- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -
Here it goes, what I think is the sweeetest and purest form of love.
Back in those school days, like around 14 to 17 years old when everyone is still young and probably a bit retarded...having crushes and infatuations on certain people and doing little things to get noticed by them only to feel shy and coy away...no worries, only studies and everyone dressed in the same shit...Haha no long hair, no thick make ups, no cool clothes and no freedom of expression but the same universal ugly, dull uniform throughout and yet we fell for a certain soul. It's pure, sweet but strange.
Like when first love first emerged, how the little things we do for the one that we liked, slipped little presents and letters into their bags, donned their names in our thextbooks, dream of them during lessons, smile at them and watched them do their things and feel the warm and satisfaction in our hearts...Ohhh how sweeeet! And slowly you ask around and found out more and more about them and finally you get to talk to them in person, maybe you'll get together with them someday, or maybe not...the bus rides together, the smile from their face, a little walk in the park after movies and finally a sweet goodbye kiss and "When can we go out again?" question to end the night...Trying to see each other in skool because of different classes and levels...That is all so sweet! No need to plan for the future, no need to think too much about posh cars and restaurants, everyday just get by as it seems...Really really sweet!
Too bad we can never go back to that kinda of innocent, pure and sweet love anymore...but I really think that THAT kinda love is love in its purest form...untainted by any other form of filth. Seriously comparing to love now, it's just 2 different thing...now it's more like about commitment rather than love as like I always say, Love is today while Commitment is tomorrow! We've gotta plan for the future, sometimes even think about what your other half can offer you in the future...also other factors like money, time, etc also plays a part...
A walk down memory lane really makes me ponder at those really beautiful sweet lovey dovey LOVE back then when nothing else really matter, only being together each and every day...yes it's silly but it's definitely love at it's purest form. How I longged for those swweet days...
Okay enuff of all these lovey dovey memories, time to get a grip and move on...haha cheers
Thursday, September 01, 2005
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