My Dream Car...

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So for the very first time in my blog I shall reveal my dream machine which have taken over the place of Evo 5 and the FD3S RX-7 of which used to be my ultimate dream machine till the late 1999 to 2000 when the Nissan Silvia S15 was revealed to the world...Since then it has indeed taken over all the other favourites that I used to idolised...

And there you have it, the Nissan Silvia S15 IS my ultimate dream machine...Why not a baby Lambo, or a 360 Modena you might asked...well, those are unrealistic dream cars that one can only envy and "hope" to have one but seriously I would prefer a more feasible machine, preferably a Japanese make which boost a higher performance at a affordable price. Yes I know a baby Lambo is nice but I really wouldn't wanna park it under some HDB car park with a season pass...I mean it's silly and probably you'll need a new paint job every month...haha those dickheads who open their doors like their grandfather own the whole parking lot...damn these dimwits who have absolutely no consideration for others...and so the logic is that I'd get a big big house at 6th Avenue and then I'll get the exotic cars...minus the new paint job every month...

Unfortunately after seeing so many S15 on Singapore roads, I must voiced out that most kit up their cars with junk kits...really ugly, distasteful, *pui*...I really don't get it, the car itself is already a fantastically crafted piece of art that should end up in some Van Gogh Museum and here these distasteful people are fitting their cars with junk!...*sigh* If you suck at art, please don't show off to the world your "master piece" from junkland or garbage-soveriegn...Pleeeeeease...well maybe beauty lies in the eye of the beholder but please look around for more options, some aero kits look nice on certain cars but that doesn't mean it will look good on the S15...*sigh*...There are only like less than 5 S15 in Singapore outta the 15 plus I've seen over the years that sort off look innocently "decent" on the outside, no fancyful wings, stickers or colors...just plain simple looking with a monstrous beast within...now that's what I call art with a little tint of taste...

Well so here's the ultimate S15 with what I think is the most perfect kit for it...

"S15 with Top Secret kit and Rays Engineering TE37 white rims...now that's what I call a master piece"

and here's a little pic I ripped of Adrian's Blog...debuting our very own Rex TP...haha captions came with the pic...

"Hahaha..."

This is MY LIFE and I CHOOSE the way I WANT to LIVE IT...!!!

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On Saturday, 28 May, 2005, I consulted the receptionist Lucian at my Japanese school regarding how come Momoko-San can come over here to study English and that she'll be staying at the residence section of the Mission Center despite her having graduated from the language school...and I was told that if I participate actively in the activities organised by the school, and that I have to attend the monthly religious sessions (which means that I have to be a follower of Tenrikyo...), and under a local recomendation from my school, I can actually go over to Japan and teach English as a volunteer and also stay at their residence section instead of finding my own living space...and I think it's like about $60 per hour to teach English there....now that's quite a bargain...it's a whooping SGD$60 per hour...and so I was considering it...

I remembered my parents once said that they don't force me into any religion (that explains why I am still a free thinker now...) as they want me to grow up and choose one for myself...and so I consulted my parents...but to my disappointment, they denied the existence of the pact and gave a strict "No". I was quite mad as I really can't stand their "I-am-you-parents" and the "I'll-always-be-correct" shit...damn I really had a huge quarrel with them after that especially with my mom...why can't they respect me as an individual and NOT THIER SON? I mean come on...I am alive and I have my own set of thinking and principles...and these 24 years, how much do they know that I have gone through...? Yes, it's a fact that I cannot choose my parents but I certainly can choose my destiny and the kinda of life I wanna live and ain't nobody's gonna change that! Why can't they accept me as an individual and reason out my decisions and accept my choices in life for once...? Why is it that they cannot change that old mentality of theirs and I have to sacrifice my destiny for that...? Why is it that they had to provoke that inner rebellious demon inside me and suffer the warth once again before conceding defeat? It happen years ago and now I presumed that history repeating itself is inevitable. I really don't wanna know the answers to these questions...and I really hate it when I'm already 24, just 6 years short to being 30 and I cannot make my own decisions...

And the worse part is that even before I voiced out the whole issue, and that only after hearing like the beginning, they started giving all the stern "No" answers without the slightest compromise...I seriously need a more understanding family and support to accomplish great feats but seems like I can only get there by myself and my friends. Family support is the last thing that I wanna depend on now...Being "protected" all these years by their rules and regulations is not doing me any good...seriously it had sort of evolved me into a raging, defiant, and evil beast awaiting every chance to break free from this claustrophobic cage. No not that I had a deprieved childhood but that I had been supressed against my own will for too long and it's time I make a stand, once and for all! Singapore once protected it's banking sector and until a couple of years ago, the government decided to lift the "protecting shield" from banking sector to allow greater international competition. And now, even a casino had been given the green light and that a race track is being considered which all these were deemed inpossible in the past...many things evolve and so will us to be able to keep up with the society. The bottomline is that if their mentality do not change, there's no way I can make them understand and conflicts are inevitable and so I will still choose to go ahead with my decisions without ever consulting them again in the future. It's like they will definitely give a stern "No" answer without even giving the slightest consideration so it's redundant to even consult them in the first place and that I'll still go ahead even if they said no.

And so I have decided to start my own revolution even though my mom is not on talking terms with me since last night...

Oh yeah if anyone wants really good Japanese food, I'll recommend Ajisen Fine Dining at the basement of Takashimaya, just in front of Cold Storage's exit. The sushi range is quite limited for the $2 color coded-plates and the prices range from $2 to $8 for belt sushi. Though most of the "Gunkan" and "Nigiri" sushi is going for $1.90 at most places, and here it's slightly a little more expensive, but it's hand-made on the spot by a Japanese sushi chef! Trust me it's definitely worth every cent as the helping of rice is much lesser and the main sashimi, seafood, etc is much fresher and generous than the rest. The chef is really particular about the quality of the sushi and so all the belt sushi are hand-made. A definitely must try is the sea urchin going at $8 for a piece not a pair and it's only prepared upon order and also on it's availability!...Bon Appetite!

Berserker Fury

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And so I went shopping yesterday after my Japanese class. Stopped by at Uncle Steven's shop and chatted with him for a while and passed him my 1/6 scale samurai kabuto...hehe and got a fellow customer actually ask me which famous samurai it actually belonged to...hehe I told him I wasn't sure...but the fact is that it wasn't replicated after any famous samurai. And there in the shop, I fell in love with a flat green painted berserker fury on display...and so I began my journey to search for it.

Went to a couple of departmental stores but they only have the Buster Fuhrer which is a buster eagle and berserker fury combo set at quite high price considering the fact that I only wanted the berserker fury and not the buster eagle. So I wasn't ready to pay the price to acquire the set...And so after checking out most shops, I bought a Customize Part (CP-13) from OG Orchard at a discount for only like SGD$4 plus....haha so go grab it if you must...not quite a huge variety of customize parts as the really good ones are already long gone...

So here's a little pic of what I bought...

"Purple is a nice color...don't you think so?"

Tired, but relieved...

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Went out early just before noon to Takashimaya's Library to study. Luckily there was still spaces available...studied till like around 3.45pm, went to Uncle Steven's shop to check out Zoids stuffs...oh it's formerly at Clark Quay but it had since shifted to Exclesior Hotel's basement. Where the hell is that? Well, it's just next to Funan the IT Mall and Peninsular Shopping Center. He's got loads of Zoids stuffs there making the shop almost a Zoids boutique. Decided to order the Black Fuzor Energy Liger from him as David can't get it...and chatted with Uncle Steven for a while...kinda realise that he's a pretty nice chap...

I sort of inquired if I can display my toys at his shop as my room is running outta space and he agreed...and so I'm gonna display my 1/6 scale kabuto there...so go pop by and check it out...hehe and perhaps more of my other toys...

Just completed SWAT 4 a while ago...damn it was really tough if not for the cheats...hehe a little minor flaw of the game is that even under the "Normal" mode, you'll lead 4 other teammates to clear like a building containing something like 15 ~ 20 heavily armed and armoured criminals...now that's really an impossible feat to accomplish and to make matter worse, you cannot shoot and kill suspects as you'll need a minimum score of 50 points under "Normal" mode to proceed. Each time you shoot and kill a suspect, 10 points is being deducted...and there are dangerous gas cyclinders arounds so 1 slightest spark will "Ka-Boooom" and game over...so I had to like armed myself and the rest of the team with a less lethal shotgun that fires beanbags. That sort of temporary stun the suspects but some persistent ones (Fantastic A.I. here...!) will actually fire their guns at you or your teammates killing them in the process while the rest will just drop their weapons upon order! There was really no way to win in situations like this unless you have like 365 days to spare to complete the game...hehe but overall it's a fantastic game...the level of detail is just beyond words, even the mirror reflects your character! My gosh...so please go get the original game or seek the pirated ones at a steal of SGD$10, provided you still can find pirated shops around and not get caught. Beg, borrow or steal, get it and play it and you'll know what I'm talking about...

SWAT 4

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I spent the whole morning playing the game SWAT 4 by Sierra...well to say that the game is fantastic is an under statement. The AI is really good, like how the civilians react to the orders given, and how the suspects drop their weapons at the order of the SWAT officers. Really interactive environment and excellent graphics. A definite must to all FPS fans. The amount of realism from the AI to the details of a gloom underground torture chamber to the radio sets, ambience...is really almost like being there in the real thing. Controls are pretty standard and not confusing without sacrificing the vasat list of actions like, breaching, clearing, flashbangs, etc. Really a great game worth every cent of it and definitely giving Half-Life 2 a run for its money. Must get it for all you FPS fans out there, my verdict, 9 outta a possible 10.

Yeah I know my next paper is just next Friday, but at least gimme a break for now...okie...so it's like back to my game and here's a couple of screen shots...


"Career select screen"


"Mission Loading"


"Insertion Zone"

Lawrence's Blog

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Yesterday I was rather busy after I came back from the Expo. Yah I was there taking my Macroeconomics exam and boy was the paper tough...and it was like just my second paper, with 2 more to go...so kinda had to relax a bit so didn't really update my blog. Sorry as I know I had to like make it a point to update as often as possible...

Okay so I've got word that Lawrence's Blog is up and I managed to hook it up so go check out the left panel of this screen under links at the very bottom...Yah Lawrence's my very good god-bro...nothing much to update today, pretty battered after yesterday's exam

Japanese Curry Rice

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Today I woke up early so I can travel to Takashimaya Level 4 (or is it Level 5?...) Library to study as I know today is a Sunday which most of my family members will be at home making a big din. Woke up at 9am, left my castle by 10am and reach town by minutes before 11am...Waited till about 11.15am then I realised that today is Vesak Day which is also a public holiday and librarys don't operate on holidays...damn to think that there were a few other stupid folks like me eagerly waiting for it to open..."Idiot!"...but I left right after learning the truth but as for the rest, I guess they are still there wasting their time...

Had breakfast at Takashimaya's Macdonald's and was there studying till like around 5pm...in the process, I witnessed a live version of "Just for Laughs!". There was this sign at the end of the path between Mac and KFC that says "No Entry, Please use the main entrance. Sorry for the inconvenience caused." But apparently a lot of "intelligent looking" folks will just do anything to get across the "short cut". They sneak through avoiding the mostly-out-of-sight security guard, they crawled under the barrier with ice-creams still in their hands?!, they bash through the barrier almost killing the whole family in the process, etc...I must really give it to these people who will just try anything for a short cut. Haha really a hell of an entertainment and most of all, IT'S FREE! Really brighten my day as the stupidity from these intellectually shallow folks never fails to amaze me! Haha and now I'm gonna eat my dinner which I cooked myself...Japanese Curry Rice...hehe...yes I actually cooked everything myself except the rice and the pre-made curry sauce...here a pic of the curry sauce I bought...hehe courtesy of House.
"Yummy......!"

Join the Dark Side

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Back from dinner and Starwars...not bad, your typical Lucas-style genre packed with fantastic effects and sound...quite nice although it seems funny as Episode 4, 5 and 6 are suppose to be nearer to the present but seems like Eposide 1, 2 and 3 seems to feature more futuristic digi effect...haha go figure.

No I'm definitely not gonna give any details about the movie so if you wanna know, go watch it. Now that the saga is complete I really wished to watch all 6 Eposides at one go...hehe went for a vegetarian dinner somewhere near Beach Road...Yummy thanks to a recommendation by Desiree-San...Arigatou!

Starwars

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Okay so I was a little carried away yesterday after a series of unfortunate events...but I wouldn't carry forward all those angst and disappointment beyond 24 hours as I truly believe that it's just a total waste of my precious time and energy. I could harness them and channel them to complete other more productive things like studying for the rest of my exams, reading up on my Japanese language, learning more air-brushing techniques of the net, etc. So don't worry, I will be just fine and thanks for all your concerns and care, (esp. you Yujing...thanks...). Like I said the past had me so the present ain't gonna get me...no way. I couldn't care less now and I'll jolly well take everything in my stride...and like all others, sometimes I do have bad days.

Will be catching Starwars later in the evening as it's the concluding episode of the saga so I really won't wanna miss it...Oh yeah, acquired a couple of sets of the Pinky Street doll as I thought it was rather cute...here's some pics...

"Pinky Street Super Lovers set of 3"

"Pinky Street No. 8"

Well I bought the No. 8 figure as I like the little vampire teeth and her orange eyes but I sort of prefer her with the specs so I had to further acquire the other set of 3 as it's cheaper than buying 1 piece (and I got a poster for acquiring all 3...cool!). Did a swap here and there but too bad my digicam's not working so I couldn't get the pics up...

Confessions Unveil the Lies Within

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*sigh* Learnt about Evelyn's confession earlier in the morning...What a way to start the day...Yeah I know it sucks but shitty things keep coming during my exams...WHAT THE FUCK??? And with these confessions come the lies...not it's not the content that matters, but the fact that I was lied on by someone so close...It takes a long time to trust someone given my past but then again, I FUCKING HATE LIARS! All these days, months, years of trust vanish in that single instance when the lies were unveil...what's the point then? Building up so hard and so much to only destroy it at the very end...

Confusion is indeed a misleading state but if you had kept a clear mind from the start, none of these shits would have happen...If you think about your reputation, the amount of trust that you're given each time you are face with a dilemma, it's really obvious that the consequences will be clearly presented right before your eyes...and with that, it's really very very difficult to to make a wrong move...I really don't get it, why does poeple always step into shit-holes despite knowing the consequences before hand? Well, even myself do that at times...so I really don't bother explaining my actions after that and I expect everyone else to follow suit. Why bother redeeming thyself when you already know the consequences and STILL chose to err? Isn't it rather contradicting?

And so I chose to live with it rather than make a big redemption ceremony outta it. But although there's still some truth in the content that might have led to actually committing the mistake, I don't really bother what it might be as I only see results and not the proccess! For it's only seeking redemption from me if you choose to let me know.

Nothing much today although Starwars is showing across the globe for I'm pissed that I was being lied upon once again...it sucks and I'm in a foul mood because shits happen during my exams...FUCKING HELL! FUCK THE WORLD AND DIE!

Truth Unfolds

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Logged on to msn messenger a while ago and I realise that Evelyn's nick is a little unusual and so I realised that she must have found out about my blog...not that I had intended to hide from her but the time is just not right for her to read it...but it just so happen that on Saturday when she was at my place, I happen to reply an email from Cassandra and I sort of have guessed that she actually had saw my blog address in the mail...

*sigh* the truth always sucks doesn't it...Well I know Evelyn will keep everything bottled up inside her but then again I had to say, "I'm sorry..." that's the very least I could do. Now that she knows about my blog, I guessed there is nothing possibly that I can deny...here it contains the truth and also answers that she might be seeking...I really hope she can take it, yeah I know I'm a big fat bastard that deserve to be shot but...it's just that time is not on my side...things happen and everyone's gotta past but my past made me evil and merciless, but still at times, my concience pricks me and question my actions...lives are meant to be respected and not destroyed but I tends to destroy them indiscrimately. Retribution will punish me but that's my path, my life, my destiny...I chose this path and there's no turning back...I'll definitely endure it to the very end and that will possibly be my greatest regret.

Time is always not on my side, shit happens in the past and now in the midst of my fucking exams...WHY??? Retribution or salvation? Damn, life's full of troublesome chores, one after another, never ending and fucking tiring...Why can't I be free from all these?

For the past 20 years and till now, there's not a single person that truly understands me, since young, I can never throw tantrums in the house that I lived in. My family is like the perfect family to everyone around me, always laughing and full of joy...but deep down inside, God knows what I'm thinking. I feel like I'm wearing a fucking MASK each time I step into my house! Whenever I'm feeling down, my parents will NEVER give me the support I need, they will NEVER ask me what happened and why and had NEVER offered help and concern when I'm in a foul mood. I had to put on an false "iron mask" and pretend that nothing had happen and pull a laughing and jovial front. Fucking fake, deceptive and untrue. Eventhough I seek refuge with my close friends, they can only do that much and it's not always that they are available, everyone's got their own problems and own lives. No one in my family truly knows what I'm going through and so I seek refuge in my girlfriends...one by one they left me in the end, and I finally realised that one can depend one thy self. Ever since, I don't really like to pour out my problems to people around me, I seek the jovial, deceptive front that I had evolved to accomodate everyone around me...No it's not that I am deceiving my friends but I have sort of learnt not impose on them. So it's here in my blog that I voice out my greatest distress. And for that many years of supressed angst, I have learnt to be cold and merciless, pardon me as the one that stands before your very eyes is nothing more than an evil, merciless, cruel and tormented soul encased in a humble, false and opaque form.

I can only say I'm sorry to those whom I have inevitably hurt...

"You'll never know what I'm thinking..."

House Of Wax

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Okay, let me do a little review on House of Wax after watching it yesterday with my fellow movie kaki Amber...haha somehow I only go watch movies that is like really worth watching like LOTR, Starwars, etc but for those plain unappealing ones, I guessed I would probably give it a miss but thanks to Amber, my new found movie kaki, she'd ask me to accompany her watch those movie that I'd otherwise had given it a miss...

So House of Wax, my review...the gore factor is almost equal to Resident Evil the movie but nothing compared to the actual Resident Evil game or the Texas Chainsaw Massacare Movie...good for those who are into wax and stuffs...(Duh!?), Basically it's like pretty boring build up about a bunch of youngsters making their way to another state to play football (American Football...not soccer!) and somehow they decided to take a shortcut that's not on the map or the GPS in their car, and so there's a particular scene showing some bobbing head movements from our little vamp, Paris Hilton on the driver's lap...so go figure...they got lost and decided to camp in the woods for 1 night...got interupted by a old, rusty looking pick-up (what's new duh!?!?...) shining it's headlights at them...1 of the them got really pissed and threw a bottle and broke the headlights of the pick-up and it sort of drove off afterthat...and all these took up like almost 45mins or more...damn...

After that it was like watching Nightmare on Elm Street, Texas Chainsaw Massacare or Friday the 13...your typical Wes Craven flick where the killer chase down the main characters, girls in skimpy outfits shrieking and yelping for help and being killed in the end, boy chase killer and kill him, killer didn't die and come back for revenge...haha lame...but I must give credit to the ingenius computer wizardry and props to show the wax melting under the character's feet and the whole house made of wax come melting down...ending was typical that sort of suggest a sequel which is also know to be a flop...haha overall if you are into gore and wax and Paris Hilton in bra and panties and have like a spare $10, go watch it...

And speaking of horror movies, there's a upcoming Amityville House of Horror and here's a link of famous supernatural television spook Amityville, truth or hoax, you decide...

The Amityville House of horror - http://www.castleofspirits.com/amitycultural.html

My Parents Went for Holiday...without me!!!

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Woke up this morning at 5 am to send me parents and my younger brother to Golden Mile Complex as they had to be there by 6.30am. Well, they are going to KL for 4 days and will be back by Tuesday night...So like 2 days in a row I had to wake up so darn early but...somehow I didn't feel sleepy throughout the day eventhough I started to spread my deadly, contagious virus, "The Yawn"...hehe and so I was back home by 8.30am this morning, caught Thomas and Friends on Kids Central before I went back to hibernate...And the weather was like as if it was Armageddon, thick black clouds almost swallowing the buildings in the vicinity of 10 km radius...hehe a pretty magnificient sight to behold and also a very good time to sleep before the aftermath...hehe and soon it started to storm...and there I was laying almost motionless on my bed, tieh the air-con on and the curtains drawn...

Woke up up around 11.48am and the weather was so different, the rain was over, the sun was scorching hot, the earth was toasting, damn, wished the rain had lasted forever...made my way to town with Evelyn to check out Zoids again ( sorry but that's like my latest obsession...! Sorry Sine...)...Stopped by the first stop of the afternoon, Far East Plaza...bought 2 set of capsules toys...the full series of the Disney miniture gashapon machine and the full series of the miniture Pokemon gashapon machine...went to Isetan and Toys "R" Us to chek out Zoids again but I have finally decided, I shall get David, my toy supplier to order the Zoids for me as everywhere else is selling the same price...darn...

"Yujin Disney mini gashapon machine...Kawaiiii"

Saw a limited edition of the Kotobukiya (aka ArtFX) sand trooper going for $235...and its limited to 1000 pieces worldwide...errr...yeah I know it's nice but...I'm currently pretty short of cash...been studying for the exams and not working for the past 2 months...darn...Oh yeah just received a mail from Cassandra and she'd givin me the green light to link up her blog on my site so do stop by on the left panel later...but no psycho shit or any irritating pervertic ideas okay? Any complains from her I'll definitely get you...hehe you bet...

1 down, 3 more to go...

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So the first paper is up, not that bad, may at least scrape a pass but I think shouldn't fail...but a bit disappointing as I guessed I made a couple of unnecessary errors back there...woke up at 7 am and it's like @#$@%#$@...didn't feel like waking up when my alarm started ringing at 7 am and I thought I would just laze around but the fear of oversleeping freaked me out so I had to drag my heavy ass off the bed and I felt like a walking pile of water...hehe but I really didn't wanna miss the exam so had to do all those lousy things...

Meet up with Noah at Bukit Batok Mrt and made our way down to The Expo in the crowded morning MRT...still feeling zombie while on the train...and the amount of people got lesser as we passed the CBD area and by the time it was like at Bedok, the train cabin was virtually empty except for a few faces who look like they were gonna take the exam as well...saw many people studying along the way to Hall 5 where the big exam will be held...kinda freaked me out there as I slept at around 11.30 pm last nite and since this morning till I'm outside the Expo, I wasn't studying...scary and kinda pressurizing...but I told myself what the heck...I should be able to manage...

Noah, Desmond, Daniel (yes it's mine name but there's another of my friend by the same name...!!) and me sat outside Hall 5, and while the rest of them were studying, I'm sort of eagerly anticipating the exam to start but there's like almost 45 minutes to go...damn I thought...and so I took out my 2 filmsy pieces of notes to read and do some last minute revision...hehe and 45 minutes later, I was in the Expo, it was BIG, I mean real BIG...and the air-con was COLD...which is good as I like it cold...hehe (By the way, I'm the only cold-blooded mammal with green blood running through my veins...don't bother asking me why because that's for me to know and for you to find out...hehe!!!).

No I'm not gonna talk about the exam but it was over in a flash...and I actually had time to finish it without much of a struggle...cool and after that, while outside the exam hall, there is the usual commotion among students comparing answers and yes I was doing that too...and then Noah pointed out to me that there was Cassandra, the car show girl...oh yeah I do read her blog every now and then and I was like "really?" 'cos I didn't see her in real life before...so I was pretty much honoured to be able to see her there. Well she's pretty much the same as in the photos but she's more like "real"...hehe and her smile was warm and but she wasn't unfriendly even though I was a complete stranger who happens to read her blog...and so I walked up to her and offered my condolences as her uncle just passed away...(sorry about that Cassandra, If you're reading this...) and after that I went to town as Noah headed home...

Stopped by Bugis to check out Zoids and later went to Peninsular, followed by Takashimaya to check out Zoids again...hehe and then headed back home...

And so the rest of you guys and gals...like Yujing, Violet, Naomi, Daniel, Desmond, Noah, Apple, and everyone I missed out, GOOD LUCK and study hard for the rest of the papers...Gambatei yo!!!

So here it is...1 day before the BIG day!

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This entry goes out to all you fellow comrades doing your last minute revision for your test, exams, war, presentations, etc...God bless and be strong, have faith and live long and may the force be with you...(errr...doesn't that sounds familiar?!?! ) hehe...just like everyone else, I 'm gonna crammed all those information into my little brain later...full concentration and oh yeah, I woke up this morning at 10.30am to catch Animal Planet on channel 5 and Zoids on Kids Central at 11 am...(errr...what's that got to do with full concentration...?!?!?!)...hehe but I promise I'll be right back

Incase you are into toys, there's a Zoids fair coming up on 29 July at Takashimaya basement (yeah the place nest to the fountain that always have all the fair thingy..!!)...and now I shall go make my brunch...anyone care to join me?

"My new Chef, Pups "The Paw" Whiskers...hehe"

Thank You Yujing, This one goes specially out to you.

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Today's pretty different from the rest of the days where I'd lazed around till like late morning...well, I had to send my dad's car for servicing at 8am which means that I have to wake up at like 7am!!!!! My gosh, that's really early given that I usually sleep till late morning...but the exams' like just another 24 hours away on "auspicious" Friday the 13...cool...I mean that it doesn't really happen often anyway...and so I made my way to school to study after sending the car for servicing and it was like ready around 10am. Well I had to take this really bothersome ride on the good old and reliable bus back to retrieve the car. Half way there while transiting to the other bus, Yujing called and said she wanted to go school study and I told her I'd be in school. And so after retrieving the car, I drove back to school to study...(Gee, it's like running around in minotaur's labyrinth the "Amazing Race" style...!!!)

Meet up with Noah in the library to study...Yujing joined us like about 12 plus and the three of us were there working the last few precious hours to the limit...what to do, exams' like so near yet so far...the anticipation part is killing me but the unpreparedness part is killing me as well...*sigh* better hope all these paper qualification thing will get me somewhere where the big pot of gold is...

Then like in the near evening part, Yujing whipped out a little cute dreamcatcher and said it's for me and I was like what the?!?!?!?! Oh you know Yujing, you really shouldn't really have...now that's really sweet and it's like the first time I actually received a gift for teaching my fellow classmates...I really didn't expect anything as after all I sort of felt like I really suck at studying so it's better to mingle around a few smarter ones so I can figure out more...like understanding 1% of a millionaire and that's like a whooping $10,000...Somehow I felt a bit uneasy as it's sort of like I didn't really do anything that great to deserve a gift...THANK YOU YUJING!!!

here's a dreamcatcher link if u like http://www.dreamcatcher.com

and here's a few of the dreamcatcher's origin just for you Yujing for being such a nice friend...

"A spider was quietly spinning his web in his own space. It was beside the sleeping space of Nokomis, the grandmother. Each day, Nokomis watched the spider at work, quietly spinning away. One day as she was watching him, her grandson came in. "Nokomis-iya!" he shouted, glancing at the spider. He stomped over to the spider, picked up a shoe and went to hit it. "No-keegwa," the old lady whispered, "don't hurt him." "Nokomis, why do you protect the spider?" asked the little boy. The old lady smiled, but did not answer. When the boy left, the spider went to the old woman and thanked her for saving his life. He said to her, "For many days you have watched me spin and weave my web. You have admired my work. In return for saving my life, I will give you a gift." He smiled his special spider smile and moved away, spinning as he went. Soon the moon glistened on a magical silvery web moving gently in the window. "See how I spin?" he said. "See and learn, for each web will snare bad dreams. Only good dreams will go through the small hole. This is my gift to you. Use it so that only good dreams will be remembered. The bad dreams will become hopelessly entangled in the web."

Long ago when the world was young, an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language. As he spoke, Iktomi the spider picked up the elder's willow hoop which had feathers,horsehair, beads and offerings on it, and began to spin a web.
He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life; how we begin our lives as infants, move on through childhood and on to adulthood. Finally we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But", Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces; some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But, if you listen to the bad forces, they'll steer you in the wrong direction and may hurt you. So these forces can help, or can interfere with the harmony of Nature. While the spider spoke, he continued to weave his web.
When Iktomi finished speaking, he gave the elder the web and said, "The web is a perfect circle with a hole in the center. Use the web to help your people reach their goals, making good use of their ideas, dreams and visions. If you believe in the great spirit, the web will catch your good ideas and the bad ones will go through the hole." The elder passed on his vision to the people and now many Indian people hang a dream catcher above their bed to sift their dreams and visions. The good is captured in the web of life and carried with the people, but the evil in their dreams drops through the hole in the center of the web and are no longer a part of their lives. It's said that the dream catcher holds the destiny of the future.

For hundreds of generations, certain elements of Native American peoples' spiritualism have been, and continue to be, handed down. One of these elements was the hoop. Some Native Americans of North America held the hoop in the highest esteem, because it symbolized strength and unity.
A lot of symbols evolved around the hoop, and one of these was the Dreamcatcher.
Using a hoop of willow, traditionally, and decorating it with findings, bits and pieces of everyday life, it is believed to have the power to catch all of a person's dreams, filtering out the bad ones, letting only the good dreams pass through.
May they also work for you...

The Indians believe that the night air is filled with dreams both good and bad.The dreamcatcher when hung in your place of rest, swinging freely with the air, catches the dreams as they flow by. The good dreams know the way,slipping through the outer holes and slide down the soft feathers so gently that many times the sleeper does not know that he/she is dreaming. The bad dreams not knowing the way, get tangled in the web and perish with the first light of the new day.

And that Native Americans believe that dreams are messages from the spirit world.A dream catcher is said to attract dreams to its webs. The good spirits find there way through the centre hole and float along the sacred feathers to the people sleeping below. The bad spirits get caught in the web and are melted by the morning sun.

Okay I sort if ripped that off someone else's web...and once again I have to say, THANK YOU YUJING! Oh yeah incase anyone wish to get this sweet girl a present, please get it before 8 May and email me at shiroidevil@hotmail.com... thanks and hope you don't mind Yujing...hehe

"Here's a dreamcatcher for you Yujing..."

Banner Added

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Spent sometime after lunch sourcing the net for appropriate feathers create my banner and so here it is...well the blood on the feathers...let's just say Photoshop do wonders...took a pretty long time as my computer skills not that fantastic so had to like trial and error till I finally get it properly adjusted. Okay I'd better get back to my studies...

Lucifer, the Fallen Angel (堕落天使)

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In Heaven, his name was Lucifer (light bearer), he was God's most beautiful angel. But even in this position, Lucifer was not content. He took inordinate pride in his own angelic nature - he was overly pleased with his supernatural gifts, his immortality, his closeness to God. And eventually, his pride became so great that he was angered at having a master of any kind, even God.

He wanted to control his own destiny and so he rebelled against God and all of Heaven. He threw up his banner, recruited his army of equally discontented angels and waged war against God for supremacy.
To lead his own troops, God appointed the archangel Michael as his field commander:

"And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels, and prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceived the whole world; he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him ... Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabitors of the earth and of the seal for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath ..."
( - - - Revelation 12: 7-9, 12)


Thus having fallen from Heaven, Lucifer was no more -- he had a new name, Satan (the Hebrew word for "adversary") and his new domain was hell. The angels who had fallen with him (based on a determination by the Fourth Lateran Council in A.D. 1215) became his Demons.

Accursed by God and doomed to eternal torment themselves, Satan and his legions found a new vocation in the temptation and corruption of man. With nothing better to occupy their time, they resolved to take out their "great wrath" on those mortals too foolish or sinful to resist their lures and temptations.
Unfortunately, as the world's sad history will attest, there was never a shortage of recruits.

Completion of The Story Link

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So here it is, under Links, there's is this tab titled "The Story" in case if you fail to notice is finally completed...spent hordes of time doing last night till like 3.30 am. Yeah I know, but I'm sort of like if I wanna do something, I'd probably complete it and do it to perfection. So please go check it out at let me feel that my work is being appreciated...haha thanks. Today's weather was kinda nice, cooling like as if it's going to rain. Dark clouds gather but there is still no sign of rain. Was woken up abruptly this morning by a series of irritating phone calls. The bugger keep calling non-stop, stupid I guess...well if you cannot get throught the most probably reason is that that person is NOT IN or you're just being screened. Stupid idiot...and I had to suffer and sacrifice my precious sleep. And so I woke up around 10.52am, laze around till 11am to catch Zoids as usual. And so that's so much for today...

Remember to check out "The Story" tab under Links...

The Very Sad Truth

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Somehow if you realise it, my postings are always a day late...hehe but that's sort of the way it's meant to be as I have to vie for the computer with my brother...when he's around, it's really hard to use the comp...okay so much for the little prologue.

Yesterday I met up with David to pass him some stuffs and the weather was like really nice for the whole day, sort of like my ideal weather, gloomy, dark and cold. I tried a different hair style since Evelyn commented on Saturday that it's kinda nice, very Japanese and like girl girl...well cool I guess so I decided to wear that style on Sunday too and so after my good bro flew me aeroplane on Saturday nite...asked me to wait and then he fell asleep without informing me...idiot! So I met up with David and his gang at China Square around 2 plus and we sort of like chill out there for a while before making a move. David sort of drop his long locks due to reservist which starts today and end like 2 weeks time and that I have to wait till then to have him order my Zoids for me...*sigh* its gonna be long...So got David's friend (shit, I can't remember that chap's name...) to send me home in his white Vios. Had an impression that he's below 30 but a little chat with him in the car made me realized that he's 30...and that he broke up with his gal for 6 months 2 months ago. Now that's sad but the girl is unmarried with a kid! So like buy 1 get 1 free I guessed...and he confessed that it's like the second time it happens already...oh yeah like how bad life can get, I leave it to your imagination...Well he's sort of a rather quiet guy and I suggested him to move on which he told me he already is and that for him to move out of the local market like me. He hesitated for a while but I manipulated his mind and urged him to follow suit...And so I reach my dark castle aka my home and somehow I felt that I left him wondering if my words are true...

So back home online I chatted with Novem to realise that he's determined to give up totally on girls...Damn What's wrong with people around me...he's 23 this year and definitely not that bad looking but...*sigh* I know there's nothing I can do to talk him outta it as he's a pretty stubborn fella, quiet most of the time and pretty introvert. No, he's definitely not turning gay but rather like a monk thingy...straight but just that he's giving up on girls. God please help him...I'm clearly at my wits' end now...Somehow I really wished that I can help those around me but at times, I feel lost and disturbed too. Misery is plaguing everyone around me...sometimes it affects me too but still I am constantly in search of an elixir to dispel it.

So today's a Monday and my elder brother is away for a week for his regional business trip and only will be back on Friday and my younger brother is in camp and will only be back on Friday as well...Now that's pure isolation but it's definitely a positive thing, I have the computer all to myself...Haha but my first exam paper is on Friday 13 of May ( Wow an "auspicious" Friday the 13 to start my 1st paper).

Zoids FZ-015 Energy Liger

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Okay I just came back a while ago and I'd like to voice out my great displeasure...so there I was on my way home by the faithful and reliable MRT, somehow it was pretty crowded and there was like a whole lot of Indians, presumably Bangalahs surrounding me...and there was like this really fat Indian lady shovelling her way in (I'm just standing pretty close to the train doors!!!) when its was like already damn crowded...and her body was already penetrating my personal bubble...not to mention her long hair almost whipped my face. GOG DAMN IT, take another entrance or train dumb bitch!!!...and the stench from these dark skined compatriats, WHAT THE FUCK! It just stinks...and I HATE THE FUCKING SMELL...it's really pissing me off...Yeah I know I shouldn't be racist or risk being sued like that poor PSC scholar overseas but the smell IS JUST FUCKING PISSING ME OFF!!! Like how some people smell like garbage while others smell like a rotting carcass...FUCKING INSOLENCE ASSHOLES!!! AND THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG SO BEAT IT IF YOU CAN'T STAND WHAT I WRITE HERE!!! YES YOU MOTHER FUCKING SON OF BITCH!!!...I just can't get it why some thoughts that we put on our blog will like get us into trouble...really defeat the purpose of the freedom of speech for blogs...isnt it suppose to be like an online diary? What's a fucking diary for when you can't voice out your inner most suppressed feelings? I really think those guys behind the Blogger thingy should include a clause or covenant to protect the interest of us fellow bloggers...go figure

The journey wasn't the least enjoyable and I really had to endured the smell throughout the journey...How I wished I had a military standard issue gas mask at leat to protect my sensitive health...really unbearable and when the 2 seats directly in front of me was emptied, I gestured to the 2 pretty girls behind me to be seated, hey afterall I am a GUY! So it's only natural to offer it to the elderly, pregnant mums, disabled, etc and lastly to any female around (some young punks like those from China, and not to mention locals as well are just mother fuckers...not at all obligated to give up their seats to those who need it!!!)...and so here was this 2 babes seated right in front of me and the Bangalah next to me was like scanning his eyes throughout their bodies...Okay they were wearing tubes and skirts but WHAT"S THE BIG FUCKING DEAL? There I was couldn't really be bothered and the Bangalah was like virtually staring like he could see through those clothes...and when he caught me giving him the " Hey Mother Fucker, What The Fuck Are You Staring At?" stare, he sort of pretended like nothing had happened and a while later, he's at it again...Come on...Discovery Channel's got animal sex all day man...so go wank yourself silly. I really don't get it, why this perverted Bangalah was ogling so hard...maybe he tried to many animals? Maybe the female folks in his country look different? Like spotting fur instead of hair? Maybe they've got like 5 tits and 7 arms? What the fuck??? I really don't get it...but I sort of guessed his primitive animal instinct to pro-create was poisoning his mind but to bad someone's got to remind his that the infamous Rotan governments this island here...

Then the seat next to 1 of the babes got vacanted and that Bangalah forced his way through to seat right next to the girl and now he's like ogling at her boobs and when the girl took out her wallet, he was like staring at the stash of money...My God, I really wished I could like shove the shinning vertical hand rail up his ass...but let's just hope he doesn't do anything funny to the girl...and so it was like my stop. I had to leave reluctantly and I thought, "Good luck and God bless" to the girls...but if he was already initiating a outrage of modesty shit, I'd probably give his face my "Holy Fist" and alert the cops...Fucking Asshole...

Okay so much for the unpleasant journey home...I was out with Evelyn today searching for some toys and I stumbled upon the Zoids Energy Liger...somehow it's sort of like a lion with a unicorn horn on its forehead and an arched blade with rune inscriptions...really majestic. Even Evelyn finds it nice and so I am determined to get it. A check with David aka My Toy Supplier suggested that he could get it for me so I'll just have to wait...and I'll most likely get the CP-03 customized parts for the Energy Liger. Well the CP-03 is actually a Vulcan cannon for the Dark Horn Zoid (the rhino) but somehow I'd try to figure a way out to fit it onto the Energy Liger. Oh by the way, the Energy Liger comes in 2 colors, the Red/Orange combi and the Black /Red combi...and I'd probably get the Black/Red combi and customized it's wings and enegy barrel to smoke and fit it with the Vulcan even though it DOES not fit the Energy Liger at all, but...I just love customizing my toys...a 1 of its kind and only by Me, Your Royal Highness...hehe so here's a little pic...

The Elements That Rule My Life

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So here's a little Element Test from http://quizilla.com/users/PainfulBliss/quizzes/ and here's the Element that I am constantly trying to achieve...



Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil one with a black heart and no soul. People avoid you since you cause so much trouble and enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like nothing more than to rule this earth and be hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are probably a cast-away from society and family and have had a tough life where you learned to live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You do not wish to befriend anyone and you certainly do not wish to be in love. As a student of having learnt everything the hard way, you tend to be manipulative when you want something for yourself. In your head there is only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No one cares about you so why should you? In school you probably ditch classes and go somewhere else instead of sitting in a classroom. It is not that you are stupid, because you're probably very smart, but everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the same room, breathing the same air as your enemies is not desired by you.

And here the Element that is best describe me and probably the IS the truth...Ice, which is cold, resilient, and fearful...



Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little odd, but this is a side-effect from when the element of Water gets to hurt. Once you were a content soul, and happy with life. But then something happened. Not necessarily on one day, it probably happened gradually over time. You lost your will to care and became even more reserved from the world. People had hurt you in ways you do not want to remember and now you isolate yourself from them. You have turned into an outsider and probably dress more in black than you used to. Your depression is eating you up and tearing you apart and the worst part is that no one is willing to help, or so it seems. In school you are often by yourself or one single friend and you rarely seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad, distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to your face and you need a saviour from this world. You may turn to music for understanding and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid of some pain. You are not very open about your problems to your family/friends, and wish that they would just notice it and make it go away.

Character Profile - Yujing aka Jing

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So here it is...a character profile once again...this time is Yujing aka Jing...since I introduced her my blog, I guess she might be a potential reader in the future so here it is, a character profile...

Okay Yujing aka Jing is a fellow course mate that I got to know sometime last month while attending a lecture or izzit a revision? I really can't remember...but the first impression of her? I thought she wasn't local...somehow she possesses that foreigner look...sort of like ethic chinese with a little bit of foreign blood, like caucasian, korean...I can't really describe...but she has big bright eyes...haha and a really warm smile. So there she was sitting just beside me and I was like searching for fellow students who took the mock exams so I can like accumulate the better answers as some of the University of London (UOL) revision workshop suck big time...a little more detailed would be that the lecturers from London actually sucks big time...they sort of like messed up what we've actually studied so far as they taught things that are like out of our syllabus and expected us to know them and actually use them in the exams...so it's either the local lecturers are not doing their job or that the UOL lecturers are screwing up here...

Oh sorry for straying again (hmmmm what's new...?) but somehow I was a bit agitated when mentioning that...and somehow when I first asked Jing for her name, I couldn't really catch it so I actually asked her " Are you local?" and she quipped "Yah... and so WHERE are you from then? with that puzzled look spiced with a little "So where do you think I am from?" sarcasm...Haha and when I actually introduced my god bro Noah, Jing was like " So where is he from?" and I sort of answered " Oh Jerusalem..." and yeah right like she believed...haha and so that was like how it all started...Well not that I know Jing for a long time but here's what I think of her after talking to her today earlier at lecture...

She's definitely got the looks, big eyes, warm smile...hearty personality, jovial sort of like those that can get along well with most people, smart but she will definitely decline it humbly...(Haha...) and that she's bored of locals like Me, you Royal Highness...haha and that she is still seeking for foreign nobles...hehe and she is pretty afraid of dogs...Now that's something that I would want her to....errr like sort of change...to accept that dogs are friend and not foe, they (only big cute ones like Golden Retriever and Huskies ) are really cute and harmless...hehe maybe sometime in the near future...Haha I think she'll definitely make a good friend...I mean with the really cute dogs....Haha...I got you there didn't I...okay so here's a little "Have No Fear With Big Cuddly Animals" specially for YOU, Jing...

"Small bullies are in abundant and growing these days..."

My current Fad

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Just came back from school a while ago...the rain have stop...but the weather is still good and pretty much suitable for a little nap...but I'd wished it was like that for a long time so I can hibernate...haha maybe after my exams I will hibernate and rejuvenate while awaiting Momoko's arrival...Met up with Jing and Naomi to study today...and I realise that Jing's full name is actually Yujing...sorry and pardon me Jing, you know my chinese sucks big time...haha that time when I asked Jing for her name, I really cannot remember it so I just addressed her as Jing...hehe sort of gotten sued to it already but now that I know that she's Yujing, I'll try to get her name correct...and so today's another rainy day that sort of brings back good old memories...like sitting by the ceiling to floor window and cradling your soul mate and watching the rain drops fall down...yeah it's nice but it's like already in the past but still everytime it rains, it still does ring a bell...

And so the exams is like drawing nearer each day...a little uneasy as usual like who will be damn confident when it comes to exams...maybe not the usual homo sapiens...haha oh yeah, I've got a current fad...the ArtFX Starwars sandtrooper and stormtrooper...saw it the other day at a ground shop in China Square and it sort of like still lingering in my mind...here the sand trooper pic...

yeah that's my latest fad...like many Starwars fanatic around the globe, I sort of like the trooper series and the droids from Eposide 1...nothing much to update now so you go enjoy the rest of the rainy weather...

Don't be sad Momoko-San, I'll remember you always...

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Okay seems like the mail I sent to Momoko San a couple of days ago requesting her to actually view my blog site was answered...hehe but she seems a bit unhappy about me not mentioning about her... Uh-Oh!!! That's not how it seems to be...I swear I wrote about her...go find the April's entry and I'm really sure you can find 2 entries about Momoko San...but anyway here's another one credited to her...and here is what she sent me...

"Wednesday, May 04, 2005 12:54:03 PM"
"hi daniel i m reading ur homepage. i m enjoin it but there is no about me. why
? u dont remember me ?"

Hey Momoko, it's not that I didn't mention about you...it's just that it's in the older entries (April ones)...and I'm pretty sure I'll never be able to forget you...though the time you had in Singapore is short last year, I must confessed that those times that we shared shopping in town, cruising in the Black Lancer, getting you back to Watten Esate in time...haha it was like the happier times of my life...really and I was a bit sad when you told me that you'd probably be visiting Phillipines instead of here...really a bit disappointed but when you finally decided to come here instead...I was really lost for words...I kept smiling like a lunatic for the whole week and all my friends whom I told actually says I'm crazy...but that's really how I felt...too happy that I really couldn't find the exact words to describe the feeling.

Haha hey Momoko, hope you don't mind I put the messages you sent me here as this web diary belongs to me and only privileged friends' stuffs I'll put here...and I must confessed I, your Royal Highness is really honoured to be your friend...It's my greatest pleasure to be of your service as you might very well be the one to fulfil my destiny or maybe the one that might lead me nearer to my destiny...somehow from the 1st email message Momoko sent me on Dec 11, 2003 after she returned to Japan from Australia, I still keep it in my mail box...though she's like thousands of miles away, the ease of the Internet allows me to constantly maintain contact with her...so far yet so near...but she will be coming to Singapore in August and each and everyday, I am eagerly anticipating her arrival...and the mere thought of it just brightens up my day...and I just sent her a mail requesting her for her photos...hehe 'cos I only have 2 pictures of her taken by my miserable phone...hehe so here it goes...the long awaited Momoko San, finally revealed...

"Now ain't Momoko sweeeeet! My gosh, I'm melting....*ARRRGGGGGHHHHHH*"

The Sleeping God Has Awaken

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Good afternoon...woke up a while ago to catch Zoids animation on Central...(Sorry I'm an animation freak...)...really nice adaptaion of the original Japanese one...okay so yesterday was a little pissed as I requested Evelyn to accompany me go out and she said she was busy and asked me to wait...and so after she finished her stuff, she claims she's tired and don't feel like going out...what the fuck?! I hate being fly aeroplane...damn it...so I went out to study instead. And that earlier I actually found out that my brother had uninstalled the Palm software...shithead...and all my Palm database was like completely wiped out. All my friends birthdays, contact nos. boy what a evil Monday...And I had to ask my friends their birthdays again...and those lost contacts...FUCK, there's no way I can recover them. So after studying from like 6 to 8 pm, I called to check on Amber as she's suffering food poisoning the day earlier from some BBQ at Marina South...

Came back home just before 9.30pm as I have been summoned to fetch my younger brother back to camp by 2200 hours...so I thought might as well pop by at Amber's place to see how's she doing...(poor thing...) and so there I was loitherng outside her house like around 10.45pm chatting with her...and boy was she cute...she was actually watching some Disney cartoon instead of resting...haha and she show me the big fat ginger cat that looked really like the real Garfield...So like at slightly passed 11 pm, I shoved Amber back to her house and demanded her to go rest...( she's a Disney cartoon freak...haha different genre that's all...)...went home after that and watched tv till 2 am...

Oh yeah, I had a friend who asked me a couple of days ago how to raise 10K in the shortest possible time and so as usual I listed the common options to her and just 2 days ago, she actually asked me where to get potassium cyanide or sodium cyanide?!?!?!?! I say CYANIDE?!?! boy I wonder which terrorist cell is she working for? I really don't wanna get my ass filled with weapons of mass destruction...*ouch* it must really hurt...I mean I am totally flabbergasted...first she asked for money then the deadly cyanide...uh oh...I can sense something unusual brewing here...but I do stress to her that she can actually order them through the government...(haha I really wondered if she took that one...) and that she have to be really sincere...haha okay I can't stop laughing but please don't bomb my sweet little ass that will remain virgin till the day I die? Hahahaha okay I'll try to get a grip...1....2....3, stop! there, I'm done with the laughing...so the story goes, I really don't wanna know what she's up to...so much for yesterday

So today, I...I really don't know what I'll do today so I guess I'll update later...tata now and enjoy your lunch...


"See my butt, it's so furry and cute rite? but please don't get kinky for I'm just a kid!"