Somehow if you realise it, my postings are always a day late...hehe but that's sort of the way it's meant to be as I have to vie for the computer with my brother...when he's around, it's really hard to use the comp...okay so much for the little prologue.
Yesterday I met up with David to pass him some stuffs and the weather was like really nice for the whole day, sort of like my ideal weather, gloomy, dark and cold. I tried a different hair style since Evelyn commented on Saturday that it's kinda nice, very Japanese and like girl girl...well cool I guess so I decided to wear that style on Sunday too and so after my good bro flew me aeroplane on Saturday nite...asked me to wait and then he fell asleep without informing me...idiot! So I met up with David and his gang at China Square around 2 plus and we sort of like chill out there for a while before making a move. David sort of drop his long locks due to reservist which starts today and end like 2 weeks time and that I have to wait till then to have him order my Zoids for me...*sigh* its gonna be long...So got David's friend (shit, I can't remember that chap's name...) to send me home in his white Vios. Had an impression that he's below 30 but a little chat with him in the car made me realized that he's 30...and that he broke up with his gal for 6 months 2 months ago. Now that's sad but the girl is unmarried with a kid! So like buy 1 get 1 free I guessed...and he confessed that it's like the second time it happens already...oh yeah like how bad life can get, I leave it to your imagination...Well he's sort of a rather quiet guy and I suggested him to move on which he told me he already is and that for him to move out of the local market like me. He hesitated for a while but I manipulated his mind and urged him to follow suit...And so I reach my dark castle aka my home and somehow I felt that I left him wondering if my words are true...
So back home online I chatted with Novem to realise that he's determined to give up totally on girls...Damn What's wrong with people around me...he's 23 this year and definitely not that bad looking but...*sigh* I know there's nothing I can do to talk him outta it as he's a pretty stubborn fella, quiet most of the time and pretty introvert. No, he's definitely not turning gay but rather like a monk thingy...straight but just that he's giving up on girls. God please help him...I'm clearly at my wits' end now...Somehow I really wished that I can help those around me but at times, I feel lost and disturbed too. Misery is plaguing everyone around me...sometimes it affects me too but still I am constantly in search of an elixir to dispel it.
So today's a Monday and my elder brother is away for a week for his regional business trip and only will be back on Friday and my younger brother is in camp and will only be back on Friday as well...Now that's pure isolation but it's definitely a positive thing, I have the computer all to myself...Haha but my first exam paper is on Friday 13 of May ( Wow an "auspicious" Friday the 13 to start my 1st paper).
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