- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
*yawn* hmm so sleepy...recalling yesterday's journeys...oh yeah Howl's movin castle is really nice...really recommend you guys to watch it...but sorry i really can't reveal to much details except its is a really sweet animated love story with warp details...so please go watch it...onegaishimasu...yesterday morning suppose to wake up at 7 to study japanese but slept till 9.30am haha...left for japanese class around 10.45am and headed for Comics Connection to chk out some animation for my companion. After that went straight to class. Having studied just an hour earlier, and lucky to have a seat in the very crowded train, i continued studying...So there i was in my japanese class with my stomach craving for food badly, I chose to go for the test 1st then go for my brunch...after a series of scribbling here and there i managed to complete the test with 2 ~ 3 blanks. Chotto kowai as some how the test still seems diffucult on a second attempt...
After that, went for brunch and its back to lessons...and approximately about 2 hours later, lesson ended and my sensei told me that i cleared the test...but a few of my classmates who took the test with me earlier wasn't so lucky...Headed to Funan vicinity to search for a skate belt as my current leather belt only have a few preset holes and it is either too tight or too loose if i hang my jeans loosely on my hips as i always do. The lowly hung jeans look has always been an in thing for me except for formal wear. But it seems like there is not mucch variety there and i was too lazy to check out town so after a few minor considerations, i settled for a black one though i wanted a cloth like material but the one i got was nylon. Then its time for the movie so there i was travelling to town for the movie and while browsing thru the cinema, i realised that there is this particular show i badly wanted to watch compared to my all time favourite SpongeBob the movie...haha its Team America. A full length puppet wizardry movie from the creators' of south park. Sorry but since the last time i caught Tim Burton's infamous dark movie "Nightmare Before Christmas" and "The Puppet Master", boy was i swept off my feet for animated show like these and its like a once in a while before you get good animated movies like these so better appreciate them...After the movie, back to my nest as usual and continues to work on my samurai master peice.
Okay so much for Sat, but not much to add for today...but i gess later I'll be going to my friend's place to pick up a couple of japanese animation and to town to pic up materials for my ultimate samurai master piece...will keep you updated but in the meantime this is Me, your Royal Highness signing off...
p.s. be kind to animals...
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Friday, February 25, 2005
Back From Battle...
- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
Geez...finally i am back again in this cool air-conditioned room...*whew!* boy the weather was really toasty outside...like frying my brains outta my head...and i hate that sweaty feeling...sticky, smelly , annoying, *yikes* that's bad you know...okay back to the main point...my elastic band broke while i was scribbling my answers madly...*sob*...haha ^_^ but somehow i seem to remember 70 ~ 85 % of wat i studied...which is obviously a good thing...a bit of here and there seems to be lost at the back of my brain though...but i think most likely should be able to clear it though i was really hoping to score in this one...but wat the hell its over...yeah its over....haha
okay bought a couple of sweets b4 i went for the exam and had i big bleu cola flavoured lollipop stuck in my pocket ready to take on the exam sort of like a lucky charm. So there i was treading cautiously into the exam hall...suave as usual but really nervous on the inside...haha that's so me...put my sweets on the top left corner of my table and when the "the time now is xxx, you may begin" was here, all hell broke lose...haha after scanning thru the questions, it seems to me that a genuine stream of confidence flow thru me...and i started to scribble everything relevant that was crammed into my head for the last 48 hours. After the 1st question, i sort of lose my composure a bit and was actually struggling trying to remember the relevant points. Skipped a couple of question to attempt later while tackling those sort of have a vague vision of...so managed to complete 80% of the question including leaving out a 10 mark question completely blank as i totally forget what to write...haha so much for the studying...
yeah and so fortunate of me to sit diagonally behind this "ah lian" wannabe and boy was her ass crack flashing in my face...*whoa?!* was i lucky or its it a booster for me to clear my exam faster...well a mix of both i must confess...i was thinking if she was actually wearing anything under those jeans...*ouch* i bet nothing beneath those jeans must have really hurt...yeesh better stop feasting on those lewd thoughts...haha and so i continued to scribble thru my answer sheet...and there were so many cancellations...so damn untidy and messy when you are to produce quality and qunatative work given a time constraint...a bit the tough though i did managed to walked outta there alive along with the other academic comrades...haha
finally i finished and back home i went...though i stopped by West Mall to buy a white elastic band and a package of 5 Myojo mee goreng home to cook...and now while waiting for my noodle to cook here i'm writing all these that i promised earlier (or did I?)...okay i really need to eat now b4 i collapsed and jammed the keyboard with the saliva flowing outta from my mouth and cause an urban fire...haha late guys...
Geez...finally i am back again in this cool air-conditioned room...*whew!* boy the weather was really toasty outside...like frying my brains outta my head...and i hate that sweaty feeling...sticky, smelly , annoying, *yikes* that's bad you know...okay back to the main point...my elastic band broke while i was scribbling my answers madly...*sob*...haha ^_^ but somehow i seem to remember 70 ~ 85 % of wat i studied...which is obviously a good thing...a bit of here and there seems to be lost at the back of my brain though...but i think most likely should be able to clear it though i was really hoping to score in this one...but wat the hell its over...yeah its over....haha
okay bought a couple of sweets b4 i went for the exam and had i big bleu cola flavoured lollipop stuck in my pocket ready to take on the exam sort of like a lucky charm. So there i was treading cautiously into the exam hall...suave as usual but really nervous on the inside...haha that's so me...put my sweets on the top left corner of my table and when the "the time now is xxx, you may begin" was here, all hell broke lose...haha after scanning thru the questions, it seems to me that a genuine stream of confidence flow thru me...and i started to scribble everything relevant that was crammed into my head for the last 48 hours. After the 1st question, i sort of lose my composure a bit and was actually struggling trying to remember the relevant points. Skipped a couple of question to attempt later while tackling those sort of have a vague vision of...so managed to complete 80% of the question including leaving out a 10 mark question completely blank as i totally forget what to write...haha so much for the studying...
yeah and so fortunate of me to sit diagonally behind this "ah lian" wannabe and boy was her ass crack flashing in my face...*whoa?!* was i lucky or its it a booster for me to clear my exam faster...well a mix of both i must confess...i was thinking if she was actually wearing anything under those jeans...*ouch* i bet nothing beneath those jeans must have really hurt...yeesh better stop feasting on those lewd thoughts...haha and so i continued to scribble thru my answer sheet...and there were so many cancellations...so damn untidy and messy when you are to produce quality and qunatative work given a time constraint...a bit the tough though i did managed to walked outta there alive along with the other academic comrades...haha
finally i finished and back home i went...though i stopped by West Mall to buy a white elastic band and a package of 5 Myojo mee goreng home to cook...and now while waiting for my noodle to cook here i'm writing all these that i promised earlier (or did I?)...okay i really need to eat now b4 i collapsed and jammed the keyboard with the saliva flowing outta from my mouth and cause an urban fire...haha late guys...
The Battle Rages On...
- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
Harlow, Konichiwa...somehow i have managed to remember what i actually studied and i must say i am a little, yes just a little more confident than yester to embark on the ardous journey later to battle my academic capabilities, in short, an EXAM...(Duh!?) Well now that i have finished studyin ( or is it?...) I just have the urged to put a little entry here b4 i leave 4 my battle later...Somehow last evening i just cant seem to concentrate on my studies, with that little brain of mine straying all over the place...Distractions here and there, but thank God i managed to get them back in time after a little begging here and there to focus on the fact that my exam is like TODAY...and i still have yet to know my work...So after sloggin thru 4 the last few hours b4 my precious japanese anime starts, i managed to cover quite a bit and actually remembering them till now...haha but its was quite a disappointment as the anime was actually a repeated episode i guess due to some unforseen error back there at the station and to think that i thought it was like a de javu, or a premotion of the future?!...nah so i just sat there and revised thru the anime instead of my revision for my exams...haha but seems like the second anime Kiddy Grade ( Eclair is soooo sweet!!!) was quite boring...that particular story last nite was a bit dry...
Oh yeah, last nite it seems the little pesk didn't showed up (you know who you are you little twit!!) and i had a peaceful nite of uninterrupted sleep. Refreshed as i woke up this morning...and so i can diffused more information into that little over-crammed brain of mine encased beneath that mammoth-thicked skull...haha ^_^ okay i guess that's about it for now as i have better get back to my studies and i think i can see my lecture notes staring at me (Whoa! now tha's freaky...)...later when i get back, i'll try to give you and update...hang in there now...
Harlow, Konichiwa...somehow i have managed to remember what i actually studied and i must say i am a little, yes just a little more confident than yester to embark on the ardous journey later to battle my academic capabilities, in short, an EXAM...(Duh!?) Well now that i have finished studyin ( or is it?...) I just have the urged to put a little entry here b4 i leave 4 my battle later...Somehow last evening i just cant seem to concentrate on my studies, with that little brain of mine straying all over the place...Distractions here and there, but thank God i managed to get them back in time after a little begging here and there to focus on the fact that my exam is like TODAY...and i still have yet to know my work...So after sloggin thru 4 the last few hours b4 my precious japanese anime starts, i managed to cover quite a bit and actually remembering them till now...haha but its was quite a disappointment as the anime was actually a repeated episode i guess due to some unforseen error back there at the station and to think that i thought it was like a de javu, or a premotion of the future?!...nah so i just sat there and revised thru the anime instead of my revision for my exams...haha but seems like the second anime Kiddy Grade ( Eclair is soooo sweet!!!) was quite boring...that particular story last nite was a bit dry...
Oh yeah, last nite it seems the little pesk didn't showed up (you know who you are you little twit!!) and i had a peaceful nite of uninterrupted sleep. Refreshed as i woke up this morning...and so i can diffused more information into that little over-crammed brain of mine encased beneath that mammoth-thicked skull...haha ^_^ okay i guess that's about it for now as i have better get back to my studies and i think i can see my lecture notes staring at me (Whoa! now tha's freaky...)...later when i get back, i'll try to give you and update...hang in there now...
Thursday, February 24, 2005
After the 1st day...
- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
haha to tink i noe my work and i actually studied b4 going for the exams and then to realise that i noe only a little...*yikes* i kinda like really freaked out just now, a while ago there while struggling thru the exam...hmm. maybe i should really put in more effort in studyin rather den playin. And in just a few more hours, tomolo will b another tough paper. Back to back with today's paper, how "lucky"!!! Although its just a mock exam and the marks r not taken into consideration 4 my degree, its still a guage of where my standards are. Just as i was born to be a perfectionist by nature, naturally i demand a lot from myself. But too bad there is a particular trait in my character that's bringin me down, laziness. Though i am a perfectionist, i'm rather motivated my my inspirations, which at times r just not there. And besides its just to difficult to work without inspirations at times. But that's just the way it goes...
Okay so back to the mock exams...i just realised that after going thru all the lectures and not missing a single 1 (hmmm...or did i miss 1 or 2?), there is just not enuff to absorb in just a matter of 72 hrs. I guess it just boils down to the most important thing, fluency! Everything around us, including new habits, skills, language, studies, needs time to be adjusted and the more we get associated with it, the more fluent we are. So i guess its just that i have really gotta start practicing more and more. Besides, my ACTUAL exam is like in May, and that's is like only a few mths away, scary eh?! Somehow i used to think that i'm really just haven't got that "study gene" in me and till sometime ago, i'm still living in self denial. But now i came to realise that nobodys' borned to do wat they are capable. Its just how determined you are to get it done. There it goes, i must really put in effort and forced myself to study and to put in the same amount of concentration that i put into gaming. Haha but that's the truth.
Oh well and last nite, the Evil Mosquito came back to pissed me off at around 4.48am in the damn morning. That tiny pesky little twit disappeared the moment i on the lights. And that...robbed me a few precious minutes of my omnipotent sleep, and sleep is something that i put it high in my hierachy if priorities. *sigh* to think that something so small that i could just squashed it between my fingers is capable of wreaking so much havoc to a giant like me. I sincerely salute you, my dear mosquito, but...i'm really sure i will give you a honourable death...(damn you!)
And now that i'm hooked to japanese anime that's showin every Wed ~ Fri on Central every nite 11pm, i really have to cater time appropriately for my studies as i really cant bear to miss those animations. Somehow they seems to possess a certain degree of diazepam to restraint my anxiety and to suppress my stress while studying for my exams. Its like taking a nice hot bath after a tiring day. And to think that this week is like endurance week, Thurs ~ Sat, 2 really tough mock exams and 1 Japanese retest on Sat... haha oh well that's my life and i think i can still cope. Really lookin forward to Sat as I, the lazy bum, your royal highness will be catching Howl's moving castle...Sorry but i just have a soft spot for anything japanese...but as for now, i guess i'll just have to pull thru all these tests. ^_^ and then after that, a good movie awaits me...but next week, another 2 more mock exams...hmmm so much for fluctuations of anxiety...okay gotta go now, will update you soon, tata...
haha to tink i noe my work and i actually studied b4 going for the exams and then to realise that i noe only a little...*yikes* i kinda like really freaked out just now, a while ago there while struggling thru the exam...hmm. maybe i should really put in more effort in studyin rather den playin. And in just a few more hours, tomolo will b another tough paper. Back to back with today's paper, how "lucky"!!! Although its just a mock exam and the marks r not taken into consideration 4 my degree, its still a guage of where my standards are. Just as i was born to be a perfectionist by nature, naturally i demand a lot from myself. But too bad there is a particular trait in my character that's bringin me down, laziness. Though i am a perfectionist, i'm rather motivated my my inspirations, which at times r just not there. And besides its just to difficult to work without inspirations at times. But that's just the way it goes...
Okay so back to the mock exams...i just realised that after going thru all the lectures and not missing a single 1 (hmmm...or did i miss 1 or 2?), there is just not enuff to absorb in just a matter of 72 hrs. I guess it just boils down to the most important thing, fluency! Everything around us, including new habits, skills, language, studies, needs time to be adjusted and the more we get associated with it, the more fluent we are. So i guess its just that i have really gotta start practicing more and more. Besides, my ACTUAL exam is like in May, and that's is like only a few mths away, scary eh?! Somehow i used to think that i'm really just haven't got that "study gene" in me and till sometime ago, i'm still living in self denial. But now i came to realise that nobodys' borned to do wat they are capable. Its just how determined you are to get it done. There it goes, i must really put in effort and forced myself to study and to put in the same amount of concentration that i put into gaming. Haha but that's the truth.
Oh well and last nite, the Evil Mosquito came back to pissed me off at around 4.48am in the damn morning. That tiny pesky little twit disappeared the moment i on the lights. And that...robbed me a few precious minutes of my omnipotent sleep, and sleep is something that i put it high in my hierachy if priorities. *sigh* to think that something so small that i could just squashed it between my fingers is capable of wreaking so much havoc to a giant like me. I sincerely salute you, my dear mosquito, but...i'm really sure i will give you a honourable death...(damn you!)
And now that i'm hooked to japanese anime that's showin every Wed ~ Fri on Central every nite 11pm, i really have to cater time appropriately for my studies as i really cant bear to miss those animations. Somehow they seems to possess a certain degree of diazepam to restraint my anxiety and to suppress my stress while studying for my exams. Its like taking a nice hot bath after a tiring day. And to think that this week is like endurance week, Thurs ~ Sat, 2 really tough mock exams and 1 Japanese retest on Sat... haha oh well that's my life and i think i can still cope. Really lookin forward to Sat as I, the lazy bum, your royal highness will be catching Howl's moving castle...Sorry but i just have a soft spot for anything japanese...but as for now, i guess i'll just have to pull thru all these tests. ^_^ and then after that, a good movie awaits me...but next week, another 2 more mock exams...hmmm so much for fluctuations of anxiety...okay gotta go now, will update you soon, tata...
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Just 1 day away from Mock exams...yikes
- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
Right now i am suppose to b studyin but somehow i stiil feel like puttin in an entry. So here it goes. This mornin woke up at around 9 plus cos last nite study to intensively till like 1 plus. Den waited for my breakfast from my mom and left home around 10 plus. Went to Maju camp to hand in a deferment letter. Dini't book in as i didn't wan to create a big scene as i had pretty long hair...haha. Oh yeah have to remind my japanese sensei tomolo i am not going down for my retest. Most likely will go down on Sat cos tomolo my mock ends at 5pm. Quite impossible to rush to Tanjong Pagar for my Japanese retest. At that kind of time, the traffic jam most likely will kill me. Guess like i really need a FULL munual car to filter in and out of traffic.
*sigh* with regards to my mock exam, i must say there's still like a lot of stuffs to remember. Long way to go...but Gambatei ne. I will "jia you". Okay later if got time most probably will add another entry...patience now...matane ja
Right now i am suppose to b studyin but somehow i stiil feel like puttin in an entry. So here it goes. This mornin woke up at around 9 plus cos last nite study to intensively till like 1 plus. Den waited for my breakfast from my mom and left home around 10 plus. Went to Maju camp to hand in a deferment letter. Dini't book in as i didn't wan to create a big scene as i had pretty long hair...haha. Oh yeah have to remind my japanese sensei tomolo i am not going down for my retest. Most likely will go down on Sat cos tomolo my mock ends at 5pm. Quite impossible to rush to Tanjong Pagar for my Japanese retest. At that kind of time, the traffic jam most likely will kill me. Guess like i really need a FULL munual car to filter in and out of traffic.
*sigh* with regards to my mock exam, i must say there's still like a lot of stuffs to remember. Long way to go...but Gambatei ne. I will "jia you". Okay later if got time most probably will add another entry...patience now...matane ja
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
My Eternal Angel - Goodbye
- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
This one is for you my special angel and i guess no one can ever replace you. Looking back now, i guess those memories you gave me were the best and it will always put a smile across my face each time i think of you. I will never blame you for leaving me because now, looking back, I finally understand why. Although i tried so hard to pull through, i could never really forget you. You were the one that i truly love but you chose to leave when i was so in love with you. I know that i will never find someone like you, but I really have to thank you for putting me where i am today. You left such a great impact in my life and made me realise so much truths from lies. So Now that we are both moving on with our own lives, and we have since lost contact, I still wish you all the best. Goodbye my eternal angel...
This one is for you my special angel and i guess no one can ever replace you. Looking back now, i guess those memories you gave me were the best and it will always put a smile across my face each time i think of you. I will never blame you for leaving me because now, looking back, I finally understand why. Although i tried so hard to pull through, i could never really forget you. You were the one that i truly love but you chose to leave when i was so in love with you. I know that i will never find someone like you, but I really have to thank you for putting me where i am today. You left such a great impact in my life and made me realise so much truths from lies. So Now that we are both moving on with our own lives, and we have since lost contact, I still wish you all the best. Goodbye my eternal angel...
Happy Today
- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
okay my mock exams is like 2 days away and i m still not in the mood to study...maybe later...dunno y. Last nite had a fierce battle with a tiny pest in the middle of the nite...a MOSQUITO!!! Damn i hate those tiny bastards...so woke up tis morning around 7 a little daze as usual. Den left for skool around 8am. Lec was quite dry as usual but i have to giv credit for my lecturer as she is really patient and really nice...class ended like around 12.30pm, though a little stretched but its after all the last lec before the exams so she like have to cover everything. Though a bit rushed but its alrite. ^_^
okay den after class took a bus home and luckily the car was at home waitin 4 me...oh that's so sweet. So i was like went up to my house, say hi to my mom, took the car keys, say bye to my mom and headed for the car. Well its was like for the past few days i was like thinkin of doin some touch up for my military figurines so i headed to Yellowbox Trade. Took about like an hour plus to select a few BDUs, a M4 rifle with Surefire lights and Eotech sight, and a couple of other pouches. Headed home after that and was like around 3 pm.
Went online to chk the Surefire equipment and the details on my 1/6 rifle. After that was like updating my blog lor. Oh yeah, heard from my god-bro that this "xiaoxue" blog is like the no. 1 in asia or something like dat...have yet to rec a replies from my queries. Actually was tinkin of dedicating a small section of the blog to someone special. But maybe after i get the hang of the blog template thing. Seems a bit weary now as my mock exams is just 2 DAYS AWAY!!!! And i m not studyin now like i supposed to ...*argh* hmm seems like the rumoured "xiaoxue" blog is not there anymore...maybe i got the add wrong? i dunno but wat the hell. Oh yeah, by the way if you r reading my blog, pls enjoy the music...haha
okay i guess that's about it for now...tata and cheers
okay my mock exams is like 2 days away and i m still not in the mood to study...maybe later...dunno y. Last nite had a fierce battle with a tiny pest in the middle of the nite...a MOSQUITO!!! Damn i hate those tiny bastards...so woke up tis morning around 7 a little daze as usual. Den left for skool around 8am. Lec was quite dry as usual but i have to giv credit for my lecturer as she is really patient and really nice...class ended like around 12.30pm, though a little stretched but its after all the last lec before the exams so she like have to cover everything. Though a bit rushed but its alrite. ^_^
okay den after class took a bus home and luckily the car was at home waitin 4 me...oh that's so sweet. So i was like went up to my house, say hi to my mom, took the car keys, say bye to my mom and headed for the car. Well its was like for the past few days i was like thinkin of doin some touch up for my military figurines so i headed to Yellowbox Trade. Took about like an hour plus to select a few BDUs, a M4 rifle with Surefire lights and Eotech sight, and a couple of other pouches. Headed home after that and was like around 3 pm.
Went online to chk the Surefire equipment and the details on my 1/6 rifle. After that was like updating my blog lor. Oh yeah, heard from my god-bro that this "xiaoxue" blog is like the no. 1 in asia or something like dat...have yet to rec a replies from my queries. Actually was tinkin of dedicating a small section of the blog to someone special. But maybe after i get the hang of the blog template thing. Seems a bit weary now as my mock exams is just 2 DAYS AWAY!!!! And i m not studyin now like i supposed to ...*argh* hmm seems like the rumoured "xiaoxue" blog is not there anymore...maybe i got the add wrong? i dunno but wat the hell. Oh yeah, by the way if you r reading my blog, pls enjoy the music...haha
okay i guess that's about it for now...tata and cheers
Monday, February 21, 2005
Procrastination
- The Path you Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
Okay did a couple of changes here and there, added a 4 song clip, chg a sweet blogger logo....*sigh* and my mock exams is like jus 2 days away...haha...hmmm seems like i hav still got a long way to go b4 i can finally settle down with a satisfied blog...really need all the expertise i can find from my fellow friends...seems like nowadays ever since my bro got a broadband, which makes it a hell lot easier to blog and do a lot of stuffs online, friendster, email, msn messenger, etc...
back den i started a blog out of boredom while i was still in army...now its like my very own diary...which is good ^_^. Hmm speakin of army i m like out of there 4 almost 1 plus years...shit i hate reservist...damn...i just got served 1 reservist letter. But thank god it clash with my exams so i tink i will defer it...but i guess the truth is that i cant bear to part with my locks...havin kept it 4 so long...hehe...i was tinkin of doing cornrows...
okay i guess that's about it 4 now as i'm gonna upload my song so u guys can hear it while readin...
chotto matte o...^_^
Okay did a couple of changes here and there, added a 4 song clip, chg a sweet blogger logo....*sigh* and my mock exams is like jus 2 days away...haha...hmmm seems like i hav still got a long way to go b4 i can finally settle down with a satisfied blog...really need all the expertise i can find from my fellow friends...seems like nowadays ever since my bro got a broadband, which makes it a hell lot easier to blog and do a lot of stuffs online, friendster, email, msn messenger, etc...
back den i started a blog out of boredom while i was still in army...now its like my very own diary...which is good ^_^. Hmm speakin of army i m like out of there 4 almost 1 plus years...shit i hate reservist...damn...i just got served 1 reservist letter. But thank god it clash with my exams so i tink i will defer it...but i guess the truth is that i cant bear to part with my locks...havin kept it 4 so long...hehe...i was tinkin of doing cornrows...
okay i guess that's about it 4 now as i'm gonna upload my song so u guys can hear it while readin...
chotto matte o...^_^
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
The Beginning to an End
- The Path You Choose Will Be Your Destiny -
Okay here is my second blog...well the first one sort of like have techincal problems and a lot of other unforseen factors resulting in me abandoning it...haha i take it as an experience...not much to update though as i am working more on the design of the blog...
Okay here is my second blog...well the first one sort of like have techincal problems and a lot of other unforseen factors resulting in me abandoning it...haha i take it as an experience...not much to update though as i am working more on the design of the blog...
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