Thursday, May 19, 2005

Confessions Unveil the Lies Within

- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -

*sigh* Learnt about Evelyn's confession earlier in the morning...What a way to start the day...Yeah I know it sucks but shitty things keep coming during my exams...WHAT THE FUCK??? And with these confessions come the lies...not it's not the content that matters, but the fact that I was lied on by someone so close...It takes a long time to trust someone given my past but then again, I FUCKING HATE LIARS! All these days, months, years of trust vanish in that single instance when the lies were unveil...what's the point then? Building up so hard and so much to only destroy it at the very end...

Confusion is indeed a misleading state but if you had kept a clear mind from the start, none of these shits would have happen...If you think about your reputation, the amount of trust that you're given each time you are face with a dilemma, it's really obvious that the consequences will be clearly presented right before your eyes...and with that, it's really very very difficult to to make a wrong move...I really don't get it, why does poeple always step into shit-holes despite knowing the consequences before hand? Well, even myself do that at times...so I really don't bother explaining my actions after that and I expect everyone else to follow suit. Why bother redeeming thyself when you already know the consequences and STILL chose to err? Isn't it rather contradicting?

And so I chose to live with it rather than make a big redemption ceremony outta it. But although there's still some truth in the content that might have led to actually committing the mistake, I don't really bother what it might be as I only see results and not the proccess! For it's only seeking redemption from me if you choose to let me know.

Nothing much today although Starwars is showing across the globe for I'm pissed that I was being lied upon once again...it sucks and I'm in a foul mood because shits happen during my exams...FUCKING HELL! FUCK THE WORLD AND DIE!

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