New links...

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And so there it is...I have added 2 new links to my site. The first belongs to Roseline whom I affectionate address here as Rose...Well Rose's Michelle younger sister. Just go read her site for more information...! Another is Vamptress who I kinda like her way of writing...found her on the ever-resourceful Amithyst's site. Though don't really know her name, Her site is named as "Angel of Night". Somewhere somehow, the angels in the both blog titles did bear a resemblence...hehe or is it just pure coincidence!



Well that's about it but here's one album review before I sign off...Do As Infinity is calling it quits after all these beautiful years...so sad another great Japanese band is leaving the music scene to pave way for new stars...the 2 cd special contains a DVD and most of their greatest hits. Definitely worth every cent to get it as it's the last album...so sad...

First Volunteer Work

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This morning I did my first ever maiden volunteer work at Tampines Home for the Intellectually Disabled...Was mixing a bit of fear with enthusiasm...Though I feel pretty sad for them, most of them are actually much kinder and humble as compared to many sane people around...Though a few incidents did happen that kinda made me realised how luckly we are. One female patient strip down to nothing, another yanked at everyones' long hair (except me), some pee straight through their clothes while most just stared...I was luckily...A middle aged male patient held my hand and took me for a mini tour around the home...

Though he was constantly staring at the busy road outside the home, his eyes could sort of tell me that he definitely miss the life outside...As one of my Japanese sensei had previously visited the the home, he told me that this chap likes massage...hehe and so I gave him a full 45 min massage FOR FREE...hehe no complains! He look pretty normal except that his legs were a bit defective but nonetheless, he's pretty nice...like my "Boss"! Hehe but seriously as compared to the rest, he doesn't have the slightest look of a disabled...

While giving my "Boss" a massage, my eyes begin to wonder...and to my surprise, there was one Japanese student, a pretty nice looking guy who grew up in Brasil was so attached to a female patient...even a hug and nose rub...I really admired his courage as he definitely didn't show the slightest detest or discrimation...I really wonder, maybe the little fear inside me made me discrimate...not really discrimate but somehow like I chose to stay with those that are more "decent" and harmless looking ones and I tend to avoid female patients as I'll definitely get pretty embarass at times when 'weird' things happen...As for the rest of the Japanese students, they too showed overwhelming warm...My sensei Okada-san was also really really warm showing no signs of detest and discrimation...even when the patient yanked at ther hair, she wasn't even pissed! A bright smile just appeared when the pull the patient off. She was so dedicated in talking to the patient and there was absolutely no personal barrier. Her closeness and dedication to the patient even made me worry for her! The warm that she and a few others exhibited really made me detest myself a little as to why I can't show that much warm like they did...? Maybe it was my first time and a little fear was naturally embodied in me...although I was really trying very hard to accept them as normal people, somehow my little fear got the better of me and so in the end, I still couldn't wipe off the slightest bit of discrimination...

Last words...the volunteer work was organised by my Japanese religion and also the Japanese exchange students arrived on the 28th of this month and every year, they have to do volunteer work like this as well...Really nice experience I must confess and sometimes even the Prince of Darkness have a little humane side as a little warm candle still glows from within, in his frozen heart...

Location Display

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Don't know if you people realise it but recently I have notice that SMRT buses have a little LED display sign that sort of displays the name of the bus stops when people are alighting...sometimes even if no one is alighting, the sign still displays the names of the bus stops! Like "Blk 11", "opp Blk 52", etc...some how I wonder how the technology works! Maybe someone already knows it or maybe I am too slow...

Went to catch Domino yesterday with my mum and my aunties as one of my aunties have free tickets. Strong violent content and lot's of F-words...Almost 95% of the dialogues are littered with F-words! Haha and a little nudity here and there! Don't expect the typical brightly lit and straight forward movie...this one has a rather messy story-telling and unsteady camera shots! Otherwise a action-packed flick about bounty hunters, broken nose, LOTS of guns and shells and a really cute actress! Hehe go figure...

Okay another story about Chinese nationals making a fucking din after being caught cheating! Not that I am particular against them but these fuckers really put the rest of their counter parts in shame. Allowing many like me in particular to form a negative sterotype about them that otherwise at times lead to prejudice! Actually to generalise all of them is sort of a narrow, sick minded of me but come on...there are more bad news about them being reported than the good ones!

Recently at the World Cyber Games held in Singapore, The Chinese team alleged to be "pros" were caught cheating. Yah pros my ass! And they have the cheek to blame the Singapore organizers the lack of professionalism and experience! Fuck you to talk about professionalism...you stab and kill someone and you blame the victim that he / she lack self-defence? WTF? Just be humble and admit your FUCKING mistake or rather YOUR FUCKING STUPIDITY and QUIT that adamant behavior, you arrogant bastards! It's you fuckers that put the rest of your people to shame, disgrace and disgust! Each time we try not to discrimate them, one of these assholes will produce news to further encourage the discrimation of them!

Angst spewed! Relieved!

Prohibitive Signs...do anyone care anymore?

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Okay how many times have you poeple notice these signs? And where? And do you particular pay any attention to it or it's just simply left there to be taken for granted...Well recently I really wonder...like who is really gonna catch you and monitor those offenders or potential offenders? Or is it pure luck that one must be really damn "suay" to get caught or should I say that those offenders really have guts. Well either way, I can only say that these signs have since lost it's purpose...they are no longer effective to the masses at certain places...and it really seems like who's gonna really care if someone commit the offence...Other than the unusually scarce so-called "Officials" who may care, as for the rest of the public...*sigh* no one really bothers...

For instance, there are "No Eating" signs on MRTs and buses...but it seems like I have seen so many people breaking the rules and they seem to get away pretty fine as no one really cares...Like as if someone will inform the necessary authorities! Come on, maybe a bomb or terrorist or something BIG...but like a mere eating on board the train and everyone is so busy to mind their own business! And also the "No Smoking" signs inside lifts and "No Smoking in Queue" at bus interchange are totally redundant as no one seem to heed it...Maybe the newly appointed "security" donning bright SMRT vest could instill a little fear in those potential offenders but these "security" guys are not always around!

Sometimes, I really wonder if I could have a little more authority to maybe zap these offenders with my camera and report them...I really hope these sick assholes would be severely taught a lesson so they would definitely think twice about disregarding the prescence of these signs! Sometimes people have to be dealt with like little defiant kids in school...like the banning of gum by the government until the masses can behave in a more sensible way...

Okay so much for the complain...bought a really cool sweater on Sunday. Would not be posting any pics until I do some customization to it...Only then will I post the pics...hehe and so the rain have stop...Boring but the Japanese students are coming here again for the annual EXCHANGE programe...hehe 29th Oct...so near yet so far! *Evil Grin* my chance to get to know more Japanese...

Zoids Update...

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Just got these "HOT" pics off the Tomy Japan site...

Appearently there are 3 more other Liger Zero customs...so go to http://www.tomy.co.jp/zoids/custam/top.htm for more information...Not sure if they are for sale but it's definitely really neat customized Liger Zeros but some Master craftsman...The Japanese really rock...*grin*

Nothing really much today except that my best "fiend" oh I mean " friend " screw up my plans to go night blading...it's the rain that I'm refering to! Luckily in the afternoon, the intense heat from the scorching sun was heating up the crammed, thin oxygen mixture in my house and so I had to make the best use of my limited energy to get outta the house to CCK's gaming den...while there, I started a new profile to continue my "Revenge" on Need for Speed Underground 2 game! Darn, the sky was clearly overcast and the rain and sun took alternative turns to exhibit their "tense" forces on the poor land...most people would definitely suffer the unexpected changes in the weather to fall sick only later...*sigh* The game definitely "save" me from the forthcoming sickness that I could sense brewing inside me!

Still dreaming to get a job so I could get the things I want! Air-brush set, more toys, more gaming, maybe an Xbox, etc...*sigh* "Show me the money!"

Blog Blog and MORE BLOG

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Hehe now that I am ready and fully fighting fit, My FIRST revenge is to get back at those loss hours I missed out gaming...Yes there is nothing wrong with your eyes...I said GAMING! Hehe went down to my usual gaming den to have a long marathon hour of gaming but ended up spliting 3 hours over 2 days only 'cos BUSY leh...Not so free recently lor! Tried out Need for Speed 2 and was pretty surprised that the game play was quite interactive...though not much for the crash factor as compared to Burnout 3, nonetheless it's a pretty addictive game...the sponsors and the car models were pretty realistic, probably due to the aplenty of funds from the sponsorship I guessed...so if you really want BIG time crashes, go for Burnout 3 and if you want good story line and real sponsors and cars, NFS 2! So much for the FIFA Street I tried the other time...so many game but so little time...*sigh* Full time gaming positions available anyone? Hehe definitely my dream job...

Okay well as for studies, yeah it's back to skool...not too bad as I'd only missed out 2 weeks worth of lectures. I guessed I can still cope if, that's if I seriously cut down on the time I actually spent on games! Hehe sometimes I asked myself if I have a dream gal and the ultimate Xbox console or the ultimate gaming machine and the coolest supply of any games, YOU guessed it! My verdict is the gaming machine & the game...I'm so sorry to a few certain people who can't wait to get their hands on my poor, cute ear now! Hehe...you know who you are...and 1 of them is none other than the infamous homo sapien aka "Mum"...hehe

Oh yeah I know lot's of crap here and there that's cos I, your humble ROYAL HIGHNESS...is back and alive and kicking! Hehe so got so many things to say and do...sometimes I wished I had my mind programmed straight to the comp so I can cut down the time I take to type...just use my mind...Hehe that would definitely be COOL!

Oh my latest craze other than the CONVERSE One Star, ALIENWARE computers...here some pics to kill the words! You decide...





There you have it...PICTURES rather than words...but these are only 2 of the colors and ranges available...so PLEASE go to http://www.alienware.com for more information...BUT a word of caution...these COMPS are NOT available in Singapore...Sorry to break the news...but if anyone have any idea where to get these comps in Singapore, Please let me know...though right now, I really have no funds to get it but I definitely know a couple of people who wants it! Hehe...that's it for now...tata go slivate over the pics...!

OH MY GOD! - The Revenge of the ONE STAR

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LIKE THE TITLE SUGGESTS OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!! I was at home, bored in the evening and so I was browsing the net and I happen to stumble upon the CONVERSE U.S. site to check out some shoes. Then I so happen to miss those old One Star suedes...and so I actually called up Atlantic Sports the authorized Singapore distributor for Converse and there was this lady by the name of Daphane who was sooo kind to assist me in my queries. I basically asked if the old One Star suede black/white version would be arriving on our shores. Yeah remember the authentic early 1990s era cult suedes that was donned by front man KURT COBAIN...remember Nirvana the father of alternative music!? Wow to actually think that the cult suede loafers would actually make a come back to our shores!!!!!!! Damn I must be dreaming for this day to happen a long long time ago...Miss Daphane was sooo kind to clear all my queries and also right down to the ETA....yeah the estimated arrival time of the SHOES!!!!! Somewhere soon within this year so YOU BETTER GO GET IT BEFORE IT'S ALL GONE! Don't say I didn't warn you...

God I'd gotta get a grip now but I really can't! These legendary suedes would once again rewrite history and definitely a one hell of a collectible...it has been affectionately been renamed the "Premiere One Star®". Really brings back good old memories...like how these shoes were only SGD$35 a pair at some old Jurong store...now it's like almost twice the price...but then again, it's still a darn cool pair of shoe!

Though the other range of weird colors debuted sometime ago, I was reluctant to get it as the colors were simply too fanciful which obviously wasn't my style and my patience finally paid off...hehe I say WTF!?!?

Wow these suedes do answer a hell lots of my prayers...why can't shoes look THESE good anymore? Oh someone please, STEAL THESE SHOES!

http://www.converse.com/zproductmatrix.asp?zgenid=&zcatid=4&zsubcatid=11&leftnavid=3&leftnavsubid=14&exclusiveid=

The link shows the other WEIRD colors...hehe though those marked "LIMITED" are really funny...maybe another fashion victim!

Okay really this post was supposed to be entered earlier but there's like something wrong with da comp so it was pretty slow and that sorta explains the lunatic reactions I get while trying to get this entry in...

Lost to a little silent killer...

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Yeah it's been a really really long time I know, but Your Royal Highness is down with DENGUE! Yep, don't be surprise but I'm not dead yet! Really don't know how in the hell did I lost to a small, tiny imbecile that I could easily squished between my fingers! Started last Sunday nite with a high fever...Hehe as the doctor said, only 1% of most cases are fatal and so the rest are just been there and done that shits! Well all I can say is that the feeling of being down and restless and also feeling so darn vulnerable is really lousy! It's not like small ailments like flu or fever, etc which is like over in a couple of days with proper medication...I was virtually feeling so darn uncomfortable for 2 weeks and not to mention the inconveniences that I've caused to those around me. Missing skool, fav. foods, chill out spots, movies, friends, skating, etc!

Darn, not to mention looking like the incarnation of Lord Kuan! After the fever subside, the skin color basically is RED, yeah like after a total sunburn! Nope they are not painful but makes one feel like a freak! At times, it's itchy! The nausea feeling is really killing me more than anything else. Just this week, I had to go to ze Polyclinic to take blood test 3 consecutive days! And the oh-so-cute Doc asked me if I wanted to come back again tomolo! The first blood test had a platelet count of 105! Anything below 100 have to be administered to a luxurious stay at any of the local hospitals, well taken care of by the "cute" nurses! DREAM ON! A normal person should have a platelet count of about 150 to 350. Hehe interesting medical lesson learnt! And so the second blood test was 119, then 137 and a miraculous 205 today! THANK GOD I SURVIVED! Well there is actually no cure to the Dengue shit and it all depends on the individual's own body resistence...or so is it? Well, there are a couple of chinese remedies that worked! Here's one that is true...boil about 5 edible frogs (aka "Tian Ji") with little, tiny bitter gourd (about 5) without adding any water. It should yield around 2 teaspoon of really bitter liquid. NOW DRINK THAT DARN ELIXIR! It should work even if your darn platelets is around 30!

Now to get back on the road to FULL recovery and to get back at those miss out lessons! And a word to everyone, watch out for the darn, venomous proboscides of the silent killer!

More Updates...

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Hmmm...seems like there are some webs lingering on my site...yeah I know it had certainly been long since I last update. Well nothing much, found out that Danny Way flew over the Great Wall of China (chk it out here www.dannyway.com). Caught Lords of Dogtown and Dukes of Hazzard. My my my, Lords of Dogtown is definitely for the skateboard fanatic and also those into the history and revolution of the skateboarding scene. The original Zephyr team and the Z-boys and stuffs...Well I liked it, don't know about you, it's co-produced by the skating legend Stacy Peralta, who started the Powell-Peralta company which discovered Tony Hawk and a whole lists of skateboarding pros and also spawned Bones company which manufacture possibly the greatest Swiss bearings in human history. Chk out the original Z-Boys webbie "http://www.angelfire.com/ca2/dtown/". And I got a free DogTown tee just because I asked the darn and dumb looking staff at the ticketing counter for it! And he gave me the "I'm new here and I don't know" shit! Too bad I demanded for it and I ended up getting it...hehe cheap shot I guessed...

And oh yeah, yesterday I was q-ing for the tickets for the show Dukes of Hazzard via Internet booking earlier by dear Evelyn, there was a huge crowd jamming up the Internet /Phone booking line, possibly China nationals...and the normal que was like almost empty and I was like WTF?! Then I realized those irritating China nationals were just jamming the darn que to chk out the movie listings and also cos the que was just 1 short line unlike the normal que that sort of span like a "S" snake shape...! DAMN YOU FOOKERS! Wasting my precious time, can't you read the darn sign?!?!?! The poor ticketing staff had to tell them off to que at the normal line instead and there were some pissed look among them...I was really about to unleash a charged energy beam to zap those fookers to dust...There they are jamming up the que cos of their stupidity or poor understanding of ENGLISH and getting pissed cos the staff told them off? *sigh* yes I know I'm constantly surrounded by idiots and that their stupidity never fails to amaze me each time but sometimes I get rather pissed than be amaze! God have mercy on their souls!

Bought a pair of street knee guards from Pro-Tec to keep my fragile knees free from possible injuries due to my agressive style of skating...hehe!

Maple Story had lost it's novelty appeal to me so that explains me not playing it for quite sometime and also there are plenty of childish idiots in there to piss me off in a otherwise enjoyable game! Fook all you fookers!

Got pretty hooked up recently on FIFA street soccer game on XBox...hehe pretty addictive at the moment after some MurtherFooking Bitches occupied my no. 78 station at my usual XBox gaming place...idiots! I was pretty much tied to BurnOut Revenge but too bad the game was save in the HardDisk as the memory card was way too small to save the game and each time some joker was playing at my station, I can only sit and watch and pray that they get some game related symtoms and leave ASAP! Darn drawback of the public XBox...but WTF!

Nothing much that's all so go enjoy your weekend now...