The End...

- Fate is decided by God but destiny is the path you choose to get there -

So yesterday was the last day of my part-time job...to think that I thought I was able to work till the very end of August...yah I'm pretty sute I was quite capable there but the lousy management of staffs and the really sucky people there really made my experience there suck big time...and hell with it am I ever going back there...

Was told by my supervisor that he didn't need so many people starting next week...so he said I didn't have to come to work anymore...Idiot! Ruin my beautiful plan...and many of the staff there told me that he is stupid to ask me to go as I was more capable than most of the temp staff there...maybe it was my work attitude that pissed him off? But then again I always get the shits...any sane person would be pissed as well...and I actually inquired from a permenant staff there and to my horror, no matter how hard they work PLUS overtime, their pay could never hit SGD$2k...My Gosh!? Is it really that bad? Poor you...but I'm glad that I met some really nice people there...Now, I guess I might be shaving my long long locks that I have kept for about a year or more to teach tution...don't be surprised...I just needed the dough while I am studying so I could fulfill my life-long dream...I badly wanna go Japan...most probably to work as I'm already too old to continue studying...must start my career before 30...scary!

Now I'm pretty lost as to whether to work in Singapore after I graduate from SIM next year or should I go apply for a job in Japan through the Japanese Embassy? Or should I go over to Japan as a staff of my religious skool? God knows...ilfe is about making choices and I really don't wanna make a wrong one and regret it later...Noooo...I definitely don't want that...And MomoChan broke the news to me that my ever-so-beautiful Japanese dream was about to be shattered...she told me the "REAL" Japan that I never knew...and so that explains why I'm rather messed up now...undecided about my future...Arigatou MomoChan...If I didn't cleared up my doubts with her, I'd never have realised that my ever-so-perfect dreams was ridded with so many flaws...scary...

And so my future looks bleak once again...*sigh* God give me a sign...a vision, a path...and enlighten me, the Dark one...

So much for bleak future...Now it's back to my views on certain things...firstly I wanna say that Singaporeans lack genuine talent...not to generalize the masses and incur their warth but the truth is that "most" fellow comrades here in the little Island they called Singapore really lack genuine talent...Well I'm refering to Singing contests in general...With the run away success of American Idol, Singapore followed suit with the Singapore Idiot version that spanned so many big time, brainless twits that will do just about anything to get a shot at fame...I say COME ON, there can only be ONE William Hong that will go down the history books with that kinda of cheap tricks and a little luck and tons of humiliation...forgo your dignity and ego, humiliate yourself in front of National TV and get sarcasm from the few millions people...you really think that you can build a fortune for the rest of your life? I respect your stupidity if you say yes 'cos it never fails to amaze me each time...IT'S A GOD DAMN BLOODY SINGING CONTEST and not a I-Look-Stupid-In-Front-Of-National-Tv contest so wake up...spare a thought for your parents...

Now why this post on singing contest is because Chen WeiLian is really really One such person I idolize like a GOD...Despite being blind, he emerged as the Chinese ripped-off version of the much hated singing reality tv shit...at least for me I HATE it...till I saw the courage and talent from this wonder boy! Shame on you, all you able and normal people who do silly antics and shits to get a shot at fame...LEARN for this humble, handicapped but never-say-die chap...this is what I called REAL talent...It's a singing contest and so please sing and not give us 5 minutes of free stupid entertainment...I really admired his courage and talent and so slowly I began to forget the fact that I really hate reality tv shows...The truth is that I really wanted him to win so as to go down history for a long long time and also to give hope to so many disabled out there...

For thee, I SALUTE you...you have my deepest respect...maybe a medal of honour like a purple heart for your bravery and courage...it's really people like this that gives a glimmer of hope to so many others...eventhough the votes from the masses might have helped him to win, I guessed he does have the talent...as for the rest of the other ENGLISH Idols, you know I really hate one particular fallen idol...yeah the one with the really big mouth and follows trend blindly and always act "Cool"...Please learn from this humble blind chap, if you are good, you are good! don't need to act or have fanciful shits...

Sign off...yours truly,
小郎