeah someone almost cried why she received my belated birthday present. Haha not quite what I intended but it's a really really GREAT feeling that all your hard work and efforts paid off and are appreciated. Not a mere satisfactory feeling or consolation to make one feel good but genuinely, a feeling that can't be explain with mere words.
Today's Thursday, and I'm wearing bermudas to work...the same trademark dress style of a typical ME! Full black littered with white and red. Brought my BIG haversack with my skates inside. Going for my "Personal Inline Hockey Training" straight after my work near my place. So I really hope I don't get screwed by anyone today with regards to my dressing. Well well, maybe the culture in this company is pretty laid back so I think, okay it's just my opwn hypothesis, that I will not get into any forms of trouble.
The truth is that in the morning I was a little worried that I might get stopped by those security guys patroling the train stations as this military bag of mine looks BIG with skates. Well all thanks to the London FUCKING bombers, once in a while I do get the checks for this kind of bag.
So that's it...my day's great so what about yours?
And the reason why is because someone hehe yeah someone almost cried why she received my belated birthday present. Haha not quite what I intended but it's a really really GREAT feeling that all your hard work and efforts paid off and are appreciated. Not a mere satisfactory feeling or consolation to make one feel good but genuinely, a feeling that can't be explain with mere words.
Today's Thursday, and I'm wearing bermudas to work...the same trademark dress style of a typical ME! Full black littered with white and red. Brought my BIG haversack with my skates inside. Going for my "Personal Inline Hockey Training" straight after my work near my place. So I really hope I don't get screwed by anyone today with regards to my dressing. Well well, maybe the culture in this company is pretty laid back so I think, okay it's just my opwn hypothesis, that I will not get into any forms of trouble.
The truth is that in the morning I was a little worried that I might get stopped by those security guys patroling the train stations as this military bag of mine looks BIG with skates. Well all thanks to the London FUCKING bombers, once in a while I do get the checks for this kind of bag.
So that's it...my day's great so what about yours?
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Revival
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Yesterday nite went down to a court near my house to practice some hockey moves and to brush up on the agility factor...yeah had a couple of tumbles and my poor left palm took quite a beating but I ended up being able to execute a right running cross. Practice for like about an hour before heading back home to slack.
Went online to look for some songs...somehow the old songs that I used to grow up with seems to revive all those sweet memories about love, breakups and all the little details not forgetting the stupid things one did for love. Songs like Somebody by Depeche Mode, Nobody Knows by Tony Rich Project and If you were My Baby by Rick Price...hmmm it's just so sweet sitting there hearing all these good old songs and reminiscing the past.
Revival and really when I close my eyes, I can almost feel it all coming back, so real I could almost touch it but it just fades and reality sets in. I really miss my past and I really wished I could go back someday...all the things that I didn't do and the things that I didn't say...
And this particular phrase from Nobody Knows really had me going there..."Why didn't I say the things I needed to say, how could I let my angel get away..." Reminisce...had always been a great part of me and I guess it will still be for a long time to
Yesterday nite went down to a court near my house to practice some hockey moves and to brush up on the agility factor...yeah had a couple of tumbles and my poor left palm took quite a beating but I ended up being able to execute a right running cross. Practice for like about an hour before heading back home to slack.
Went online to look for some songs...somehow the old songs that I used to grow up with seems to revive all those sweet memories about love, breakups and all the little details not forgetting the stupid things one did for love. Songs like Somebody by Depeche Mode, Nobody Knows by Tony Rich Project and If you were My Baby by Rick Price...hmmm it's just so sweet sitting there hearing all these good old songs and reminiscing the past.
Revival and really when I close my eyes, I can almost feel it all coming back, so real I could almost touch it but it just fades and reality sets in. I really miss my past and I really wished I could go back someday...all the things that I didn't do and the things that I didn't say...
And this particular phrase from Nobody Knows really had me going there..."Why didn't I say the things I needed to say, how could I let my angel get away..." Reminisce...had always been a great part of me and I guess it will still be for a long time to
Monday, September 11, 2006
Confessions on Monday
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Weekend was great...went out skating on Sat at Sentosa with Jireh and gang and then crash and burn from Sentosa to Suntec city. Found a really nice place at Suntec but I shall not disclose any details...to prevent any unnecessary attention or legal suits, hehe. Went there to bathe to rid the stench after all those long hours of skating. Sunday went to see some hockey gear...hmm seems like I'm done for it...going back to inline hockey. The gear look really nice but it'll still cost me around like 350 to be appropriately equipped to play or even for training. But here's the catch...I have to save up to go Japan. Just bought a 1/24 scale AE86 from Hotworks Racing last week and that depleted my Japan funds by $80...Damn so I really had to consider spending the money. So I guess now it's just drooling over it. Applied for a post for a assistant dealer with regards to the job ad on Sat's papers. Hope I can get it as it's a really big and reputable Japanese company.
Say I think I'm forgetting Friday...Friday wasn't that great as someone flew me aeroplane once again and I know it will be again for a long time to come. She just can't stop giving excuses and I'm so disappointed. Ok I shall not let that spoil my week. Woke up late and stepped into the office 10min past the time that I'm supposed to. But all's not lost...I was invited to a Food Fiesta by my company and THANK GOD my ex Boss, Adele was so kind to help me get the badge 2 weeks before. And so I was off to the foodie thingy at 12.90pm and because it's the first Friday of the month, we had like a Foodie Friday thingy at around 11 am so Friday was like a eat and get fat day. I really didn't work that much on Friday and eventhough I knew that no one could cover in my abscence, I really couldn't care less...afterall it's not my damn problem.
So now it's Monday, I see shit loads of stuffs from last Friday and I knew it...hehe shits just come pouring in.
Weekend was great...went out skating on Sat at Sentosa with Jireh and gang and then crash and burn from Sentosa to Suntec city. Found a really nice place at Suntec but I shall not disclose any details...to prevent any unnecessary attention or legal suits, hehe. Went there to bathe to rid the stench after all those long hours of skating. Sunday went to see some hockey gear...hmm seems like I'm done for it...going back to inline hockey. The gear look really nice but it'll still cost me around like 350 to be appropriately equipped to play or even for training. But here's the catch...I have to save up to go Japan. Just bought a 1/24 scale AE86 from Hotworks Racing last week and that depleted my Japan funds by $80...Damn so I really had to consider spending the money. So I guess now it's just drooling over it. Applied for a post for a assistant dealer with regards to the job ad on Sat's papers. Hope I can get it as it's a really big and reputable Japanese company.
Say I think I'm forgetting Friday...Friday wasn't that great as someone flew me aeroplane once again and I know it will be again for a long time to come. She just can't stop giving excuses and I'm so disappointed. Ok I shall not let that spoil my week. Woke up late and stepped into the office 10min past the time that I'm supposed to. But all's not lost...I was invited to a Food Fiesta by my company and THANK GOD my ex Boss, Adele was so kind to help me get the badge 2 weeks before. And so I was off to the foodie thingy at 12.90pm and because it's the first Friday of the month, we had like a Foodie Friday thingy at around 11 am so Friday was like a eat and get fat day. I really didn't work that much on Friday and eventhough I knew that no one could cover in my abscence, I really couldn't care less...afterall it's not my damn problem.
So now it's Monday, I see shit loads of stuffs from last Friday and I knew it...hehe shits just come pouring in.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
A tribute to you, Mr Irwin
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Yesterday the world lost another great person, Mr Steve Irwin aka Crocodile Hunter. He was stung by a stingray while filming a documentary. The news reported that the fatal blow struck his heart. It's like what the papers said, it's so ironical that he actually make one of the world's most dangerous creatures, the croc which happens to be from the prehistoric era look tame only to concede defeat to such a small creature, a stingray.
*Sigh* maybe the heavy downpour this morning was Heavens way of feeling remorseful for taking him back.
Yesterday the world lost another great person, Mr Steve Irwin aka Crocodile Hunter. He was stung by a stingray while filming a documentary. The news reported that the fatal blow struck his heart. It's like what the papers said, it's so ironical that he actually make one of the world's most dangerous creatures, the croc which happens to be from the prehistoric era look tame only to concede defeat to such a small creature, a stingray.
*Sigh* maybe the heavy downpour this morning was Heavens way of feeling remorseful for taking him back.
Monday, September 04, 2006
The Moment of Truth...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Sat, yes the one that just passed, was really really a great experience for me. Why, 'cos I was invited to a Japanese exchange programme organised by YMCA Singapore. 101 Japanese from Kumamoto Japan were here for a short tour and boy was I glad that I was invited by by friend to attend it. It was like I bumped into him a couple of weeks ago and we started chatting and he sort of invited me. WHOOOOOO! Way to go man...but it's was more like a volunteer thingy and I really wouldn't mind...I mean who will? Haha but on the day itself, I was a little nervous but exploding with enthusiasm...really. Why, not that I have not been to Japanese exchange programmes but this time it's like I really get to interact with them in JAPANESE! Which of course means that what I had studied for 4 years will be put to the test. The person in charge gave a short briefing before the whole thingy started and one of the most important thingy she said was, " They can't speak English!" and I was like "OMFG! this is THE moment of truth!"
Then a couple of minutes later all hell broke loose! Haha and I realised that all that I had learnt paid off. The first thingy that those Japanese ask me when I spoke to them was, " Are you JAPANANESE?" Wow...I swear I almost came! Haha and of course I had to be humble and deny any forms of flattery. Haha what a way to go. Then we had like a small class "Break the ice" session and most of the Singapore volunteers can't speak shit Japanese and I swear I had the most fun.
Oh and there was this really cute and sweet looking girl named Aiko but her group was like filled with DISTASTEFUL, DISGUSTING and SICK Singaporean Ah Bengs...What a pity. The Ah Bengs were urging each other to go get Aiko's number and contacts but they know shit Japanese and so I played the Knight in DEVIL's armour and I hooked up with Aiko, chatted and made her smile JUST to satisfy my sick alter-ego to see the pathetic looks on the Ah Bengs' faces. You know the kind that you look really pissed like someone slept with your girl but it just turned out the you look constipated to me 'cos you can't do shit to either me or salvage the situation. Haha boy I really had it coming...making those Ah Bengs look stoopid.
After that we went out to town and it's like every Japanese group wanted my prescence as none of the Singapore volunteer attached to them could speak Jap. Haha suddenly I was so hot in demand that when I was absent, the Jap chicks would ask where I am. Wow...I LIKE IT! Haha but really this only shows that YOU GOTTA FUCKING GO LEARN JAPANESE! Haha and the conclusion is that I would DEFINITELY invite my friends whom I'm so indebted and grateful for the next exchange programme at MY SCHOOL!
That's it for now as I had to get back to work before my boss fry my lard ass!
Sat, yes the one that just passed, was really really a great experience for me. Why, 'cos I was invited to a Japanese exchange programme organised by YMCA Singapore. 101 Japanese from Kumamoto Japan were here for a short tour and boy was I glad that I was invited by by friend to attend it. It was like I bumped into him a couple of weeks ago and we started chatting and he sort of invited me. WHOOOOOO! Way to go man...but it's was more like a volunteer thingy and I really wouldn't mind...I mean who will? Haha but on the day itself, I was a little nervous but exploding with enthusiasm...really. Why, not that I have not been to Japanese exchange programmes but this time it's like I really get to interact with them in JAPANESE! Which of course means that what I had studied for 4 years will be put to the test. The person in charge gave a short briefing before the whole thingy started and one of the most important thingy she said was, " They can't speak English!" and I was like "OMFG! this is THE moment of truth!"
Then a couple of minutes later all hell broke loose! Haha and I realised that all that I had learnt paid off. The first thingy that those Japanese ask me when I spoke to them was, " Are you JAPANANESE?" Wow...I swear I almost came! Haha and of course I had to be humble and deny any forms of flattery. Haha what a way to go. Then we had like a small class "Break the ice" session and most of the Singapore volunteers can't speak shit Japanese and I swear I had the most fun.
Oh and there was this really cute and sweet looking girl named Aiko but her group was like filled with DISTASTEFUL, DISGUSTING and SICK Singaporean Ah Bengs...What a pity. The Ah Bengs were urging each other to go get Aiko's number and contacts but they know shit Japanese and so I played the Knight in DEVIL's armour and I hooked up with Aiko, chatted and made her smile JUST to satisfy my sick alter-ego to see the pathetic looks on the Ah Bengs' faces. You know the kind that you look really pissed like someone slept with your girl but it just turned out the you look constipated to me 'cos you can't do shit to either me or salvage the situation. Haha boy I really had it coming...making those Ah Bengs look stoopid.
After that we went out to town and it's like every Japanese group wanted my prescence as none of the Singapore volunteer attached to them could speak Jap. Haha suddenly I was so hot in demand that when I was absent, the Jap chicks would ask where I am. Wow...I LIKE IT! Haha but really this only shows that YOU GOTTA FUCKING GO LEARN JAPANESE! Haha and the conclusion is that I would DEFINITELY invite my friends whom I'm so indebted and grateful for the next exchange programme at MY SCHOOL!
That's it for now as I had to get back to work before my boss fry my lard ass!
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Bad things are like diarrhoea...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
It started yesterday and till today it's still wrecking havoc in everyone's lives. Well what am I talking about? My best friend the rain of course. I have a soft side for rain and I love rain. Why 'cos it's a subtitution for snow which will never happen here. So that sort of explains what happen.
Oh yeah back to the title...the day before yesterday which is Tuesday, I heard that my friend's grandmother had passed on, my condolences. And yesterday I was stood up by a relatively important figure of my life and it's not the first time I was stood up. I counted...the numbers exceeded 10. They may be valid reasons but even these reason will soon be redudant after being stood up so many times! Limits...I do hve limits and if you should cross it, you'll have to face my shits. Sometimes I really can't understand how people think and do things and I think I never want to know. All I know is that being stood up so many FUCKING times is really unpleasant that even an angel will become a devil!
Following that I found out that I can't call my confidante and that really sucks. Not everyone can be a good listener so I seldom discussed such unpleasant issues with everyone but this one, she IS indeed special. And then my boss's bf have to fly to U.S. for 3 weeks and she was pretty much affected by it. And I tink on Tuesday, A MOTHERFUCKING bengala accidentally hit me on the eyebrows while on the MRT and he MOTHER FUCKING didn't apologise. I swore I almost wanted to get even with him if not for the rest the other SHITTY BENGALAS in the same cabin. MOTHER FUCKER at least have some courtesy to say sorry. BRAINLESS idiots like this should be wasted along with all their imbecile ancentors and decendents which are possible defects of a failed experiment that went terribly wrong. A fusion of shits with more shits.
Bought Mac home for dinner and while at the counter, the "Duh" staff spilled the damn green tea next to me. Got my shoes and pants sprinkled with sweet juices. Damn bad things happen like diarrhoea, just when you thought it had ended more will come. While diarrhoea burns the pathetic little hole, these bad things burns the pathetic soul. Thank God it rained last evening and it was such a raging storm that washed even the slightest anger away from me eventhough I was soaked. I LIKE IT!
Acquired PSP Def Jam recently and was quite pleasant to play it as it like a new toy thingy...the appeal and novelty factor will keep you there for a while before something else take over.
Ok it's back to work now and I know a lot of people will be late and soaked in the rain. Have fun suckers!
It started yesterday and till today it's still wrecking havoc in everyone's lives. Well what am I talking about? My best friend the rain of course. I have a soft side for rain and I love rain. Why 'cos it's a subtitution for snow which will never happen here. So that sort of explains what happen.
Oh yeah back to the title...the day before yesterday which is Tuesday, I heard that my friend's grandmother had passed on, my condolences. And yesterday I was stood up by a relatively important figure of my life and it's not the first time I was stood up. I counted...the numbers exceeded 10. They may be valid reasons but even these reason will soon be redudant after being stood up so many times! Limits...I do hve limits and if you should cross it, you'll have to face my shits. Sometimes I really can't understand how people think and do things and I think I never want to know. All I know is that being stood up so many FUCKING times is really unpleasant that even an angel will become a devil!
Following that I found out that I can't call my confidante and that really sucks. Not everyone can be a good listener so I seldom discussed such unpleasant issues with everyone but this one, she IS indeed special. And then my boss's bf have to fly to U.S. for 3 weeks and she was pretty much affected by it. And I tink on Tuesday, A MOTHERFUCKING bengala accidentally hit me on the eyebrows while on the MRT and he MOTHER FUCKING didn't apologise. I swore I almost wanted to get even with him if not for the rest the other SHITTY BENGALAS in the same cabin. MOTHER FUCKER at least have some courtesy to say sorry. BRAINLESS idiots like this should be wasted along with all their imbecile ancentors and decendents which are possible defects of a failed experiment that went terribly wrong. A fusion of shits with more shits.
Bought Mac home for dinner and while at the counter, the "Duh" staff spilled the damn green tea next to me. Got my shoes and pants sprinkled with sweet juices. Damn bad things happen like diarrhoea, just when you thought it had ended more will come. While diarrhoea burns the pathetic little hole, these bad things burns the pathetic soul. Thank God it rained last evening and it was such a raging storm that washed even the slightest anger away from me eventhough I was soaked. I LIKE IT!
Acquired PSP Def Jam recently and was quite pleasant to play it as it like a new toy thingy...the appeal and novelty factor will keep you there for a while before something else take over.
Ok it's back to work now and I know a lot of people will be late and soaked in the rain. Have fun suckers!
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
What's up with this week?
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Okay so this is what happens yesterday. My boss's boss once asked me why am I so quiet when I'm working...and I said nothing. Now as I begin to talk more to the other collegues, she said I talk too much. When I first started work, I worked late everyday then she told me there was no OT pay so don't work past the time I was scheduled. Yesterday she told me that I cannot just pack my bags and leave after the time I was scheduled and that I should stay back and finish my work. Ok my boss was offered a better position in the Finance department and my boss's boss, all I know is that she is MADE IN CHINA and that I REALLY REALLY tired to no discrimate or have any form of prejudice against her in the beginning but her first smile to me was so sinister. I really gave her chances to prove me wrong that nothing good comes out from that GOD Forsaken land other than my dad and others.
All else have failed. Once again my hypothesis is proven, the people from there simply SUCKS big time. I really cannot imagine what the FUCK is with her. And she can smile so sarcastic to everyone and SUCK UP to anyone who wield power in the company. But the truth is that she knows nothing and she wants to be part of everything. BRAINLESS MOTHERFUCKERS!
And last week I took a half day leave on Friday and the work was snowballed into 3 days of work by Monday and I was screwed for that. I mean if I'm really that vital to the company, shouldn't they compensate me a little more? And the best part is that the PIECE OF SHIT BOSS aka POSB knows nothing about my work and she screwed me. WHAT THE FUCK! And she actually have the guts to offer me the position to take over my boss. I told her straight in her face, "You pay me a degree pay, I might consider." and luckily she didn't ask me how much as I already knew she so FUCKING "neow" so she won't ask me.
FUCKING NO BRAINER can't even spell my name properly and she claims she's been to university. U my ass. She spells my name as "denial". FOOK YOU.
Luckily weekend is around the corner and as each day pass by, I'm 1 day closer to Japan. Wait for my Japan...I'll be there soon.
Okay so this is what happens yesterday. My boss's boss once asked me why am I so quiet when I'm working...and I said nothing. Now as I begin to talk more to the other collegues, she said I talk too much. When I first started work, I worked late everyday then she told me there was no OT pay so don't work past the time I was scheduled. Yesterday she told me that I cannot just pack my bags and leave after the time I was scheduled and that I should stay back and finish my work. Ok my boss was offered a better position in the Finance department and my boss's boss, all I know is that she is MADE IN CHINA and that I REALLY REALLY tired to no discrimate or have any form of prejudice against her in the beginning but her first smile to me was so sinister. I really gave her chances to prove me wrong that nothing good comes out from that GOD Forsaken land other than my dad and others.
All else have failed. Once again my hypothesis is proven, the people from there simply SUCKS big time. I really cannot imagine what the FUCK is with her. And she can smile so sarcastic to everyone and SUCK UP to anyone who wield power in the company. But the truth is that she knows nothing and she wants to be part of everything. BRAINLESS MOTHERFUCKERS!
And last week I took a half day leave on Friday and the work was snowballed into 3 days of work by Monday and I was screwed for that. I mean if I'm really that vital to the company, shouldn't they compensate me a little more? And the best part is that the PIECE OF SHIT BOSS aka POSB knows nothing about my work and she screwed me. WHAT THE FUCK! And she actually have the guts to offer me the position to take over my boss. I told her straight in her face, "You pay me a degree pay, I might consider." and luckily she didn't ask me how much as I already knew she so FUCKING "neow" so she won't ask me.
FUCKING NO BRAINER can't even spell my name properly and she claims she's been to university. U my ass. She spells my name as "denial". FOOK YOU.
Luckily weekend is around the corner and as each day pass by, I'm 1 day closer to Japan. Wait for my Japan...I'll be there soon.
Monday, August 21, 2006
Resurrection...is it possible?
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Saturday afternoon, after my Japanese class, I went blading at East Coast Park with my friends. Then at nite I went down to Jurong ice rink to meet up my army friend. He was a ice hockey player with WinterFlames. Going back to the ice rink really made me recall my past, how I used to spent so much time skating there in my mid teens. Wow, when I close my eyes, I can really see it all coming back. My friend kept urging me to come back and play ice hockey, but...money was the issue. I had to get my gear all over again and that's like quite hard. I'm working my darn ass off everyday to go Japan and spurge so ain't got no spare cash for this. But then again the ambience and the feel there just made the burning adrenalin inside my veins explode! I WANT TO GO BACK and play.
Maybe, yeah just maybe after I return from Japan, I'll work a bit, get a pair of decent skates and pick it all up. I said mybe only so really can't promise anything. I've got better uses for my finances. Hmmm...wish I can get a load of cash now so I don't have to work so hard but that's definitely not gonna work out as I'll just get more greedy and lazier.
So back to the title, Resurrection is it even possible? Well the bottomline is that money makes almost everything possible. One day I shall rise from the ashes and on this day, a new hope is born. Yeah right, hehe I'm just making it sound all corny there so I can feel the past coming back, the youth-charged energy flowing thru my body.
Ok...like a really special person in my life once said, I'm always dreaming. Hehe and all these years of my life, she was THE and I stress again, THE only person that pointed out that to me and so I sort of have to let go of my all-so-sweet "world" and return to the reality that suck!
SCREWed and OWNED!
Saturday afternoon, after my Japanese class, I went blading at East Coast Park with my friends. Then at nite I went down to Jurong ice rink to meet up my army friend. He was a ice hockey player with WinterFlames. Going back to the ice rink really made me recall my past, how I used to spent so much time skating there in my mid teens. Wow, when I close my eyes, I can really see it all coming back. My friend kept urging me to come back and play ice hockey, but...money was the issue. I had to get my gear all over again and that's like quite hard. I'm working my darn ass off everyday to go Japan and spurge so ain't got no spare cash for this. But then again the ambience and the feel there just made the burning adrenalin inside my veins explode! I WANT TO GO BACK and play.
Maybe, yeah just maybe after I return from Japan, I'll work a bit, get a pair of decent skates and pick it all up. I said mybe only so really can't promise anything. I've got better uses for my finances. Hmmm...wish I can get a load of cash now so I don't have to work so hard but that's definitely not gonna work out as I'll just get more greedy and lazier.
So back to the title, Resurrection is it even possible? Well the bottomline is that money makes almost everything possible. One day I shall rise from the ashes and on this day, a new hope is born. Yeah right, hehe I'm just making it sound all corny there so I can feel the past coming back, the youth-charged energy flowing thru my body.
Ok...like a really special person in my life once said, I'm always dreaming. Hehe and all these years of my life, she was THE and I stress again, THE only person that pointed out that to me and so I sort of have to let go of my all-so-sweet "world" and return to the reality that suck!
SCREWed and OWNED!
Friday, August 18, 2006
Haha GOOD FRIDAY...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Okay here it goes, went to the Polar cakes and puffs at Raffles MRT to grab my breakfast. Well the usual procedure is to go order your sutffs and then go the the cashier to queue and pay. Then there was this uptight tall BITCH (FUCK YOU FUCKED UP TALL UGLY BITCH AND YES I MEAN YOU!) that went straight in front of me while I was q-ing to pay. And she actually ordered from the cashier ordering the shop staffs to assist to her. So when she didn't get what she wanted, she started to push her weight around and spoke to the poor shop staff in a really PISS-ME-OFF tone. I said, "You're suppose to order from there and queue here!" and she replied, "I always order here!" I really didn't argue with such low-mentality TALL UGLY BITCH. Damn should have taken a picture of here ugly face and flame her here.
Then after she left, I uttered, "What a FUCKED UP BITCH!" and the shop staff smiled at me and said, "These people always don't queue" and I guess that was for defending them earlier but on the contary, they really should not serve customers who are stupid. Less 1 UPTIGHT UGLY BITCH won't really affect the business as after all she only bought 1 pathetic egg FART, oops I mean tart for a mere $1.
So I came back to the office to have my breakfast and I slotted $0.60 in the vending machine in my office. I pressed the "Heaven and Earth Green Tea" and "POPPED" came 2 cans for the price of 1. Wow what a rewarding Friday. Just hope the Jasmine Green Tea can cool me down. Hehe TALL UGLY UPTIGHT BITCH really make my day. Cheeros to you BIATCH!
FOOK YOU!
Okay here it goes, went to the Polar cakes and puffs at Raffles MRT to grab my breakfast. Well the usual procedure is to go order your sutffs and then go the the cashier to queue and pay. Then there was this uptight tall BITCH (FUCK YOU FUCKED UP TALL UGLY BITCH AND YES I MEAN YOU!) that went straight in front of me while I was q-ing to pay. And she actually ordered from the cashier ordering the shop staffs to assist to her. So when she didn't get what she wanted, she started to push her weight around and spoke to the poor shop staff in a really PISS-ME-OFF tone. I said, "You're suppose to order from there and queue here!" and she replied, "I always order here!" I really didn't argue with such low-mentality TALL UGLY BITCH. Damn should have taken a picture of here ugly face and flame her here.
Then after she left, I uttered, "What a FUCKED UP BITCH!" and the shop staff smiled at me and said, "These people always don't queue" and I guess that was for defending them earlier but on the contary, they really should not serve customers who are stupid. Less 1 UPTIGHT UGLY BITCH won't really affect the business as after all she only bought 1 pathetic egg FART, oops I mean tart for a mere $1.
So I came back to the office to have my breakfast and I slotted $0.60 in the vending machine in my office. I pressed the "Heaven and Earth Green Tea" and "POPPED" came 2 cans for the price of 1. Wow what a rewarding Friday. Just hope the Jasmine Green Tea can cool me down. Hehe TALL UGLY UPTIGHT BITCH really make my day. Cheeros to you BIATCH!
FOOK YOU!
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Wednesday Mid-week...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
This Monday, I woke up late and I thought I was gonna be late for work but still I was early by 20mins. Then by Tuesday, I was struggling to survive through the week with each day, my attitude for work decreasing tremendously. I wake up every morning contemplating about going to work, but really the truth is that work load is heavy and it's totally a no brainer job. Pay is pretty pathetic and I far exceed the requirements for the job. Damn my agent for getting me shit jobs. Then again beggers can't be choosers so for temp shit, I can only stick to this kind of no brainer, no life and pathetic pay shits.
Leaves and MCs, I'm just thinking which day should I throw them. But no work means no pay and I know very well that I'll spurge when I go Japan. SCREWED!! I guess I'm just plain lazy eventhough there are a couple of really nice people around me that tells me I look good and I'm talented. I say "THANK YOU" but seriously I'm just a lazy, fat asshole that will disappoint all you expectations. Yeah look on the bright side you say, but money IS the bright side. Now I really see money as a darn important thing that shines and glitters. Yes money is NOT everything but without money you are NOTHING! Face it, this is SINGAPORE, and the equations goes "STUDY+UNIVERSITY=BIG MONEY". At least that's what everyone thinks and another weird theory, "you can only have sex after you are married." Ha so it means that sex is equal to having kids? So you should do it after getting married? So marriage is the key to unlock sex which is only done to procreate?
Haha weird stuffs you get there...Well you definitely can disagree with any shits that I raise here but after all this is my FUCKING blog you are reading so raise any conflicts you want but accept my views.
Breakfast sucks big time this morning and shit loads of work to be done later, an accumulation from last Friday. Man I think today will be really FUCKED up and I have to be wearing a DAMN mask all day long. BLOODY HELL...FUCKED UP, SCREWED and I love JAPAN.
This Monday, I woke up late and I thought I was gonna be late for work but still I was early by 20mins. Then by Tuesday, I was struggling to survive through the week with each day, my attitude for work decreasing tremendously. I wake up every morning contemplating about going to work, but really the truth is that work load is heavy and it's totally a no brainer job. Pay is pretty pathetic and I far exceed the requirements for the job. Damn my agent for getting me shit jobs. Then again beggers can't be choosers so for temp shit, I can only stick to this kind of no brainer, no life and pathetic pay shits.
Leaves and MCs, I'm just thinking which day should I throw them. But no work means no pay and I know very well that I'll spurge when I go Japan. SCREWED!! I guess I'm just plain lazy eventhough there are a couple of really nice people around me that tells me I look good and I'm talented. I say "THANK YOU" but seriously I'm just a lazy, fat asshole that will disappoint all you expectations. Yeah look on the bright side you say, but money IS the bright side. Now I really see money as a darn important thing that shines and glitters. Yes money is NOT everything but without money you are NOTHING! Face it, this is SINGAPORE, and the equations goes "STUDY+UNIVERSITY=BIG MONEY". At least that's what everyone thinks and another weird theory, "you can only have sex after you are married." Ha so it means that sex is equal to having kids? So you should do it after getting married? So marriage is the key to unlock sex which is only done to procreate?
Haha weird stuffs you get there...Well you definitely can disagree with any shits that I raise here but after all this is my FUCKING blog you are reading so raise any conflicts you want but accept my views.
Breakfast sucks big time this morning and shit loads of work to be done later, an accumulation from last Friday. Man I think today will be really FUCKED up and I have to be wearing a DAMN mask all day long. BLOODY HELL...FUCKED UP, SCREWED and I love JAPAN.
Friday, August 11, 2006
My life so far
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Sometimes, when I get lonely or bored, I tend to take a little time to look around me and reflect my life journey so far. It's not like I'm gonna die or nor am I preparing a will but sometimes, it's just good to take things a little slowly and appreciate what's goin on for the moment.
Well not quite words from a philosopher but I can really say that my life's pretty good so far. I was born in a slightly above average family so when I was young, didn't really have to worry about finances. It's just that my mum's pretty strict so I didn't really get to enjoy my adolescence period. I was pretty rebellious and as a result I really didn't enjoyed it willingly. But I must confessed, I made really great friends that would probably last till the day I die. After that I made even more great friends. Somewhere around mid-teens, I experience love for the very first time but I screwed it up so badly so it only lasted like a coupke weeks. Then came the waiting game and finally tragedy that changed my life. I pretty much screwed up everyone else's lives after that. Looking back, a little remorseful for those sinful deeds but never really much repentent or apologetic. Only sincerely and genuinely sorry to one particular angel who touched my life. I wanna say THANK YOU.
Well I do have really great friends and family and now I'm embarking on my career after completing the necessary academic shits that decides my future. Man...I really can't imagine that my life is decided by technically useless pieces of paper! But still I get all pessimistic at times. Withdrawn and paranoid.
I know I'm weird but it's ok. I'm really appreciative for all those who help me along the way and to everyone who have directly or indirectly affected my life and also to my arch nemesis and enemies. Thank You all people for making me who I'm am today...but still too much regrets is bugging me and so one day I shall sink with my regrets. I know I've been trying hard to let go and forget...but I can't.
Salvation is what I seek. God bless and have a great weekend.
Sometimes, when I get lonely or bored, I tend to take a little time to look around me and reflect my life journey so far. It's not like I'm gonna die or nor am I preparing a will but sometimes, it's just good to take things a little slowly and appreciate what's goin on for the moment.
Well not quite words from a philosopher but I can really say that my life's pretty good so far. I was born in a slightly above average family so when I was young, didn't really have to worry about finances. It's just that my mum's pretty strict so I didn't really get to enjoy my adolescence period. I was pretty rebellious and as a result I really didn't enjoyed it willingly. But I must confessed, I made really great friends that would probably last till the day I die. After that I made even more great friends. Somewhere around mid-teens, I experience love for the very first time but I screwed it up so badly so it only lasted like a coupke weeks. Then came the waiting game and finally tragedy that changed my life. I pretty much screwed up everyone else's lives after that. Looking back, a little remorseful for those sinful deeds but never really much repentent or apologetic. Only sincerely and genuinely sorry to one particular angel who touched my life. I wanna say THANK YOU.
Well I do have really great friends and family and now I'm embarking on my career after completing the necessary academic shits that decides my future. Man...I really can't imagine that my life is decided by technically useless pieces of paper! But still I get all pessimistic at times. Withdrawn and paranoid.
I know I'm weird but it's ok. I'm really appreciative for all those who help me along the way and to everyone who have directly or indirectly affected my life and also to my arch nemesis and enemies. Thank You all people for making me who I'm am today...but still too much regrets is bugging me and so one day I shall sink with my regrets. I know I've been trying hard to let go and forget...but I can't.
Salvation is what I seek. God bless and have a great weekend.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Missing You
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Watching day break each morning,
I wonder if the skies and sun you see,
are the same as mine.
And as dusk approaches,
what would be the moon and stars that you see.
Will they be the same as mine.
I pondered.
As a new day begins each day,
I see people passing by,
but my world seems so empty,
for they are mere strangers.
Everyone else is just superfacial.
I begin to feel my memories.
Even it's only a mental state of mind,
I could feel your warm embracing me,
smoothing my soul and mind.
And after a long day,
I return home waiting for another boring day.
I wondered.
What will you be doing.
Will you be happy,
or sad.
Will you be cold,
or lonely.
Maybe it's just me.
Just me missing you.
Watching day break each morning,
I wonder if the skies and sun you see,
are the same as mine.
And as dusk approaches,
what would be the moon and stars that you see.
Will they be the same as mine.
I pondered.
As a new day begins each day,
I see people passing by,
but my world seems so empty,
for they are mere strangers.
Everyone else is just superfacial.
I begin to feel my memories.
Even it's only a mental state of mind,
I could feel your warm embracing me,
smoothing my soul and mind.
And after a long day,
I return home waiting for another boring day.
I wondered.
What will you be doing.
Will you be happy,
or sad.
Will you be cold,
or lonely.
Maybe it's just me.
Just me missing you.
Monday, August 07, 2006
Here's more Hisa and Yui...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
More pics for your eyes to feast...but dont get caught drooling for I'm seriously not responsible for whatsoever effects the following pics might have on you...see at your own RISK!
Man...being born with such a face...*sigh* is a desire that everyone wished they had. But, me so happen to be his friend...MUHAHAHAHA! So I seriously do not have the desire to have a pretty face...eventhough deep down inside still linger some envy. Come on, let's face it...60 billion people in the world and say like a 0.00000000000000001% of the population are blessed with such features? Ok did I blasted the proportion a bit too far? Well it do make perfect sense that only a small nano minority as compared to the majority are considered here AND SO WHAT DO THE REST OF US DO?
We work our lard ass off slogging every single shitty day trying to please someone be it out bosses, girlfriends, boyfriends, strangers, friends...the list go on. My point is that the social norm allow pretty faces to get a lot of things done much easier. ESPECIALLY where customer service or sales or advertising is involved. But hey don't fret...fear not 'cos there's always 2 sides of the coin...so all I can suggest is that we just have to find our own potential and work on it. If you succeed, hey presto! Charisma is born...and charisma is...well I don't have to spell it out for you rite? In case you are cracking your silly brains out figuring WHAT THE FUCK am I talking about? Well I just so happen to miss my daily shot of JIM BEAM BLACK and that explains the silly blabbering! Pardon me but really...mesmerise with charisma is a lot more potent and lethal
that a pretty face. Not I'm not saying that having a pretty face is not good but I'm just suggesting an alternatives to those who are not blessed with such fortune.
Ok I guess I'll just end here for now...
More pics for your eyes to feast...but dont get caught drooling for I'm seriously not responsible for whatsoever effects the following pics might have on you...see at your own RISK!
Man...being born with such a face...*sigh* is a desire that everyone wished they had. But, me so happen to be his friend...MUHAHAHAHA! So I seriously do not have the desire to have a pretty face...eventhough deep down inside still linger some envy. Come on, let's face it...60 billion people in the world and say like a 0.00000000000000001% of the population are blessed with such features? Ok did I blasted the proportion a bit too far? Well it do make perfect sense that only a small nano minority as compared to the majority are considered here AND SO WHAT DO THE REST OF US DO?We work our lard ass off slogging every single shitty day trying to please someone be it out bosses, girlfriends, boyfriends, strangers, friends...the list go on. My point is that the social norm allow pretty faces to get a lot of things done much easier. ESPECIALLY where customer service or sales or advertising is involved. But hey don't fret...fear not 'cos there's always 2 sides of the coin...so all I can suggest is that we just have to find our own potential and work on it. If you succeed, hey presto! Charisma is born...and charisma is...well I don't have to spell it out for you rite? In case you are cracking your silly brains out figuring WHAT THE FUCK am I talking about? Well I just so happen to miss my daily shot of JIM BEAM BLACK and that explains the silly blabbering! Pardon me but really...mesmerise with charisma is a lot more potent and lethal
that a pretty face. Not I'm not saying that having a pretty face is not good but I'm just suggesting an alternatives to those who are not blessed with such fortune.
Ok I guess I'll just end here for now...
A new beginning, a new hope...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Ha the title sounds like a rip off from StarWars...but at least there's some truth to that. Am I sad, I ask myself the same question over and over again...and my answer? Well denial is lying. A brand new day, a brand new week followed by months and years...it has started and there's no turning back. I kinda knew it from the start the the inevitable day will arrive the day I started, it's like karma you know, you reap what you sow so there's simply no reason or whatsoever to blame anyone or anything else...believe is the only thing that truely matters. Yes it's just a simple "BELIEVE" that will probably keep even the darkest nightmares away and the most vivid dreams and hopes alive.
Somehow I really didn't expect the aftermath rippling effect to be of such a great scale. I guess I'm slow that's all like in the old times when I only get it after delay of some time. But this time is really different if I must state...for I'm pressing on and believing that preseverence will get me there somehow, someday. I have come so far so and the end is all that matters. It really doesn't matter how you get there...it's really the end that everyone and me will care. Ardous, yes but still each day I live by this faith that have kept me alive long enuff and have prevented me from falling...
A little farewell for now...but reunion is on the way...
Good luck and God bless...
Ha the title sounds like a rip off from StarWars...but at least there's some truth to that. Am I sad, I ask myself the same question over and over again...and my answer? Well denial is lying. A brand new day, a brand new week followed by months and years...it has started and there's no turning back. I kinda knew it from the start the the inevitable day will arrive the day I started, it's like karma you know, you reap what you sow so there's simply no reason or whatsoever to blame anyone or anything else...believe is the only thing that truely matters. Yes it's just a simple "BELIEVE" that will probably keep even the darkest nightmares away and the most vivid dreams and hopes alive.
Somehow I really didn't expect the aftermath rippling effect to be of such a great scale. I guess I'm slow that's all like in the old times when I only get it after delay of some time. But this time is really different if I must state...for I'm pressing on and believing that preseverence will get me there somehow, someday. I have come so far so and the end is all that matters. It really doesn't matter how you get there...it's really the end that everyone and me will care. Ardous, yes but still each day I live by this faith that have kept me alive long enuff and have prevented me from falling...
A little farewell for now...but reunion is on the way...
Good luck and God bless...
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Welcome to my SCREWED UP life...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Heavens really make sport of man...with less than 56 hours to go, shit happens! With money being the issue which I never thought even in my darkest nightmares would befall on me. With a simple you-pay-for-me-first thingy and later then I pay you back kinda stuff 'cos I didn't bring enuff money resulting in a stand off with much ugly and distasteful information being pried from me...I am utterly disappointed. I was screaming "WHY?" last nite to gain control of my dispersed soul, to recollect my self back and to not collapse in disappointment.
So with so much guilt and disappointment, I really wonder how I can function properly today at work. I am really not in the mood for anything now. Lost is an understatement and I forcast a really bad storm brewing in me. I'm so FUCKED today...
SCREWED up...SCREWED up! Great disappointment befalls when your GREAT expectations fall despite the tremendous effort and the inhuman sacrifices that you commited. I have sinned, in fact I have sinned so deeply that redemption is out of the question. God please have mercy on my soul...
Heavens really make sport of man...with less than 56 hours to go, shit happens! With money being the issue which I never thought even in my darkest nightmares would befall on me. With a simple you-pay-for-me-first thingy and later then I pay you back kinda stuff 'cos I didn't bring enuff money resulting in a stand off with much ugly and distasteful information being pried from me...I am utterly disappointed. I was screaming "WHY?" last nite to gain control of my dispersed soul, to recollect my self back and to not collapse in disappointment.
So with so much guilt and disappointment, I really wonder how I can function properly today at work. I am really not in the mood for anything now. Lost is an understatement and I forcast a really bad storm brewing in me. I'm so FUCKED today...
SCREWED up...SCREWED up! Great disappointment befalls when your GREAT expectations fall despite the tremendous effort and the inhuman sacrifices that you commited. I have sinned, in fact I have sinned so deeply that redemption is out of the question. God please have mercy on my soul...
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
The clock is ticking by the seconds...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Today is August 2...and so what may you ask. Well Aug 6 marks a really significant day in my life. There is so much to look for and so much to worry for and so much to dream for. But right now it's just work and work and keep the dough rollin' in so I can dream...yes I said DREAM 'cos the dough will make the dreams come true. Well at least there's some truth to me so what about you?
Having dreams? Yeah everyone have dreams...'cos that's what push us on, that's what we work for and that's what we live for. So having dreams aside, the big question is that can you realise it? Now get the big picture...dreaming is as easy as saying I want this, I want that but how to realise it is another thing altogether. But I believe that some how if you can keep the dream alive and work your ass off and not stop till you get there...hmmm...you might just make it.
I love money 'cos i really hate to live on just "ENUFF" if you know what I mean...so go work your ass off and keep the cash coming in...I guess a phrase that I borrow from my pal Lawrence, "Nothing is more happier than seeing 5 digits rollin' into your bank account each month!" Definitely, nothing beats that!
Today is August 2...and so what may you ask. Well Aug 6 marks a really significant day in my life. There is so much to look for and so much to worry for and so much to dream for. But right now it's just work and work and keep the dough rollin' in so I can dream...yes I said DREAM 'cos the dough will make the dreams come true. Well at least there's some truth to me so what about you?
Having dreams? Yeah everyone have dreams...'cos that's what push us on, that's what we work for and that's what we live for. So having dreams aside, the big question is that can you realise it? Now get the big picture...dreaming is as easy as saying I want this, I want that but how to realise it is another thing altogether. But I believe that some how if you can keep the dream alive and work your ass off and not stop till you get there...hmmm...you might just make it.
I love money 'cos i really hate to live on just "ENUFF" if you know what I mean...so go work your ass off and keep the cash coming in...I guess a phrase that I borrow from my pal Lawrence, "Nothing is more happier than seeing 5 digits rollin' into your bank account each month!" Definitely, nothing beats that!
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Here we go...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
So it's true that one can be really "Suay" (Unlucky) during the Chinese Ghost Festival. Well on the 1st day, the MRT that I took to work in the morning broke down and that resulted in a 15min delay. Thank God I always go work early so I didn't got screwed! Then my shoe fell apart while I was working...AND...yesterday I was so screwed by my boss 'cos I messed up some of the vital proccess that affected operations...I mean WTF!@#$%...If you are suay...you really are damn suay..the shits just keep raining down on you. But...I held on with my good old FUCK CARE ATTITUDE and all things just passed and today it's a brand new day so I ain't gonna let no shit from yesterday affect me.
Besides, I'm just gonna get the dough for 3 months so I can cover my expenses in Japan...but after that...God knows what shit will come...well no point wasting precious time and energy over such trivial, redundant matters. When it comes, I say "BRING IT ON...!"
So it's true that one can be really "Suay" (Unlucky) during the Chinese Ghost Festival. Well on the 1st day, the MRT that I took to work in the morning broke down and that resulted in a 15min delay. Thank God I always go work early so I didn't got screwed! Then my shoe fell apart while I was working...AND...yesterday I was so screwed by my boss 'cos I messed up some of the vital proccess that affected operations...I mean WTF!@#$%...If you are suay...you really are damn suay..the shits just keep raining down on you. But...I held on with my good old FUCK CARE ATTITUDE and all things just passed and today it's a brand new day so I ain't gonna let no shit from yesterday affect me.
Besides, I'm just gonna get the dough for 3 months so I can cover my expenses in Japan...but after that...God knows what shit will come...well no point wasting precious time and energy over such trivial, redundant matters. When it comes, I say "BRING IT ON...!"
Monday, July 31, 2006
GOOD MORNING...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Yeah yeah yeah so ironical...the morning greeting was good, warm and friendly. But on this Monday morning, the weather was gloomy, with slight drizzle. *Sigh* everyone hates Monday...
Okay so the time now is 8.06am on the clock and I officially start work at 8.30am so here's something to share. The phrase "You may not be the no. 1 but you are the only one." from one of SMAP's songs has great meaning to me at least when it comes to love. Interpret it any way you want but the meaning that everyone get is probably the same at the very end.
The weekends were great. There was the beach, a cute girl in bikini, a fat boy and tons of other babes and hunks. But the tan was bad, the sun was bad and so that explains why the rotten mood on Monday. Ha...
Wanted to get the PSP Valkyrie Profile on Sunday but it was sold out...so I guess it's back to good old Monster Hunter then...Maybe next week I'll get it after I get my pay...Darn! Gotta save up for the trip to JAPAN in Oct...Money is really a problem if you are not born loaded.
Life's gonna be pretty darn boring and plain after August. Well you might ask "Fill me in with the details." but I guess all truth will be revealed soon...Now get back to work before your boss screw your ass for reading this filth-filled blog!
Yeah yeah yeah so ironical...the morning greeting was good, warm and friendly. But on this Monday morning, the weather was gloomy, with slight drizzle. *Sigh* everyone hates Monday...
Okay so the time now is 8.06am on the clock and I officially start work at 8.30am so here's something to share. The phrase "You may not be the no. 1 but you are the only one." from one of SMAP's songs has great meaning to me at least when it comes to love. Interpret it any way you want but the meaning that everyone get is probably the same at the very end.
The weekends were great. There was the beach, a cute girl in bikini, a fat boy and tons of other babes and hunks. But the tan was bad, the sun was bad and so that explains why the rotten mood on Monday. Ha...
Wanted to get the PSP Valkyrie Profile on Sunday but it was sold out...so I guess it's back to good old Monster Hunter then...Maybe next week I'll get it after I get my pay...Darn! Gotta save up for the trip to JAPAN in Oct...Money is really a problem if you are not born loaded.
Life's gonna be pretty darn boring and plain after August. Well you might ask "Fill me in with the details." but I guess all truth will be revealed soon...Now get back to work before your boss screw your ass for reading this filth-filled blog!
Monday, July 24, 2006
Work...? Is there ever an end?
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
So I have finished 15 years of education so what's next that is awaiting me? Work I guess and since I can' t be choosy and pick the job I like, I'll just have to settle for something that pays good so I can feed my passion for without my rice bowl, there can never be passion. Well the truth is that I am only going to be working temp for a period of 3 months till Oct. The reason being that I have schedule a trip to Japan with my Japanese school. It's my first trip and darn am I looking forward to it...I'd always wanted to go there and to be able to work there and live there is my dream. Like I said many times before, I 'll NEVBR let go of my dream...not for anyone or anything. Why as many people might ask...well becos after some really really bad experiences, I learnt to be only lenient to myself. Which means that I will not live for another person or any other reasons except for myself...I don't want a life full of regrets so I just do what I have to do and make the best use of life.
But it's sad to say many others around me are not so fortunate due to the decisions that I make. And since it doesn't change anything if i apologise, so I shall not apologise. All I can say is that life is short so life for yourself. Keep your dreams and never give up...I mean YOUR dreams and not to with any other person in it except yourself. As long as you don't give up, there is nothing you can't achieve.
Ok so much for my much anticipated trip...I am actually expecting some upcoming releases of PSP games...DEF JAM FIGHT FOR NY THE TAKE OVER. Although I do like to own one copy of Valkyrie Profile Lenneth, I think for now, I shall stick to Def Jam...
Started work on Tues, 18 July as a temp staff with G.E. Money...at Raffles. Before that I really can't stand my mum's constant nagging that I am too picky and should accept some shit jobs to cover my expenses and my brother's irritating nagging that I should pick one that is related to what I study! I have only 2 ears and 1 brain so who should I listen to? Damn...it's freaking tough to have a decent, peaceful time at home.
So now I have a job...my mum's nagging has stop but my brother's occasional nagging still piss me off..."SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!" I really like to yell those words into his ears but being older than me, he behaves in such childish ways that I really can't be bother with him. As far as I am concern, I stay clear of him to avoid the unnecessary domestic conflict.
Sat, 22 July, I attended my friend, Garrett's wedding. Well Hmmm...Garrett...Know him for almost a year thru' roller blading and I didn't even know that he have a gf so was kinda shock when I received his sms like a month before his wedding. I really must salute him for being able to hide his gf...I mean fiance for almost a year...which means that even before I met him, he's already engaged. Was talking to him a while ago while on my way home and I realise that he had completed a must important aspect of his life so he can now heave a sigh of relieve, sit back and enjoy bliss married life before making other more important decisions in life.
But the truth is that I actually went with him on Sat morning to get his bride aka "Chinese Style Wedding". For that instance there, I thought I saw what might be what I presumed as the most genuine and bless look on his face when he lifted the veil of her face. Okay a little dramatic but I really felt the pure, genuine love there that this 2 person really wanted so much to be together. I wish you Garrett and Evelyn all the best...
So much for weddings...*sigh* it's another chinese style wedding. Okay it's just me but if you get offended then too bad for you for this is my FUCKING blog you are reading...pardon me for the harsh language but it's so me these days to get piss by even the slightest things. God what's gotten into me? I don;t know...okay I really want to attend a wedding of a different culture. Not from any of the 4 races in Singapore but rather a Japanese one. I found out that I am so obsessed with the Japanese thingy that I even told my friends that if anyone is to commit murder, I condemn the asshole and cursed him...but if it's done by a Japanese, I think it's a beautiful art piece! Yeah I know it's sick and unethical but that's how scary the magnitude of my obsession!
Hmmm...pondering what else to flame here.
Okay I guess that's about it for now cos I am gonna go take a peek at Desiree's blog and too bad I've asked her and she didn't want anyone else who she doesn't know to read her blog so I will not link it up. Too bad for you...but here's Hisa and Yui in Little India's pic for your eyes to feast!
So I have finished 15 years of education so what's next that is awaiting me? Work I guess and since I can' t be choosy and pick the job I like, I'll just have to settle for something that pays good so I can feed my passion for without my rice bowl, there can never be passion. Well the truth is that I am only going to be working temp for a period of 3 months till Oct. The reason being that I have schedule a trip to Japan with my Japanese school. It's my first trip and darn am I looking forward to it...I'd always wanted to go there and to be able to work there and live there is my dream. Like I said many times before, I 'll NEVBR let go of my dream...not for anyone or anything. Why as many people might ask...well becos after some really really bad experiences, I learnt to be only lenient to myself. Which means that I will not live for another person or any other reasons except for myself...I don't want a life full of regrets so I just do what I have to do and make the best use of life.
But it's sad to say many others around me are not so fortunate due to the decisions that I make. And since it doesn't change anything if i apologise, so I shall not apologise. All I can say is that life is short so life for yourself. Keep your dreams and never give up...I mean YOUR dreams and not to with any other person in it except yourself. As long as you don't give up, there is nothing you can't achieve.
Ok so much for my much anticipated trip...I am actually expecting some upcoming releases of PSP games...DEF JAM FIGHT FOR NY THE TAKE OVER. Although I do like to own one copy of Valkyrie Profile Lenneth, I think for now, I shall stick to Def Jam...
Started work on Tues, 18 July as a temp staff with G.E. Money...at Raffles. Before that I really can't stand my mum's constant nagging that I am too picky and should accept some shit jobs to cover my expenses and my brother's irritating nagging that I should pick one that is related to what I study! I have only 2 ears and 1 brain so who should I listen to? Damn...it's freaking tough to have a decent, peaceful time at home.
So now I have a job...my mum's nagging has stop but my brother's occasional nagging still piss me off..."SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!" I really like to yell those words into his ears but being older than me, he behaves in such childish ways that I really can't be bother with him. As far as I am concern, I stay clear of him to avoid the unnecessary domestic conflict.
Sat, 22 July, I attended my friend, Garrett's wedding. Well Hmmm...Garrett...Know him for almost a year thru' roller blading and I didn't even know that he have a gf so was kinda shock when I received his sms like a month before his wedding. I really must salute him for being able to hide his gf...I mean fiance for almost a year...which means that even before I met him, he's already engaged. Was talking to him a while ago while on my way home and I realise that he had completed a must important aspect of his life so he can now heave a sigh of relieve, sit back and enjoy bliss married life before making other more important decisions in life.
But the truth is that I actually went with him on Sat morning to get his bride aka "Chinese Style Wedding". For that instance there, I thought I saw what might be what I presumed as the most genuine and bless look on his face when he lifted the veil of her face. Okay a little dramatic but I really felt the pure, genuine love there that this 2 person really wanted so much to be together. I wish you Garrett and Evelyn all the best...
So much for weddings...*sigh* it's another chinese style wedding. Okay it's just me but if you get offended then too bad for you for this is my FUCKING blog you are reading...pardon me for the harsh language but it's so me these days to get piss by even the slightest things. God what's gotten into me? I don;t know...okay I really want to attend a wedding of a different culture. Not from any of the 4 races in Singapore but rather a Japanese one. I found out that I am so obsessed with the Japanese thingy that I even told my friends that if anyone is to commit murder, I condemn the asshole and cursed him...but if it's done by a Japanese, I think it's a beautiful art piece! Yeah I know it's sick and unethical but that's how scary the magnitude of my obsession!
Hmmm...pondering what else to flame here.
Okay I guess that's about it for now cos I am gonna go take a peek at Desiree's blog and too bad I've asked her and she didn't want anyone else who she doesn't know to read her blog so I will not link it up. Too bad for you...but here's Hisa and Yui in Little India's pic for your eyes to feast!
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Shinada Yui
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
So here's' the name...SHINADA YUI...! Go chk that name in google, yahoo, or watever search engines you can find. I had the privilege of going out with her and her boyfriend on June 15 this year! Gosh, her bf looked fantastically gorgeous! Definitely outshine Miss Shinada-San...sorry to say this but he is really good looking...and man I still can't believe that I actually went out with Yui and Hisa courtesy of Kobayashi-San! No pictures though as I;m too lazy to upload them here but Yui's pics are all over the net so go see them for yourself!
Ok that's about it for now...
So here's' the name...SHINADA YUI...! Go chk that name in google, yahoo, or watever search engines you can find. I had the privilege of going out with her and her boyfriend on June 15 this year! Gosh, her bf looked fantastically gorgeous! Definitely outshine Miss Shinada-San...sorry to say this but he is really good looking...and man I still can't believe that I actually went out with Yui and Hisa courtesy of Kobayashi-San! No pictures though as I;m too lazy to upload them here but Yui's pics are all over the net so go see them for yourself!
Ok that's about it for now...
Thks Desiree...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Okay so it's like been really long since I updated my blog...even I've got a Japanese test coming up this sat that marks the end of my 4 years studying Japanese, I'm still updating this blog becos...of you Desiree...Hehe...Well Des and me go back a long way...she's one hell of a babe who is still single but I have since been appointed to be her headhunter, it's sad to say that my expectations are so high, not many can filter through. In other words, I SCREEN the guys who want to hit on her!
Trust me, Des's definitely a babe. Not sure if I can post her pic here but I'll try to link her blog up so you can go see her and judge for yourself!
Well, Des is back from Dubai...hardly ever get to see her these days and it's been like really long since I last saw her...SHE still looks as good as before! And she asked me why I didn't update my blog as it's one the things that keep her going when she's overseas. Des, you definitely gave me a reason to continue blogging...THKS!
Okay so it's like been really long since I updated my blog...even I've got a Japanese test coming up this sat that marks the end of my 4 years studying Japanese, I'm still updating this blog becos...of you Desiree...Hehe...Well Des and me go back a long way...she's one hell of a babe who is still single but I have since been appointed to be her headhunter, it's sad to say that my expectations are so high, not many can filter through. In other words, I SCREEN the guys who want to hit on her!
Trust me, Des's definitely a babe. Not sure if I can post her pic here but I'll try to link her blog up so you can go see her and judge for yourself!
Well, Des is back from Dubai...hardly ever get to see her these days and it's been like really long since I last saw her...SHE still looks as good as before! And she asked me why I didn't update my blog as it's one the things that keep her going when she's overseas. Des, you definitely gave me a reason to continue blogging...THKS!
Thursday, June 22, 2006
21th June 2005...a special day of my life
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
This date marks a special day of my life. A date that I made a decision that will change my life from this day forth...a decision that will also change the life of another. The end of a beginning and also the start of a new beginning. For the risks that I take, I sincerely hope I'll get what I set out for...there is no turning back now. Freedom that I robbed, I shall return and wings that I clipped, I shall heal. No I cannot undone what I did and regrets can't bring back anything or reverse the hands of time. This is where I'm and I just wanna say thank you for everything. I really hope to pen more but...what more can I say but more words to bring tears and beautiful memories that fade. I have never felt so light that even the slightest breath will blow me away...letting go something that was a part of me...a huge part of me.
No apologies can be ever be enough to redeem the tears that fell, to redeem a hope that will never come true. A hope whose existence can only be in dreams. At least fatigue will stop and decisions can be made with my one, important answer.
Redemption, I can never seek forgiveness...dreams, I can never let go and hearts, I can never mend...
This date marks a special day of my life. A date that I made a decision that will change my life from this day forth...a decision that will also change the life of another. The end of a beginning and also the start of a new beginning. For the risks that I take, I sincerely hope I'll get what I set out for...there is no turning back now. Freedom that I robbed, I shall return and wings that I clipped, I shall heal. No I cannot undone what I did and regrets can't bring back anything or reverse the hands of time. This is where I'm and I just wanna say thank you for everything. I really hope to pen more but...what more can I say but more words to bring tears and beautiful memories that fade. I have never felt so light that even the slightest breath will blow me away...letting go something that was a part of me...a huge part of me.
No apologies can be ever be enough to redeem the tears that fell, to redeem a hope that will never come true. A hope whose existence can only be in dreams. At least fatigue will stop and decisions can be made with my one, important answer.
Redemption, I can never seek forgiveness...dreams, I can never let go and hearts, I can never mend...
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
The First Day of Release...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Okay slogging my brain juices to the max over the last couple of months for the final journey of my DEGREE, my last year and my final exams before I graduate...Damn, my brain never felt such pressure not even when I was taking the 'O' levels or the PSLE...not even when I did the 24km or 32 km route march in army...
I guess it's probably because I had to memorise like a stack of notes complete with tons of words for ESAP...Elements of Social and Applied Psychology. To think that I love the lesson in class so much and the lecturer was so interesting...preparing for the exam was a whole different thingy altogether! For once I feel my brain working through the rusted gears accumulated from years of slacking...now I am suffering a weird form of mental fatique that cannot possibly be expressed or experienced by anyone else. Somehow to the extent that I even dreamt of a couple of days ago that my brain nerves actually burst on the first day of my exams leaving me lying on the table coughing blood...!
Thank GOD that didn't happen today and I cleared 2 outta 4 papers today on DAY 1 of my BIG exams! Now with the next one on a really auspicious date 06 day of the 06 month of the 06 year...yeah see what I mean...and the last one, also a killer paper, on the 12 of June before I Officially finish my exams...
*Sigh* the last couple of months have been really really busy...yeah and I mean I spent everyday studying an average of 3 to 5 hours outside the school schedule...I mean self study at various MACs with my trusted PSP to pump out the necessary songs to dispel the distraction around! It was like the first time I actually revised so hard in my entire life...looking back I really wondered how I managed to get so far without studying so hard...these past few months...*sigh* really burning every cells in my little brain to churn out the necessary space to memorise the materials...DAMN!
So now with 2 more papers left...I sort of can take my well deserved break now before continuing the ardous memorising work tomolo...and my FUCKING GOD! The second season of the SINGAPORE IDIOT yes I say SINGAPORE IDIOT...is back featuring more lame murtherfuckers who can't SING for their FUCKING mamas' sake all out to humiliate themselves, thrashed their years of dignity and BURN in shame for the rest of their FUCKING PATHETIC lives. Well I say that's their FUCKING PROBLEM...those few persistant SHITHOLES are back from last season...well what can I say more, don't they just love being humiliated in front of national TV and be back for a second season, a third and soon becoming a national champion of being humiliated...too bad they don't get no nothing but a life of SHAME! I mean I'd rather be a PORN star getting laid and paid at the same time to go down in history saying "Hey I screwed like 10,000 babes and tons of cash before I retire...what about you?"
Haha Singapore Idiots feature more sick and shitty entertainment than all other forms of entertainment I have ever experienced in this lifetime and I really say a BIG thank you to all you MURTHER FUCKERs who made all this possible...Even the HARD GAY from Japan can't rival your STUPIDITY! Definitely beats even watching JAPANESE AV...haha really looking forward to SEASON 3, 4, 5, ...100!
Now what's next?...hmmm ok X-Men 3 was medicore except that Wolverine and Charles Xavier really resembled the comic and Angel was really inspirational with those white feathered wings...Boy I really wan one of those.
Got myself a Motorola V3 Razr Black...cool. The VGA camera still rocks and the design of the phone is still the reason why I got the phone. Internal Memory was a little lousy but still managed to crammed a couple of good ringtones. And Yui Shinada is coming to Singapore...cool and I can get to meet her...Hahaha...
By the way I have a couple of Glow Tube pendants to let go at SGD45 a piece complete with chocker. These little things glow for at least 2 DECADES without charging! Not too many pieces circulating around so here's your ONLY CHANCE TO GET IT as I would not be bringing in anymore! Expensive shit ya know! Please email me if you want. Colors available, Green, and Blue...and no violet but I will try to get violet if you want but no promises! Can be customized into handphone accessory or keychain so you would never lose them in the dark again!
Don't say I didn't warn you!
Okay slogging my brain juices to the max over the last couple of months for the final journey of my DEGREE, my last year and my final exams before I graduate...Damn, my brain never felt such pressure not even when I was taking the 'O' levels or the PSLE...not even when I did the 24km or 32 km route march in army...
I guess it's probably because I had to memorise like a stack of notes complete with tons of words for ESAP...Elements of Social and Applied Psychology. To think that I love the lesson in class so much and the lecturer was so interesting...preparing for the exam was a whole different thingy altogether! For once I feel my brain working through the rusted gears accumulated from years of slacking...now I am suffering a weird form of mental fatique that cannot possibly be expressed or experienced by anyone else. Somehow to the extent that I even dreamt of a couple of days ago that my brain nerves actually burst on the first day of my exams leaving me lying on the table coughing blood...!
Thank GOD that didn't happen today and I cleared 2 outta 4 papers today on DAY 1 of my BIG exams! Now with the next one on a really auspicious date 06 day of the 06 month of the 06 year...yeah see what I mean...and the last one, also a killer paper, on the 12 of June before I Officially finish my exams...
*Sigh* the last couple of months have been really really busy...yeah and I mean I spent everyday studying an average of 3 to 5 hours outside the school schedule...I mean self study at various MACs with my trusted PSP to pump out the necessary songs to dispel the distraction around! It was like the first time I actually revised so hard in my entire life...looking back I really wondered how I managed to get so far without studying so hard...these past few months...*sigh* really burning every cells in my little brain to churn out the necessary space to memorise the materials...DAMN!
So now with 2 more papers left...I sort of can take my well deserved break now before continuing the ardous memorising work tomolo...and my FUCKING GOD! The second season of the SINGAPORE IDIOT yes I say SINGAPORE IDIOT...is back featuring more lame murtherfuckers who can't SING for their FUCKING mamas' sake all out to humiliate themselves, thrashed their years of dignity and BURN in shame for the rest of their FUCKING PATHETIC lives. Well I say that's their FUCKING PROBLEM...those few persistant SHITHOLES are back from last season...well what can I say more, don't they just love being humiliated in front of national TV and be back for a second season, a third and soon becoming a national champion of being humiliated...too bad they don't get no nothing but a life of SHAME! I mean I'd rather be a PORN star getting laid and paid at the same time to go down in history saying "Hey I screwed like 10,000 babes and tons of cash before I retire...what about you?"
Haha Singapore Idiots feature more sick and shitty entertainment than all other forms of entertainment I have ever experienced in this lifetime and I really say a BIG thank you to all you MURTHER FUCKERs who made all this possible...Even the HARD GAY from Japan can't rival your STUPIDITY! Definitely beats even watching JAPANESE AV...haha really looking forward to SEASON 3, 4, 5, ...100!
Now what's next?...hmmm ok X-Men 3 was medicore except that Wolverine and Charles Xavier really resembled the comic and Angel was really inspirational with those white feathered wings...Boy I really wan one of those.
Got myself a Motorola V3 Razr Black...cool. The VGA camera still rocks and the design of the phone is still the reason why I got the phone. Internal Memory was a little lousy but still managed to crammed a couple of good ringtones. And Yui Shinada is coming to Singapore...cool and I can get to meet her...Hahaha...
By the way I have a couple of Glow Tube pendants to let go at SGD45 a piece complete with chocker. These little things glow for at least 2 DECADES without charging! Not too many pieces circulating around so here's your ONLY CHANCE TO GET IT as I would not be bringing in anymore! Expensive shit ya know! Please email me if you want. Colors available, Green, and Blue...and no violet but I will try to get violet if you want but no promises! Can be customized into handphone accessory or keychain so you would never lose them in the dark again!
Don't say I didn't warn you!
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Happy belated Birthday Alvin...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Yesterday, 25th was my younger brother Alvin's birthday...hehe and I ordered a T-shirt from Japan for him...but too bad it's still on the way here...and also got him hooked to Hot Toys 14" Predator from the Movie Masterpiece Series. It's currently sold out here in Singapore and I heard it's a limited edition thingy so again I tried to search for it throughout Singapore. Found 1 consignment going at SGD$270 so since I am getting some stuffs from Japan for him, might as well make use of the postage to get this in. Wow, there goes my MAY 1st Progress Package! Damn...Hot Toys is BLOODY ADDICTIVE!
White PSP updates...pics
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Wow, what happen? I've suddenly been missing for a long time...I mean from the blogsphere, from skating?!?! The excuse that have little factual justification...preparing for my exam. But that's not the point 'cos this post is just for updating the pics for my white PSP (Value Pack)...so here it goes, the box cover from all sides...
There not quite over untill the games...yes the games, of course the games for why would the console go without the games? Hehe From left, Initial D arcade Stage - Basically the whole damn game from the arcade machines! Boy I pity those suckers who fed the arcade machines with tons of cash as they would probably have gotten themselves a PSP. Gundam Battle Tactics - It's in Japanese and it's a pretty straight forward game just shoot and kill them in this 3 person shooter. Features Federation and Zeon sides and tons of missions and machines! Dynasty Warriors - Simplified version of the PS2 one. Gets boring after a while. Metal Gear Acid - Great, indepth story line, great graphics though it's turn based so you won't have to worry about getting busted while the MRT or BUS is jerking and bumpy!
Still have some upcoming games that I am waiting...till then...
Wow, what happen? I've suddenly been missing for a long time...I mean from the blogsphere, from skating?!?! The excuse that have little factual justification...preparing for my exam. But that's not the point 'cos this post is just for updating the pics for my white PSP (Value Pack)...so here it goes, the box cover from all sides...
Now see the last two pics have little RED arrows...ok that depict the region code for PSP consoles, games and movies...so far there have been no problem for PSP games but I think for UMD movies, this might be a bit of a problem. Which means that if your PSP console is coded region 2 which is the Japanese set, you probably can't watch UMD movies that is coded region 1 which is US.
Well I got the Japanese version because I wanted a MADE IN JAPAN set which is rumoured to have a Sharp screen as compared to the other sets which was MADE IN CHINA and have a Samsung screen. For the price of such electronic devices, I would really splurge on a MADE IN JAPAN piece. Simple, they last longer and are better. Most electronic stuffs that CHINA churns out, I still have my doubts but unfortunately most major electronic stuffs are MADE IN CHINA now so if I really can't get a MADE IN JAPAN one, then have to settle for something else! Most toys in particular I wouldn't really care if it's from CHINA as I think almost all toys are made in CHINA and the price would be really crazy if it's made in JAPAN.
Although I haven't really compared my PSP to another MADE IN CHINA one, still I feel comfortable with it knowing that it's MADE IN JAPAN and also MADE IN JAPAN sets are quite rare now as even those region coded 2 which is for sale to the JAPANESE market are MADE IN CHINA now. So this is what really matters and not the CODING on the BOX...
OPEN up the console and make sure the sticker in the battery compartment is genuine and says "MADE IN JAPAN"!!! Now that's the only thing that matter. Haha...sorry that's the way I am...if I can get the best, why settle for second best! Somehow I really did my homework before I got my PSP...for I went to almost all the places in Singapore more than thrice to check out the prices and differences and not to mention the Internet and also feedback the people that I know who already owned the PSP.
Boosted up my console with a 1 Gb card to store photos, songs and MTVs to groove the move and also a Logitech Polycarbonate case with custom design template courtesy of TOKIDOKI. (Sorry I ripped off your work...but I don't intend to distribute it for commercial purposes so don't come bust my ass!)
And yeah that's about it...
There not quite over untill the games...yes the games, of course the games for why would the console go without the games? Hehe From left, Initial D arcade Stage - Basically the whole damn game from the arcade machines! Boy I pity those suckers who fed the arcade machines with tons of cash as they would probably have gotten themselves a PSP. Gundam Battle Tactics - It's in Japanese and it's a pretty straight forward game just shoot and kill them in this 3 person shooter. Features Federation and Zeon sides and tons of missions and machines! Dynasty Warriors - Simplified version of the PS2 one. Gets boring after a while. Metal Gear Acid - Great, indepth story line, great graphics though it's turn based so you won't have to worry about getting busted while the MRT or BUS is jerking and bumpy!Still have some upcoming games that I am waiting...till then...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Timura from U.S.A...this one is for u
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Well this really sweet girl from U.S. drop me a email and invited me to be her friend...I say WHERE IN THE WORLD would a cute girl from U.S. drop me, the Prince of Darkness a mail requesting me to be her friend? There is simply no connection and no linkage at all...But wow, I'm most honoured! A complete stranger who is doing Psychology in Germany! I must confess I'm really lucky to have such a stroke of luck as it only happens like in 25 years of my life! GOSH...somehow I'm still recovering from shock...
Really somehow I never would imagine something like that would happen which shows that LIFE is really unpredictable...Seems like I'm on a mission of WORLD conquest! Total domination of the planet Earth with friends from all over the globe...COOL!
So this entry is specially for you Ti for making the impossible happen! Thanks...
Well this really sweet girl from U.S. drop me a email and invited me to be her friend...I say WHERE IN THE WORLD would a cute girl from U.S. drop me, the Prince of Darkness a mail requesting me to be her friend? There is simply no connection and no linkage at all...But wow, I'm most honoured! A complete stranger who is doing Psychology in Germany! I must confess I'm really lucky to have such a stroke of luck as it only happens like in 25 years of my life! GOSH...somehow I'm still recovering from shock...
Really somehow I never would imagine something like that would happen which shows that LIFE is really unpredictable...Seems like I'm on a mission of WORLD conquest! Total domination of the planet Earth with friends from all over the globe...COOL!
So this entry is specially for you Ti for making the impossible happen! Thanks...
Pasta...?
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
This one's a little late as usual...the pics are dated 3/3/06...yeah looking at the pics now, I'm beginning to salivate...Well I love pasta and I love mushrooms so to have them both together infused with lots of herbs and thick creamy sauce...you get really really crazy over my pasta! Yes and I mean I cooked them myself and well, the verdict from people around me...IT'S GOOD!
But unfortunately only a selected few get to sample this rare treat as I seldom cook...haha! Now go knock yourself out with the following pics...
WARNING: NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED!
This one's a little late as usual...the pics are dated 3/3/06...yeah looking at the pics now, I'm beginning to salivate...Well I love pasta and I love mushrooms so to have them both together infused with lots of herbs and thick creamy sauce...you get really really crazy over my pasta! Yes and I mean I cooked them myself and well, the verdict from people around me...IT'S GOOD!
But unfortunately only a selected few get to sample this rare treat as I seldom cook...haha! Now go knock yourself out with the following pics...
WARNING: NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED!
Freshly diced onions...
Minced pork...well I tink beef would be best
Brown mushrooms...portobello mushrooms would be BEST
Pre-cooked pasta...
Half bottle of pre-mix creamy mushroom pasta sauce...
Cooked pasta ready for the sauce...
Pasta sauce READY with lotsa herbs and mushrooms...
Ready to serve...parmesan would be good...
There you have it...wow I feel like eating it now...!
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
My WishList Completed...for now
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Say where do I start? Oh well, on my way home yesterday after getting my PSP, got a call from MUM! Someone fell from my block AGAIN!?!?!?! Suicide presumably...WTF and there were so many people gathering downstair at my block. So it's like a growing trend to lose one's life this year. Come on, BEAT Tammy's news if you must 'cos death is already passe!
So today, I just learnt that the case yesterday, was not suicide! It was an accident apparently while the auntie was cleaning the window, she fell. Her daughter who is in JC and her husband are in pretty bad shape now I guess 'cos who wouldn't! So my sincere apologies for stereotyping death on HDB blocks!
I cleared 2 preliminary exams so far and the next one due this Sat and I'm still buzy blogging?! Haha well this one is for owing the other many missing posts that were supposed to be here...Simple, my exams is coming and I have really bad time management!
So I got my SONY PSP and a CRUMPLER BAG. Yes I got the MADE IN JAPAN white PSP value pack, white Logicool PlayGear Pocket, Initial D Street Stage with a Phone Strap and a Hori Screen protector! There goes the wads of SGD$50 notes that was stacking up on my desk and getting fatter by months! And yeah I got a Crumpler Complete Seed FULL BLACK with no DESIGNS like most Crumpler bags! Cool I must say 'cos I'm a FREAK for monotone colors.
So I have to get back to my studies and that means I will post the pics up soon before I wreaked my new stuffs...so here's a little something for you to do...
Yui Shinada （品田ゆい）, former Japanese Teen Idol who happens to be Momoko's friend...Gosh I LOVE JAPAN, soory no time to post her pics here but I'm sure you can find plenty if you search under GOOGLE! Too bad she's too busy so she ain't coming to SINGAPORE Go kill yourself drooling over her pics! Haha
Say where do I start? Oh well, on my way home yesterday after getting my PSP, got a call from MUM! Someone fell from my block AGAIN!?!?!?! Suicide presumably...WTF and there were so many people gathering downstair at my block. So it's like a growing trend to lose one's life this year. Come on, BEAT Tammy's news if you must 'cos death is already passe!
So today, I just learnt that the case yesterday, was not suicide! It was an accident apparently while the auntie was cleaning the window, she fell. Her daughter who is in JC and her husband are in pretty bad shape now I guess 'cos who wouldn't! So my sincere apologies for stereotyping death on HDB blocks!
I cleared 2 preliminary exams so far and the next one due this Sat and I'm still buzy blogging?! Haha well this one is for owing the other many missing posts that were supposed to be here...Simple, my exams is coming and I have really bad time management!
So I got my SONY PSP and a CRUMPLER BAG. Yes I got the MADE IN JAPAN white PSP value pack, white Logicool PlayGear Pocket, Initial D Street Stage with a Phone Strap and a Hori Screen protector! There goes the wads of SGD$50 notes that was stacking up on my desk and getting fatter by months! And yeah I got a Crumpler Complete Seed FULL BLACK with no DESIGNS like most Crumpler bags! Cool I must say 'cos I'm a FREAK for monotone colors.
So I have to get back to my studies and that means I will post the pics up soon before I wreaked my new stuffs...so here's a little something for you to do...
Yui Shinada （品田ゆい）, former Japanese Teen Idol who happens to be Momoko's friend...Gosh I LOVE JAPAN, soory no time to post her pics here but I'm sure you can find plenty if you search under GOOGLE! Too bad she's too busy so she ain't coming to SINGAPORE Go kill yourself drooling over her pics! Haha
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Tammy the 2006 SingaPORN Idol...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Let me jump on the latest Porn Wagon and give my views though a little late on the NYP saga. Firstly I must say this whole issue really stole the limelight away from the KTV Boss murder case and also put a lot of otherwise unknown blogs basking in Tammy's limelight. Suddenly "NYP Tammy" became No.1 on some search engine and once again, putting this little island of ours on the big world map.
Somehow the videos even reached Europe bloggers...haha and that I have to give credit to you Tammy. Being younger and cuter than Annabel Chong, but not earning as much as her while creating the same news, the only thing that I wonder is that why so many of us gloat over this whole issue. Well the reason I suggest is that it is MADE exclusive in Singapore where we are known for our strict legal systems, that makes it rare and shocking. Now that's the contridicting factor...since the tough laws are a preventive measure, many of these juicy things are actually happening but forced underground by the laws. So the excite factor is there and most people try to prevent it from surfacing so as to prevent clashing with the laws although once in a while it does. That's what make it so exclusive in the local scene that even foreigners are interested.
I guess in countries like America and Japan where porn is a thriving and legal industry, news like that might only appear in a small column somewhere in the papers and disappear within a few days. Not too much of a news unlike an unveiling of some new AV star or porn idol. But this NYP issue seems to have been blown outta magnitude just because it broke the social norm that governs out society and I was wondering how her parents are coping with this whole saga. Anyway the bottomline is that you reap what you sow so since there is no coercion and both are willing parties, live with the shame with your head held high and bask in the limelight while it last. Well if you can't go down in history for the right reasons, go down with the wrong ones! At least people will remember you for sometime to come...
As for now, I salute you, fellow comrade TAMMY for I know I'll never have the guts like you to carry such "cool" videos in my phone when losing handphones has already become a social norm.
Let me jump on the latest Porn Wagon and give my views though a little late on the NYP saga. Firstly I must say this whole issue really stole the limelight away from the KTV Boss murder case and also put a lot of otherwise unknown blogs basking in Tammy's limelight. Suddenly "NYP Tammy" became No.1 on some search engine and once again, putting this little island of ours on the big world map.
Somehow the videos even reached Europe bloggers...haha and that I have to give credit to you Tammy. Being younger and cuter than Annabel Chong, but not earning as much as her while creating the same news, the only thing that I wonder is that why so many of us gloat over this whole issue. Well the reason I suggest is that it is MADE exclusive in Singapore where we are known for our strict legal systems, that makes it rare and shocking. Now that's the contridicting factor...since the tough laws are a preventive measure, many of these juicy things are actually happening but forced underground by the laws. So the excite factor is there and most people try to prevent it from surfacing so as to prevent clashing with the laws although once in a while it does. That's what make it so exclusive in the local scene that even foreigners are interested.
I guess in countries like America and Japan where porn is a thriving and legal industry, news like that might only appear in a small column somewhere in the papers and disappear within a few days. Not too much of a news unlike an unveiling of some new AV star or porn idol. But this NYP issue seems to have been blown outta magnitude just because it broke the social norm that governs out society and I was wondering how her parents are coping with this whole saga. Anyway the bottomline is that you reap what you sow so since there is no coercion and both are willing parties, live with the shame with your head held high and bask in the limelight while it last. Well if you can't go down in history for the right reasons, go down with the wrong ones! At least people will remember you for sometime to come...
As for now, I salute you, fellow comrade TAMMY for I know I'll never have the guts like you to carry such "cool" videos in my phone when losing handphones has already become a social norm.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Pics update...
- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Like I promised, I decided not to be lazy and here are the pics...
Like I promised, I decided not to be lazy and here are the pics...
A Hook-Ups tee that I got for $30, featuring Doom Devil Girl and though there are other really cool characters from this new series, IT'S NOT available in Singapore and the US sites dont ship here! WTF?! And apparently Hook-Ups stuffs are pretty hard to get these days due to some wierd reasons that was quoted to me...And there are also other cool tees that I got for a steal like only $10 and it's not some second hand shit...but it's still in the washer so no pics...
And so here's some of the presents I got for my birthday...First up a Replica Samurai kabuto that's MADE IN JAPAN and not from some land of cheapo piracy! Intricate details with the "Left Dragon, Right Tiger" style and a really cool dragon head piece complete with stand and display cloth! Too bad my room's outta display space...Damn!
Second up is another cool thingy from JAPAN, a samurai figure aka SHINSENGUMI style, with the light blue overcoat with the word "Makoto" printed at the back...1/6 scale, real cloth clothes, real synthetic hair but it's a static figure, meaning can only see cannot change style, for display purposes only! Hehe and the blade is plastic meaning I can't change it to the Mononofu die-cast ones...But anyway, it's a great present so I better not "Hiam" (Hokkien for asking something better!) too much otherwise next time "simi ma bo!" (Hokkien for next time I'll get nothing!) Anyway the BLOGGER upload of the pics is GOD DAMN BLOODY SLOW so I was tinking if it was my pc or is it the server? Everytime after uploading some pics smoothly, the start to lag...WTF?! But then again, it's free to upload pics and to blog so I guess these little flaws is a must...
And finally here's the final present to showcase...a Saint Seiya - Saint Cloth Myth tee from COSPLAY! Featuring the crest emblem on the left chest and a full 12 ZODIAC signs on the back! COOL AND I REALLY LOVE IT!
So now I better get back to sleep cos tomolo still got work to do and when it's done, I know I am 1 more STEP closer to my PSP! HEHE *evil grin* But exam's coming lor so can't really dote on my PSP even if I get it but still I WILL GET IT! But still deciding whether to get the white PSP 1000KCW with the 32 MB card or the white PSP 1000G1CW with the 1 Gb card. Most probably will get the PSP 1000KCW and get another 1 Gb Sandisk card seperately so I have 2 card to spare...OOOHHH...I cant wait to get the PSP!
PSP 1000KCW with the 32 Mb card
PSP 1000G1CW with the 1 Gb Sony card and here's some comparisions of the PSP with cute, hot and nude chicks off the Japanses site, hehe enjoy...
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